Okay so this is my first time trying to write a chaptered fic, so I apoligize if its not as good as you were probably expecting it to be!

This story was inspired by the jongtae kiss (obviously) and since I am a HUGE jongkey/2min shipper it kinda broke me a lil to see those pictures, so I decieded to do something about it! ENJOY!!

Key Pov.

My chest, my heart, my soul all hurt. Ever since the concert were Jonghyun kissed Taemin, I have been feeling nothing but pain in my chest area. I have no idea why though. Since the kiss, it strangely seems to have brought those two closer together. Just that thought alone brings more pain to my chest. Was my chest hurting because I was scared that Taemin would replace me in Jonghyun's heart? What ever the reason was, it wasn't only hurting me. Oh no.

Minho had confronted me the day after the kiss, and told me that when he saw Taemin and Jonghyun kiss he felt angry, hurt, betrayed, and pain. He was as scared and confused as I was as to why it hurt so much. I had told him that I felt the same way too, but didn't know why we felt that way. It was a complete mystery to me, and I didn't like it.

I sighed to myself. We were now on our way back home after yet another rehearsal, I was currently sitting in the back of our van, with Minho right beside me, Jonghyun and Taemin occupied the middle, and Onew was up front with the manager.

I couldn't help but let my attention be drawn to the two in the middle. Just looking at those two playing around while singing loudly to random songs that they played. I couldn't help but be reminded of a time when it was me and Jonghyun who would play around like that. A time where we would turn up the music loud and sing along while acting goofy in the van even though we were tired...just like how he is with Taemin now.

The pain in my chest was becoming almost unbearable now. My breathing was light, uneven and coming out rapidly. Minho must have noticed though because not a second later he wrapped one of his arms around me and pulled me close to him in a tight one armed hug. I laid my head down on his shoulder and closed my eyes, afraid that if I kept them open any longer tears would begin to descend down my face.

"Shh, Shh Key. Shh, its okay, its okay. I've got you. I know it hurts, just don't look at them okay? If you keep looking at them any longer, the pain in your chest will only get worse. Trust me it is hurting me just as much too, but we need to try and relax 'cause will be back at the dorm soon." Minho whispered softly in my ear, though the pain in his voice was crystal clear. 

I only let out a soft whimper in response as I reached for his other had and grasped it tightly. I felt him squeeze my hand back. That some how was able to release some of the tension in my chest. My breathing was beginning to regulate again. As I began to calm some what back down, I began to feel drowsy. So I let the darkness come and take over me, and maybe when I woke up everything that has happened the last couple of day's will all just be a dream.

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"Key, Key you got to wake up now. We are at the dorm now, so can you please get up so we can head to our rooms?" I could feel some one lightly shaking me bringing me from the darkness. I didn't want to go back just yet though. I don't want to go back to the reality that Jonghyun kissed Taemin while grinding on him, no I needed to stay here and away from the pain that reality was causing me.

"DAMN IT KIBUM!! IF YOU DON'T GET UP RIGHT NOW I SWEAR I AM GOING TO THROW AWAY ALL OF YOUR ING CLOTHS DO YOU HEAR ME?!" I then was able to classify the voice that was bringing me out of the darkness as Minho but what got me up was the fact that some one has just put my babbies on the line. Oh hell nawI! I may be in pain, but no way in hell am I gonna let some one touch MY cloths. no.

"Alright, alright! I'm up now so don't you dare think about about touching my babbies! Got that you over sized alien!?" I growled out as I moved over the seats in front of me to get out of the car. I slammed the car door shut as I turned to glare at Minho. He only let out a chuckle as he rolled his eyes and dragged me up to our dorm.

As soon as we were inside I mad a B-line for our kitchen to get a glass of water only to stop dead in my tracks. There right in front of me was Taemin resting his hands on Jonghyun's chest as he angled his head up just a little, bringing his lips closer to his. I could see his eyes beginning to close as his lips just made the lightest brush against Jonghyuns. I looked to Jonghyuns face to see his reaction, his eyes were a little wide but began to close a little as he began to let his hands rest on Taemin's waist.

I couldn't believe what he was seeing. My heart just crumbled into a pile of ash. Seeing these two kiss once was bad enough, but twice!? The pain in my chest came back full force. My breathing had completly stopped and my head was starting to cloud. I knew that if I didn't get out of there fast I was going to faint from the pain that was crushing my chest.

I quietly and swiftly made my way to Minho's and I's room. I glanced around the room and saw that Minho wasn't in here yet which meant he was taking a shower so I quickly made my to the bed, grabbed a pillow and stuffed my sobs into it. The pain felt worse than ever before. I just don't get it! Why is it that just the thought of Jonghyun kissing Taemin back made me want to die. Then a thought hit me.

The reason why it hurt so bad to see Jonghyun kissing some one that wasn't me, the reason why I just felt like crawling down a hole and dying.

I liked Jonghyun.

okay so I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I know it porbably wasn't as good as you might have been hopping for it to be, but just wait a while I will try to improve my writing as I continue this story! please for all that is sacred leave a comment so I know that at least some people give a damn ;)