I didn't follow the "dating guide for girls"  book when I met him... I told him all about my problems and secrets. There was something about him that made me feel safe and fragile. I needed someone to listen to me and to make me feel worthy... He passed. 

*Saera wait!* 

"I knew it... They are all the same after all... They are all cheating bastards .." Saera allmost couldnt believe that she could run that fast, maybe it was from the shock.

"My best friend, she was... My best friend" as tears were runing down her cheeks their memories were flashing by infront of her, she couldn't control herself at that moment, everything was going too fast. She was not crazy. All the time she fought with him because of Dara, all the times she slapped herself for thinking that way.. everything made sense. Yet she didn't blame anyone but herself, for no particular reason, she blamed herself... She felt unworthy, rather stupid..