The Stupid and Numb me

Me and (Your Bias Name) were talking about random things..

Then he said " I will be proposing tomorrow.. "

Then i Responded, " What?? "

He sighed, then he continued,

" I said, I will Propose to her, to the Girl that I Really Love, Uhmm.. Maybe Tomorrow, "

I was Really Shocked, for the past 2 Years that we were together, i really thought he has the same feelings for me, Yes, i have feeling's for him.. Before, I thought it was nothing.. Like, Any friend can feel it.. Then, I just found out that i'm already falling for

him, Slowly.. Day by day.

Every time that we were together, I'm just wishing for the day not to end.. and I'm really having a hard time Keeping my feelings for him..

And it really hurts when he talks about this particular girl that he Loves,

It's really tearing me apart.. In pieces.

And now.. He is telling me that he's going to Propose to her,

I don't even told him how much I Love him, and now.. I Will be losing him. Just like that,

I Want to know her, I want to know Why (Your Bias Name) Like her..

Is she Prettier than me?? Maybe smarter?? Who really is this girl by the way?

I don't know a girl that's Close to him More than I am close to him, AiSH!!

" Hey!! " he shouted at me,

" Huh?? Why?? " I answered, I didn't realize that he was talking a lot while I am thinking about random things..

" Your not listening to me again.. " He added,

" I want to go back to my apartment.. " I said,

" Huh?? Why do you suddenly Want to go back to your apartment?? " He said then he holds my arms..

" I Want to go now (Your Bias Name), I am not feeling well, " I Lied..

His Eyes looks at mine.. Those are like stars at night.. So shiny.. So Bright.

" Okay then.. Want me to send you home?? " He asked

" No Need, " I answered

" Are you sure?? what if, something happend to you?? " He said

" No need to, I can handle my self.. " I said, even if i want to.. i don't want him to send me home.. I'm afraid, what else i could say when were at my apartment..

" I.. I hope, your succesful of Proposing to that girl.. I wish she loves you more than I do.. " I added,

" Wait, You.. you love me?? " he asked,

I was terrifyied! I realize what i said..

" Of course (Your bias name), I Love you Very much!! I am Your Bestfriend!! " I said

I sighed, At least i have told him that i Love him.. that's all I care,

" So.. I'll get going, bye (Your Bias name), See you Soon, " I said, then i gave him a Smile,

He Smiled back.. That was the sweetest Smile i've ever seen in my whole life..

I turn around and walk to the Bus Station.. I ride a bus way back to my Apartment.. My Apartment and (Your Bias name) Apartment was quiet Far from each other.. It's really in the opposite direction,

When I'm already in my apartment.. I rest a little, then I packed all my things. And i called my Dad I ask him if he could pick me up today, here in my apartment.. Because i want to go home.. I want to go Far from the City.. Far from The Noisy World, and Far From (Your bias name)..

Because I can't accept the fact that i will lose him, that he will be happy with the girl that he loves, and It's not me..

Then my dad Suddenly got inside my apartment..

" Why do you suddenly want to go home?? I thought your more happy here in the city.. " Daddy ask me,

" I'm not happy here anymore, " I Lied.

" Okay.. Let's go now then?? " He ask me

I just nodd and follow him walking.. Then, he opened the main door of my apartment, i was the last one to Go out, but before i do that..

I took my Last glance to my apartment..

I remembered all the thing's that i made with this house, all the memories.. all the memories with (Your bias name),

Then, we go inside the car, and drive down the street.. further and further away from

my apartment,

" I ask one of our Maids to pick up your things tomorrow.. '' Dad said

" I Know.. " i answered.

While me and daddy were driving down the street.. I thought (Your bias name) called my name from a far, But then.. I just thought that, It's only my Imagination..

So I decided to take a nap while i am inside the car, And when i woke up, were already in our house,

" Your phone keeps on Ringing while your sleeping, " Dad said,

I check my cellphone, and i saw 7 Missed calls and 12 Unread message from (Your bias name), I just ignored them.. I move the Unread text's of (Your bias name) to a folder, I didn't read any of them,

So i entered our house..

" Ahh.. I missed this!! " I thought to my self,

and I walk straight to my room.. i know by this time, Mom is still in work, and my Older Sisters were in their Job..

Inside my room.. Nothing has changed, My bed is still in it's position Two years ago, My study table is still in front of the Window, My favorite books were still in their places,

I sat on my study table, and watch the People passing by.. then i Put my cellphone in the table, and rest my head there..

I was interrupted by my phone ringing, Someone is calling, I look at it's Screen and found out that it's from an Unknown #,

" Who's this?? " I answered

" Ya!! Why did you go home with put telling me?? I thought your just going to your apartment, But then i saw you inside your father's car, I call your name, but you didn't respond, I am calling you but your not answering.. Your not replying to my Text's.. also, so I --

" (Your bias name) Calm down.. " I interrupted him.

" huh?? " He ask

" I wish your happiness with the girl that you love, I don't want to see you anymore, Forget about me now please! " I answered

" How could I be happy with the girl that I Love If she's running away from me, and Telling me to gorget about her?? " He said

I was so shock to what i heard!! I don't know what to say.. So it was me all the time?? I can't believe it

I'm Srupid!!

" Still there?? " He asked

" It's not funny!! (Your bias name), Not at all.. " I Exclaimed

" I'm not Joking here.. It's all true, (Your name), For the past two years, that were together, I'm also inlove with you.. I'm just waiting for the right time to tell you.. But i just can't keep this in my heart anymore, You are the most Beautiful girl For me, Your perfect!! " He said

" (Your bias name)... " That's the only word that i can say.. i was speechless..

" I am outside your house now.. i am standing in front of your window, Please look at me if you have the same feelings for me, " He said

" Why did you follow me here??? " I asked.. I'm trying to change the topic,

" I'm afraid that your dad will take you away from me, i don't want to loose you!! (Your name), I Love you Very much, " He said

I didn't look out the window, but.. i went to my computer and check the CCTV Camera's.. I want to know if he's really there.. I click on the Camera that's in the garden.. From there I could see the people who's in front of my window..

I can't see it clearly, so I Zoomed in.. and then, there, I See him.. The man of my dreams.. is outside my window, Waiting for me to Look at him.. Is it True?? Is it real?? Am I imagining things again?? Am I Dreaming??

I don't want to waste this chance of a Lifetime, so I Checked my self in the mirror, and Prepare to look at him out the Window,

He was sitting.. like a child waiting for his mom.. He's looking at the floor.. i can't bearly see his face, So I Texted him..

" I Thought, you wanted to see me.. Then why are you facing the floor?? " I texted..

I know by this time, he's reading the message.. and then he looks at me,

" (Your Name)!! I Love you Very Much!!! You are the Perfect Girl for Me!! I want to Spend my Life with You!!! i Love You (Your Name)!!! " He Shouted,

He was waving at me,

I'm just looking at him, It's not a Dream.. not My Imagination, This is all true!! Oh my gosh!! I really can't believe it!!

From hearing it, I Ran down the Stairs to go to where he is.. Then, When we Met, He Hugged me,

" This is the Happiest day of my Life! " He Said

Then, He kiss Me, On the Lips.. and Hug me Again,

" I Love you too.. (Your bias name), I Love you since we met.. I'm sorry if i ran away from you, I don't know that you are talking about me all this time, I thought it was another girl.. I'm sorry for being stupid.. " I whispered

" No need to sorry, Were together now, We don't care about anyone.. All we care is we Love each other, And that's the Most Important.. I Love You, (Your Name), I Love you with all my heart.. " He said,

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