Sometimes people just can't understand

I hated it! I hated when peoples asked me to show more love to Choi Siwon

Some people even judged me that I didn't love him as much as he loves me just because I don't want to do too many skinship or else in front of fans nor media

Some people think I'm not grateful enough that I have someone as perfect as siwonnie that loves me unconditionally


That's only what they think


Let me tell you what I think

In my opinion, love isn't always about 'public display affection'

Love was not about showing skinship or else

Wasn't about walking hand in hand on public area

Love is about how you feel inside, and how you show it to the person you love the most


Love is about supporting each others.

Doesn't mean I have to tweet something that shows how much I missed him when he's busy with his schedule overseas.

I prefer to be always there when he called me in the middle of the night, whining about how tired he was. Or listening to his story about what happened on his shooting area.


Love is about understanding.

Peoples don't need to know how I pulled over my selfishness when I'm still missing him around but he have to get back to his schedule before our show ended, which means I don't even had a time to cuddling with him before I heading off to seoul.


Love is about trusting each others.

Do they think I'm not jealous every time peoples pairing him with another women, or man? But I trusted siwonnie, and so does him. There's no one else in siwon's heart except me, and there's no spaces, even just a little holes in my heart for someone else.


Sometimes peoples thought they know everything


What they don't know that I love my siwonnie more than anything. I put him on my first place on my priority list.

They don't know how grateful I am to have him in my life.

They don't know that every time we're on stages I always tried to standing beside him. Patted his shoulder when he passing trough. Whispering some cheesy things such 'you looks handsome tonight' secretly.


Sometimes he does cling on me, hugging me, or forced me to kiss him. Then I do glared to him. People stopped at that fact.


What they didn't noticed that when he kissed me, I didn't pushed him, I put my hands on his hips, give him a sign that I wanted it too. Or when I glare to him, I smile slightly afterwards. 


Everyone had their own way to show their love. And this is mine.


I don't care if people think I'm not love siwonnie as much he does.

As long as I know siwon knows that I'm  forever fallin head over heals to him. That I love him unconditionally with all my heart.


As long as siwon knows that for me, Cho Kyuhyun, siwon is my other half, the one that completed my whole life.


Sometimes people know nothing


But they act like that they know everything


Well, I tell you this, you might think you know, but you have no idea