Bad Person
Like Being Hit By A Bullet (Sequel To Take Care of My Boyfriend)
Song: Baek Jiyoung's Bad Person
"I think she's really hurting, Ge. She was acting so unlike herself. I'm worried." that had been enough to convince Luhan to join Zitao and Kris on their little visit to Carpe Noctem. Because if the dense panda could sense something was up, then it confirmed his fears that Minah would also not be talking the break up well.
But, how could she expected to?
After all, she had put alot of time and love into her three year relationship with Wu Yifan.
For the third night in a row Kris entered the club, doing his best to keep out of sight, Tao and Luhan following.
When they entered Minah was already on stage, interacting with the crowd. She seemed to be alright, but not nearly as cheery as her normal, happy self.
As Luhan sat down, he noticed her staring in their direction. He prayed she hadn't seen them, but she continued on as if nothing was wrong.
The song's introduction opened with piano, followed by violin and guitar, and then her strikingly beautiful voice.
It was carved in painfully
The warmth from your hands filled me up
How much longer am I to wait?
Pretending to forget everything, forgetting how to live
Luhan frowned at the lyrics, clearly Minah was in that stage of the breakup. The 'I hate everything about you' stage.
He looked on at Kris who was staring at her almost in a trance, with shame written across his face like the open page of a book.
Even though it was clear she was angry, and feeling jilted, he could also see that Minah was hurt. She likely felt used and taken for granted.
And, it was true that Kris was guilty of both.
I don't like your memories
Everyday you say it's ok, but it flows like rain
You were the only one who didn't know
I'm living everyday knowing we can't be together
Kris felt like a peice of . Because she wanted so much to hold her and tell he was sorry, and beg her to take his sorry back. But, at the same time he knew he deserved this.
Because it wasn't that simple, because he wasn't guiltless and he knew he'd wronged her.
So far, I've been sick
So sick that I've been crying, but would you know?
I miss you like crazy
You said you'd only be gone for a moment
I have nothing
The memories that I searched for are all gone
I have less time now
What can't forget you?
He longed for a way to take back all he'd done wrong, and fix this horrible mistake he'd made.
But, things weren't that easy. Minah would likely never forgive him, and he'd lose her.
Kris definitely didn't want that.
So far, I've been sick
So sick that I've been crying, but would you know?
I miss you like crazy
You said you'd only be gone for a moment
All the memories have left me
Please come back just for once
If I was more appealing, would you have listened?
He knew the first step to fixing things was apologizing to her, but he couldn't bring himself to face her.
Kris was too ashamed.
What am I to do?
People like me are easy and bad.
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Short chapter, because I felt some major writers block. This story is making the same amount of progression as a turtle =.=" Haha, thank you for subscribing! Please leave me some comments! <3
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