xia's pov

for the past 2weeks, me and sehun havent been seeing each other , although we are studying in the high school

or perhaps i was avoiding him.. since the night kai said sehun liked someone else....

am i really in love with that jerk??

no way..

but why does it hurt when i know he likes someone else?

and of course , we were never in good condition...

always argueing.....

 

and the guy at the party, jaehyo?

he keeps visitng me in school... dropping flowers on my desk

whats wrong with him?? i dont even know him!!!!!!!!!!

 

" pretty? hows ur day??" here he comes again

" oppa.... actually i dont feel right.... with all those stuff u done...“i tried telling him in a polite way

" why not?? girls love it..... u really hate me???" jaehyo said

" anii... i didn...."

" means u like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" jaehyo yelled

great,what did i said

 

before i could deny, he place his finger on my lips...stopping me from speaking

" i get it... pretty.... i absolutely get it.... " he grab me and pull me into a hug.... as in forcefully

"op....oppa... ca.....cant...  breath"

" sorry my dear.... oppa is way too happy.... ltr after school... 1st DATE!!!.."

and before i could say anything again.. he pecked on my forehead and left

 

what did he just done in front of everyone!!!!!

i quickly wipe my forehead... ish ish ish

great... now what...... I blew my fringe which were blocking my view

 

 

" did he just pecked on u?" i heard someone's voice from the back

it was kris... luckily.. not him

 

" oppa.. its not what u saw... he just....... i dont know... he..... no way" i was out of words

" hmmmmm~ nvm.... i dont think he's ur cup of tea too.... just ignore him" kris said and sat on the desk

" thats my oppa..... urm... why are u here?"

" talking bout that, wana come to my house for some oppa-dongsaeng gathering?" kris said

" as long as im not going out with jaehyo.... i'll do anything.." i said

" really?" he raised his brow

" YESH.... i duno what to say about him... he's noisy and loud... and ARGHHH i dont know" i said

" okay okay i understand.. see u later... and of course.. i'll help u with him"

"saranghae!!!!!!" i hold up my hands and pose a heart to kris oppa

”CHESSY!!!" he said and left

 

ring~~~~~

this is it... kris..come on....... fasterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

" jinyoung!!!"

" baby!!!"

IM SAFE..

" hey jaehyo right? sorry to say but i have to take my sister from u now....got to go!!" he grabbed my shoulder and left jaehyo alone

" bu t....tt...... nevermind! there's still tomorrow!!!" jaehyo is always over happy

 

"phew* thank god u arrive in time, oppa.... " i said

" and u owe me one~~" kris said

" anything!!" i said and smiled

 

at his house

" jinyoung ar... im hungry... "

" ramen, how is it?" i asked

" great... its been awhile since u cook for me... but i think im out of ramen.... 10minutes.. wait for me"

then kris was out of his house

" dummy.... i can cook other food......"i mumbled

since i have nothing to do, i went around his house.... looking for something to do

 

and suddenly the doorbell rang..

"wow he's fast.... like a dragon~"

" oppa u are.......ehhhh??"

 there he is... the guy i have been missing

"seh....sehun.... kris is away......"i said

" but he just called me to come..... odd.... ”sehun said

wait a minute.... did he just purposely left me n sehun alone............ARGHHH

 

"erm.. can i come in 1st? its abit chilly outside" sehun asked

" oh.... im sorry" i was blankminded

 

awkward......

sehun and i sat at both ends of the couch.. not talking

" erm..." "hey"

" you 1st" ..." you 1st"

"let me then, i somehow heard... u and jaehyo......dat....“sehun asked

not that...........DONT REMIND ME OF THAT NOISY GUY!!!

" oh... that..... its complicated" i said and tried to not answer it

" congratulations though...." sehun said in a low tone

"since.. finally someone wants you"

 

that sentence just broke my heart into pieces....

the guy that i love..... just congrats me.....

he really didn have any feelings for me.....

 

tears was already wandering around my eyes....but i refuse to let them drop

" he's a good guy.... im sure u would be happy to be his girl...girlfriend" he continued

i lowered my head, and myhair was covering my face from his view....

 

"im happy for you... reall..really...." he said

tears drop.....silently

i finally realise.. i was the only one loving him....

 

then

"kris has been out too long... let me go get him" he stood up and walked pass me

i stopped him from walking by grabbing onto his hand

"you really mean it? happy for me?" " i asked

 

end of pov

 

 

sehun's pov

 

"you really mean it? happy for me?" she grab my wrist and asked

my back was facing her, she was still sitting

xia.... what else can i say? u already have jaehyo.......

i was planning to confess to you today at school

but what i saw was jaehyo hugging you

im already nothing to you. or i was never a thing to you..........

with all my efforts ,

"yeah.... absolutely..." i said

and then she let go of me....

and before i breakdown, i walk out of the house

 

kris was just outside of the house.... that hyung

" hey.?"

i walked pass him without saying anything

 

end of pov

 

kris's pov

" that kid！ im the hyung .."

