Crushes Never Work Out...Or Do They? (My Memory Of My First Crush)

Crushes Never Work Out...Or Do They?

Samantha's POV~

Its my first week of primary school and still I don't have any friends.

Everyday everyone pointed and laughed at me and I didn't know why...

One day I decided to ask them why..

"Because you're so fat! You look like a fat pig! Hahahaha!" They all laughed.

I didn't know what to do so I just cried.

"Yah! Thats enough!" shouted someone.

I looked up to my right where the voice came from.

There stood a boy from my class.

He bent down and helped me up.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

I nodded in reply and looked down at my feet.

"Why are you helping that fatty?" the bullies asked.

"Because she's a human too and bullying is wrong!" he shouted.

"Urgh!" they all glared at me.

"If you weren't our sports captain this year we would've already beat you up!" they all shouted and stomped back to their classes.

He looked at me and put his hand on my shoulder.

I looked up at him and smiled.

"Thank you..." I shyly bowed.

"No problem!^^" he smiled.

"You're name is Samantha Lee right?" he asked.

"How does he know my name?" I asked myself in my mind.

"Yeah...how d..do you know me?" I asked.

"You're the new girl in my class right? Class 1E?" he asked.

"Yeah!" I nodded.

*RIIIIING* The school bell rang signalling the end of Lunch break.

"Come lets go back to class!" he smiled and dragged me by the hand back to class.

We walked in last and everyone was staring at us.

*Phew* Luckily the teacher isn't here yet!.

He let go of my hand and quickly walked back to his seat.

I sat at my desk too.

It was Science now so I quickly took out my Science textbook and exercise books and set them on my desk.

I looked up to see almost every single girl in the class glaring at me.

Something hit the right side of my head and I looked to see what it was.

A little crumpled paper ball .

I picked it up and read it.

It read: "If you think you can just walk in to this school and take Zhou Mi away from us you're dead fatty!" -Love, the girls.

I threw the piece of paper away and continued with class. "Who's Zhou Mi anyway?" I asked myself.

-

After class we went over to our duties chart and checked our duties/chores.

I had mopping as my duty with a person named Zhou Mi? Who is that?

"Hey you're my partner!" chuckled someone behind me.

I turned around to face the guy who stood up for me in front of the bullies.

"Oh! Hey! Yeah I guess I am!" I smiled.

He asked me to get water for the pail while he got the mops from the janitor's closet.

I went outside to the tap and filled the pail with water.

"Yah! I told you to stay away from Zhou Mi!" a girl's voice shouted.

"Huh?" I looked around.

"Don't act dumb! I know you have a crush on Zhou Mi! So stay away from him!" she yelled and slapped me.

"Okay I will..." I answered as I tried to hold back my tears.

I brought the pail back to class and left it there.

Then I quickly got my bag and left.

-

That night I went to ask my cousin what does the word 'crush' mean.

Why would I want to crush him for?

My cousin sister laughed at me and pointed at the word crush in her dictionary.

"A temporary feeling of affection towards someone?" I read out loud.

"Oooh~ So is he handsome?" she asked.

"No he's just a normal boy with glasses and short brown hair!" I explained.

"Aigyo you're so innocent!" she smiled.

-

The next 3 years I spent in that school I made sure I would sit and stand far away from him.

We would pass each other in the hallways and he would try to start a conversation with me.

I would just smile and quickly walked away even though I knew it was rude to do so.

It hurt me to think that I might be acting rude or ignorant towards him.

Yes i said it. It hurt because I have feelings towards him!.

I couldn't say so or show because I was afraid of getting beat up by the girls or rejected by him!.

It hurt me to see him being hit on by those girls who were thinner and prettier than I was.

I hated myself because of my size that I was being bullied for or gossiped about.

I had nobody to talk to!. I even thought of suicide once or twice before!.

I had no friends! My classmates bully me! My grades were going down the drain! I was being stressed!.

After the last semester exam I dropped out of school.

Nobody knew where I went.

I transfered into a homeschooling network and tried to forget about my past in my old school.

The principal from my old school called my parents. He asked them why I wasn't in school anymore.

And thats when they told him that I had transfered into a new school for personal reasons.

Suddenly almost everyone who knew me in the old school was  shocked to hear the news.

They felt sorry for bullying me. They tried begging me to come back but failed.

I ignored all of the e-mails they sent me because I know that they just think if they apologise I'll come back!

-

Another three years and I already got two bestfriends!. I was so happy in my new school.

I joined a social networking site called Facebook and added my current classmates as friends.

Then one day I received a friend request from someone named Zhou Mi.

I stopped breathing for a second. Could it be...? Could it be him?

I clicked on his name and looked at his profile.

Yes! It is him!. I added him as my friend and continued playing my favorite game called "Pet Society".

A minute later I heard a *cling* and my chatbox pops up.

Chat box:

Zhou Mi: Hello? Sam... are you there?

Me: ...Do I know you?

Zhou Mi: Are you the Sam who left xxxx primary school 3 years ago?

Me: Oh! You're the Zhou Mi guy who I was partnered with when I was in 1E!^^

Zhou Mi: Yeah! I Am!^^ How are you?

Me: I'm fine! How 'bout you? :D

Zhou MI: I'm fine thank you! Where are you studying now?

Me: I'm studying in a homeschooling network near my house.

Zhou Mi: Oh... I miss you...:(

Me: WHAT? You miss me???

Zhou Mi: Opps! I meant to type we miss you...>///< hehehe

Me: Oh...hey...I was thinking lately...

Zhou Mi: Yeah! What is it?

