17th OCTOBER 2010

 

Here I am wailking with my fiance in the amusement park.

 

Remind me of someone.

 

-FLASHBACK-

 

"Jagiya~ Want to go to the amusement park? " He asked me.

"Ofcourse~" I answered him, singing while linking my arm with him.

"Kaja!" He dragged me to the amusemment park.

 

We were both happy. 

 

12th JUNE 2010

 

-END OF FLASH BACK-

 

"Yeobo?" Someone's tapping my shoulder. I jumped a bit, surprise. I looked at him.

"hm?" I asked him and smile sweetly.

"Are you okay? You looked pale. Want to go home? " He asked me  .

"Oh?  ani... Im fine." I told him, smiling.

"Really? "  He looked at me. I nodded.

"Then, want to play a teddy bear?" He asked me.

"Sure." I told him and he dragged me to the game.

 

This game... remind me of him

 

 

-FLASHBACK- 

"Lala! Want to play that? Please ~ " He called me and begging me to play that game.

He pouted. How can I refuse it?

"Aigo~ Ofcourse you can!" I ruffled his hair.

He played that game and won a VERY BIG TEDDY BEAR.

"Woah~" I wiidened my eyes.

He took the teddy bear bear from the ahjusshi.

"Kamsahamnida!" He thank the ahjusshi.

He then suddenly hold my hand I was surprised. It was my first time being hold by the hand. I was blushing so hard.

He  hugged me with a teddy bear between us.

He whispered something to me. I'm  not sure because I've heard ....

 

"Lala-ah... Sarangheyo" .

 

He gave me the teddy bear and run away. Leave me atunned all alone.

"Lala! Come and catch me!" He yelled.

How can I catch him after he tell me those words?

 

5th January 2008

 

-END OF FLASHBACK-

"Lala Yeobo~ This is for you " My fiance gave me the teddy bear.

This teddy bear is a bit smaller than 2 years ago, but it's alright.

"Gomawo" I took the teddy bear and hugged my fiance.

It feels like I' m betraying him.

 

It hurts.

 

"Yeobo , I' m hungry, let's eat" He dragged me to the ice-cream shop.

"2 chocolate plus vanilla please, " He told the cahsier.

"Okay. It will be 4.90 " The cahsier told him.

I looked through the menu

. I stopped when I saw 'couple ice-cream 2.90' 

 

-FLASHBACK-

"Jagi~ want to taste that 'cople ice-cream'? " He asked me.

"Sure! Why not?"  I answered.

"Okay. Just wait at that table" He told me while pointing at the table.

I nodded and went to that table. I looked at him from this table.

But I felt jealous when I saw he's doing the heart shape to the cashier. 

I looked away. He went to me "Your face is red. Are you mad? 

I still ignoring him.

"Is it because I made the heart shape to the cahsier? " He asked me.

I stared at him, feeling angry. "Aww~ My jagi is jealous~" He pinched my cheek "Ah1 that hurts!" I smacked his hand, just then, our ice-cream arrived.

"Jagi~! Look at this ice-cream!" He told me

I looked at the ice-cream.

Heart shape.

I smiled when I realized somethind.

 

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25th August 2010

 

-END OF FLASHBACK-

 

I already finished my chocolate plus vanilla  ice-cream. So do him. "I'm tired. Let's go home."   I told him and he nodded.

 

When I' m in his car, I fell asleep.

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"Jagiya..." It's his voice! I turned around and I saw him. Smiling. I ran to him and hugged him. He let go of me, smiling. "Where have you been? I miss yoou!" I asked him, tears coming out of my eyes. "You already got fiance. -smiles-  Let me go. Take care of him. I want to see you happy, so that I can be happy too... But seeing you sad makes me sad... Let me go and start a new life... I won't come back here.. " He said sincerely , smiling and fading away. "NO! YANG YOSEOB! DON'T LEAVE ME! I...I LOVE YOU!" I screamed and cried...

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"Lala! wake up!" I opened my eyes and realized that I' m dreaming and crying. I looked at my fiance. He looked at me with a sad look. I hugged him, crying. "Lala... You really need to let him go... He already left us. He need to be happy on the other world. To make him hapy, he need to see you happy" He tell me. Although he's not saying it, I know... he's crying. And I realized something. I continued crying . "I' m sorry Junhyung. I' m sorry" I begged for his forgiveness. "I know why you're not in a good mood today, actually" He told me. "Junhyung.. I' m sorry" I' m still saying it. "It's okay. I forgive you" He told me, trying to calm me down.

 

 

I need to let him go and start a new life with Junhyung.

 

I'll remember you Yoseob. Your smile, laugh, charm, everything. I'll remember.