~Sungjong~

What L hyung told me was true, I could never feel what he feels because I don’t love the girl, I have no reason to wait for her but why am I still here? Sitting beside him, waiting for his girl to come? Why? I myself, do not understand

It was like any other day when I buy hotdogs for L hyung and me while we read a newspaper.

“Hyung can I ask you something?” he looked up from the newspaper and smiled

“You already did” he smiled, I really like it when he smiles

“When do you eat? Or take a bath?” I ask him, all this time I was wondering if he only feeds himself if I but him hotdogs

“Why? Do you really think I can live with a hot dog?” he cheekily smiled

“Yah! I was just wondering” I lowered my head a bit

“I always come home at night, when you already leave” I made and ‘o’ shape with my mouth

“You, do you live alone?” I looked up at him

“Yes, yes I do” I said proudly

“Where are your parents?” he asked me

“They’re in America, managing the company” I looked at the setting sun before us

“Don’t you miss them? Or don’t you want to be with them?” he looked down on me

“I really don’t want to come there, I don’t feel at home? I don’t know. I just don’t have a good reason to” I shrugged

“Why don’t you live in a condo? Or a mansion” he asked again

“Even this little house is too big for me and why would I live in such expensive place when I can have this? I prefer wasting my money on charities and food than shelter” yeah, since I was young, I really don’t want to waste money. I think it’s because I grew up with my grandma, and she told me to be thrifty since there are many kids out there who would like my position.

~Myungsoo~

I looked at Sungjong with admiration and something that I could never describe. I was going to remark something about him being so down-to-earth when a camera crew rushed towards me

“Excuse me, sir, are you Kim Myungsoo? The only son and heir of Kim Corps.?” how can somebody know about this? I am sure I hid everything and I didn’t even tell anyone my real name. Couldn't it be Sungjong, right? And of the looks of it, it is really not him. He looks so lost and confused

“Yes, yes I am” Sungjong looked at me with a shock expression while I sent him an apologetic looked and he gave off a small smile

It didn’t last, though, the police drove them away and by the look of it, my father’s men are half across the world and are now ready to hunt me here.

Here, I stand awkwardly in front of the man who always sat beside me

“I’m really sor-” but he cut me off

“It’s nothing really, it’s okay. I know how hard it is to be an heir of a company” he gave me a small smile. I was about to reply him but I was tackled down by a weight

“L! I’m so sorry, I didn’t know what to do” I knew that voice, I knew it very well. It is her, Nana, the girl whom I’ve been waiting for a month and a half

“I’m so sorry L” she kept on chanting it. I don’t know what to do? Am I supposed to accept her back? Well, that’s the main reason why I’ve been waiting right? But why does it seem like it’s not anymore?

She kissed me, on the lips, just like what would we normally do but why does it feel so alien to me? Why didn’t I feel the usual spark? The warmth? The sweetness? The love? Where is it now? Is it really that fast to move on? Then why did I even continue on waiting for her if it’s not anymore?

Noticing I didn’t respond to her kiss, she looked up at me again

“What’s the matter L? Aren’t I the reason you’ve been here? Knowing that I will come back to the place where we first met?” “I have no idea what you’re talking about” that is what I really wanted to reply her. If she’s not the reason anymore, then why am I still here?

“I….I need to think about it……Nana” I looked into the ground with my brows knitted, I was thinking deep. I have notice that day by day, my reason for waiting for her was slowly erased but why am I still here? Nobody could answer that, only I can. Why?

“Okay, I’ll be waiting” she kissed me goodbye but I felt nothing than the taste of her watermelon lip bum. I always liked the taste because the sweetness of her kiss will always linger but why does it feel nothing. Did my love for her already faded? Then why am I here?

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