"jinyoung ar...." i walked into the house but all i heard was sob

she's crying.... hugging her knees.. on the floor

 

what the hell did sehun done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????

i quickly went to her...

”hey.... whats wrong?? what happen?" i touched her hair and shoulder

" come on.. tell me... im sorry i left u alone with sehun....." i said

what happen?

she isnt answering.. but just crying ...

" is it because of sehun??? what happen... " i lowered my tone.. and asked

...................

i hugged her tightly on my chest... her sobbing sound went louder and louder....

she's suffering inside..... i can feel her pain.....

she never shed a tear in front of me..

OH SEHUN WHAT DID U DONE TO HER!!!!?????

 

 

 

after sometime, she turn silence.. and i know that she has fallen asleep in her tears

i put her down on my bed and went out to find that bastard

" where the hell is oh sehun?" i called kai

"hyung... its already midnight.... and he's in his room... but he doesnt look good....anything happen hyung?" kai said

" he knows what happen and he's gonna get it from me" i said

 

 

i almost broke the doorbell.....

" hyung.. its midnight..... stop pressing that god damn doorbell" kai opened the door

"OH SEHUN.. U BETTER GET UR OUT HERE RIGHT THIS SECOND!!!!" I yelled

"shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh   HYUNG!! lower ur voice.. its midnight!!!" kai said

 

 

 

but still i dont see him...

then i broke into his room...

that bastard is lying on his bed while my sister is suffering the pain??

"yah!!!!!!!!!!!" i pulled him from his collar... he is shorter than me.. so i left him hanging

"h...hyung...。。cant breath......" sehun said

"i dont care ......what did....."

"hyung!!!! put him down 1st!!!" kai said

then i put him down...kai is so......noisy.......wrong timing kai

 

"u outside.." i push kai out of sehun's room

sehun was sitting on his bed... heads down

" what the hell did u done to my sister? " i asked in a soft tone.... since kai would be shouting from outside to me again

" isnt she happy already? " sehun said without looking at me

 

 

FOR GOD SAKED.. i feel like punching his face

i pull him up and face me

" happy as in crying and sobbing without saying anything to me for the past 2 hours????" i yelled at him

then he look at me

" but....but..............i ....i ....." he was lose

" tell me.. WHAT DID U DO TO HER!!!!!!??" I was outof control

" i just congratulate her... with jaehyo....." sehun said and looked away

" what the hell did u said???????? u stupid pig... dumb kid........arghhhhhhhhh" i let go of him

" what did i do wrong????" sehun asked

 

this kid is seriously dumb........

i went out and saw kai

" u heard what we said? tell him what he should know....." im so frustrated

 

" what shoud i know??" sehun asked

" jinyoung has been loving you since you guys met..." kai said...

sehun frozed

 

" and you..... didn know anything.. and went to congratulate her??? oh my god... why is my buddy so dumb!!!!" kai said

" she liked me for 2 years? " sehun asked

both kai and i nodded

 

 

"and she thought u like someone else and u just did the besthing to her which i still dont really know" i said

 

 

then sehun grabbed his phone and went out...

"where do u think u are going? i have password for my door... " i said

"hyung......." he looked at me

" one more time, and im gonna kill you.... her birthday"

 

without any thank you he left...

 

 

end of pov

 

 

 

sehun pov

XIA LOVED ME FOR 2 YEARS....

HOW COULD IT MAKE SENSE?

AND HOW COULD SHE THOUGHT I LIKE SOMEONE ELSE BUT NOT HER?

WHY DIDN I KNOW SHE LIKES ME?

AND WHAT DID I JUST SAID TO HER?

 

please forgive me .... i didn know we both love each other....

i was furious when i heard jaehyo saying u liked him

i thought i was just a friend to you

 

 

" 151193 " click*

 

then i rush into kris's house

searching for her

and i found her

 

laying on kris's bed

  (ignore V SIGN)

 

she looks so weak.... but calm

her eyes was swollen...... she must be crying alot

she is so pretty that she didn know

the fair skin..... small pink lips....

that eyes....that im drown in.....

how could hide all your feeling.....

 

 

my heart was breaking .. seeing her suffering cuz of my foolishness

why didn i know that......

how could i be such a pig!!!!!!!!!

kris was right about me

 

i sat beside her....holding her hands.... touching her swollen face......

she was always the one

i wasnt brave enough to confess to her but only to make her notice me more

 

im sorry i didn make my move

im sorry i make you sad

im sorry i broke your heart

IM SORRY XIA

 

 

 

 

 

please wake up and give me another chance

 

 

 

 

it was already 3 .... and slowly i drifted into my dream..holding her hands....

 

 

 

 

end of pov

 

 

 

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