Me: I want to go back to that schoo-

Zhou Mi: You'recoming back to study?!?!?! *happy dance*

Me: NO! I was just thinking if I could come back for a little visit!

Zhou Mi:.... Oh....I gotta go my mom's calling bye!^^

Me: Bye..

*Zhou Mi is offline*

Gosh... that was kinda awkward.. He said he missed me...but then he said he meant that they missed me..

I guess he doesn't really care about me.

-

A week later I managed to get out of school early and go back to my old school for a surprise visit.

Zhou Mi doesn't know since he hasn't been chatting with me ever since that day.

This time I wasn't walking through the primary school gates, it was the secondary school gates.

Everything is different!. It was lunch break at that time so I quickly searched the ground floor hallway for my ex-classmates.

I spotted one of them and quickly ran over and hugged her.

"Sabrina!" I shouted.

She was shocked at first but after taking a closer look at me she smiled and hugged me back.

"Samantha! You're back!" she shouted.

"Hey guys Samantha's back!" she shouted towards the field where a group of teens hung out.

They took one glimpse at the both of us and suddenly started running towards me.

I was then tackled by hugs. 

"Samantha you look different!"

"Hey you lost weight!"

"Are you really Samantha Lee from class 1E?!"

"Hey you're not fat anymore!"

Those were what I could hear over the shouts and laughter around me.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around.

Everyone gasped.

I saw someone's chest and not a head.

I looked up to see Zhou Mi staring down at me with a blank expression.

"Zhou Mi!" I laughed and hugged him.

He pushed me off him and glared at me.

Everyone was still staring at us.

I looked up at him with a questioning look.

"Why did you leave?!" he shouted angrily.

"I...i...i" I stuttered.

"Do you know how worried everyone was?!"he shouted.

I just ran from him and tried to fight away the tears that threatened to fall.

_________

Zhou Mi's POV~

I can't believe I just shouted at her like that!. 

WTF I just wanted to say hi!. 

I guess I just let the hurt I felt after finding out that she left without even telling me and for those time she ignored me take over.

"Yah! Pabo! What are you still doing here?! Go after her!"the boys shouted at me and shoved me towards the direction which she ran.

I ran as fast as I could to catch up with her but she had a two minute head start before me!.

Come on legs! You helped me to win the gold medal for the sports day 100 metre run now you'll help me too!.

I finally caught up with her because she stopped behind the school and leaned against the wall...crying...

I'm the one who made her cry....

I walked up to her and hugged her.

___

I leaned against the cold wall and just burst out in tears.

I felt someone's presence but I didn't care to look up.

I just wanted to cry out.

"Don't cry..." Zhou Mi spoke.

Then suddenly he hugged me tightly, wrapping his arms around my shoulders.

I tried to push him away.

Why is he acting like this?

One minute he's acting rudely, pushing me away and the next he's hugging me trying to care for me!.

"I'm sorry..... Sam-ah..." he apologised softly as he hugged me closer to him so that now one side of my head is resting on his chest.

*Dugeun duguen* was the sound that his heart was making.

"Zhou Mi...." I started as I looked up at him.

He looked down at me with a warm smile.

"Yeah?" he asked.

"I'm sorry for leaving yo-" I was cut off by his lips crashing into mine.

My eyes widened at his sudden action but then they slowly closed as it felt so good.

He broke off the kiss and looked at my face which was glowing pink.

"Sam-ah~ Saranghae!" he whispered and chuckled a little, tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

"Zhou Mi...nado saranghae..." I replied and tip toed to give him a peck on his cheek.

_

Nobody's POV~

Meanwhile...

"AWWWWWW THEY'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER!!!!" the classmates cooed as they watched the cute couple share their first kiss.

_____The End__________

 

 

Author's Note: Hi there! I've finally finished with the first chapter!^^ This chapter is inspired by the memory of my first crush!:D

Well if you're wondering why I used Zhou Mi(Sj-M)'s name as my crush. Is because my real crush also starts with the letter Z and he's tall and wears glasses like him too!xD

The next chapters will be the oneshots which I will be writng for those who applied!^^ (as promised in the foreword)

I'm sorry if I have grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes in this oneshot. 

I'm sick and on medication and this are the drowzy type!xD Plus It's 3 A.M in the morning gosh! I ave church at 10!

Haha good nights or morning people comment and subscribe!:D

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Yeorin
#1
I applied as Choi Seul Mi^^
Sweet13 #2
@Julie_718: Glad you liked it!^^ Haha poor T.O.P being bullied by his donsaengs about his cooking xD Yes you are a pro~
Julie_718
#3
HAPPYYYY ENDDDINGGG! :D<br />
T.O.P's cooking?? DO NOT WANT! D:<br />
Im so pro <3
2pmvietguh
#4
Applied ^-^
JustWinter
#5
I applied as Yuki.<br />
Fighting!
naeul_
#6
applied as Song Naeul~<br />
good luck on your oneshots! hwaiting!
ohhhkeo #7
Applied with two application :D<br />
UPDATE SOON , HWAITING <3
Julie_718
#8

OMGD!HOW MEAN!<br />
You should have slammed a ! XD (watch this if you dont get it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMFpZRDYha4 WARNING: This has cussing XD)
Sweet13 #9
Thanks for applying for my fic guys!^^<br />
@Julie_718: Yes I was bullied and made fun of because of my size.<br />
I didn't have friends and I couldn't talk with my parents since they wouldn't understand. So people had the thought that I was anti-social and a fatty. The last part about the kiss was all made up because I didn't want people crying if they read the whole truth.:D
anshiiyaa #10
i applied as lee hana :)<br />