‘We’re fine...Everything’s gonna be just fine’

You always said that words

And I trusted you

I know you’ll keep your promise

Wouldn’t you?

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I know I kinda pushed you lately

But I need a certainty

Who doesn’t?

I hate being insecure all the time

Hate to feel that you could leave me every time

I need you to proved me

Proved all that you’ve promised me

If it called being selfish, then so it is

If it called immature emotion, then let it be

But I’m enough of waiting

And don’t asked me about patience,

I already have

For years

For countless days

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My mood indeed swings

But my instinct didn’t dull

I saw it

I’ve read it

All the hints

Every words that u’ve posted on twitter

I know just then

You already had a decision

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Here we are

Face to face

After all distances that we’ve been through this past couple months

Now you’re here

I can feel the warmth of your presence

But my heart freezing out

“Baby, i’m sorry....”

That’s it....

One words that i don’t want to hear

One words that comes into my nightmare this past days

”We can’t....I can’t...You suffer enough...Kyuhyunnie”

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You said you don’t want to hurted me

Well, you already did

But it doesn’t matter, as long as you’re happy

But you aren’t

You hurted both of us

You hurted yourself, and it hurted me so bad

I tell you something, Choi Siwon...

You might foolled everyone, but not me

You can tell that you will be alright, but your eyes betrayed you just then

What i’ve told you about patience?

I’ll wait

I know i am tired

And maybe will comes the day that i decide to stop waiting for you

But not now

I’ll wait for you...

Because i do believe, every rivers will ended up to the ocean

And you are my ocean

Vice versa....

Remember this, Choi Siwon...

When you feel lost, you could always back to where you belong

To your home....

To me...

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If darkness comes find you, try listening close.

The song of the waves over, there is a serenade dedicated to you...

[Super Junior – Now]