Dear Diary....

I used to call him Kevin, Kevin gege. He is or was my best friend. I grew up with him. We were like siblings - inseperable. Our age difference was only two years, making him seem like my older brother. But that's what he acted as - an older brother.

He protected me from everything, if it was in his control. 

I owe him so much, but I can only repay him one way. I'll support him and his group, EXO. Yes, he's now in a group called EXO and he's the leader of EXO-M. Everyone may call him 'Kris', but I only know him as Kevin gege.

There's so much to say about him...

He cares for his loved ones.

There's a reason behind his cold face.

He's terrible at cooking.

He loves to play basketball.

Kevin gege took care of me as if I was his mei mei.

He's an awkward but funny guy.

He knows everything about me.

He almost cried when he told me he made it into SM.

We both broke into tears when we said our good-byes at the airport...

But, hey, there's still one thing he doesn't know about me. Can you guess what it is?

I love him.

I don't love him as a sibling, I have passionate love for him. But, diary, it's too late. It's been four years since I last saw him, he probably forgot about me already. He's busy with EXO, he's busy as an idol.

But, being the self-fish person I am, I want to go back in time to tell him not to leave me, to tell him that I love him.

But, knowing he loves what he's doing, if I was given the chance to tell him to go for his dreams or to stay with me, I'd tell him to go for his dreams. Because, as they all say, "When you love someone, set them free."

Now diary, you know who Kevin gege is.

He is, Kevin gege, my unrequited love.

Okay, that was a ty one-shot =.= Anywaaays, I took long because I had to freaking rewrite it 'cuz I thought it was ty. :/

Anyways, I hope you all like it. If so, comment below if I should do a sequel~ Maybe Kris' point of view, or a happy ending~ ^-^

But, here's the reason I wrote this. It's about a guy that I really like. At first we were close but then he started to ignore me. He graduated and I never got to tell him that I like him. And I totally regret it. :/