the hurt

Dara staring at the stars in the balcony of there room, silently and intently mesmerized how peacefully arrange the stars are, “

yah” someone called from her behind and tap her shoulders ,

she just smile didn’t look back at the girls called, and the girl sit be her side.

“unnie” the girl said

“Chae Rin” and dara smile back, “What are you doing in here?” the younger girl asked

“Mersmerizing the stars, and how peaceful the night is” dara answered

and chae look to the sky as well and silence felt.

She broke the silence “Jiyong and I broke up..”

“bwo???” Chae replied and dara smile bitterly

“he push me so hard, that I need to jump by myself” Chae didn’t understand but she felt how hurt her voice is,

And look curiously, dara just tap Chae shoulders and look again in the sky,

“Do you remember last month?” Chae just look at dara and nodded

“when you saw my bloated eyes?” and she chuckled she bow her head and continue the talking

“I saw him flirting with yoona that night ” and Chae look at her curiously and she understand that look and face her

“he’s alone no seungri” and the both girl smile

“after another day after he plead and beg and of course you know what I did”

Chae smile and said “forgive him?” and dara nodded and smile

She continue to tell all her hurt moments with him..

“a week after, I visited Dongwook Restaurant to buy out some food for us, but lucky me I guess” she smiled

“I saw ji’s car, and I thought maybe his inside and I felt giddy ” and look at the sky again Chae was silently listening and looking intently to dara.. She want to hug her unnie but she now she doesn’t need pity right now, she need just someone to hear her out.

“but the car suddenly move , a little bounce, yeah the’s right a little bounce, you know how tinted his car is right?,”

and she look to the girl face again and the girl just nodded to answer “I can’t see from outside, ”

and to the sky again “so I peek from the small clear space in his side mirror” she stop for a moment and sighed

“and I saw sulli and him making out in the car” she chuckled

“where we usually do it there also” she stop for a moment

“well as I was saying I saw them there I peek I froze and will just walk away but lucky me again Seven saw my reaction and stop me from walking and knock the door, I hide from his back immediately when the door opened and there goes Ji and lipstick stain are still there.. and sulli came out as well as messy as jiyong, and he look to seven with confusion and I unhide myself”

“What happen next?” Chae asked

“well he was shock as hell but regain his poker face and smugly smile at me and asked ‘what’s up?’ ” and chae look at her with a shock face

“asusual after couple of days, he plead and beg and eventually”

chae Cut in “you forgave him”

she smile again “well yes” and chae chuckled “ooh so that’s why there are a lots of chocolates and flowers delivering in our dorm” and they both laughed

“but yesterday is way different it's our 5^th year anniversary, we bought him a gift remember, a glass with his cartoon face” she is now looking to her hands and chae hold it and smiled encouraging the older girl to continue

“I want to surprise him, you know it that is my plan” and Chae nodded to answer

“so I asked YOUR seungri if where he is and he answered he is in his dorm alone ”

they are now both looking at the sky “I thought maybe he was a surprise of his own to pay back to all the mistake he done”

and tear sudden flow to the older girl “so I head to his apartment, open the door which is unlocked, and it’s seems oddly quiet, as I go to his room that’s where I heard some strange noice, I assume again that maybe this is where the surprise will be held” she wiped her tears and place her another hands in her chest

“I open the door and saw a nice surprise” tapping her chest Chae warp her arms in dara’s shoulder “what it is?” she asked

“Him humping sohee” and another tear flow and Char can’t hold any longer she hug her and said “ooh unnie” the girl sobs in Chae shoulder and continue the story “the glasses fell off my hand and produce a loud noise and jiyong notice that I am here and look to me ” she let go from the hug and wipe her tears “he withdraw to his position and and get himself some clothes ”

FLASHBACK

“jagiya……jagiya..babe” while fixing himself dara look disgusted to them and especially to him, she walk across to him and and to look to sohee while she draw near to jiyong’s ear and whisper she shake her head “the last string cut off jiyong, you cut it” she can’t control her tears anymore and whisper again “happy anniversary” and kiss him to his cheek and walk away

Dara stop from crying and have a deep breath and face Chae

“I like to tell you another thing” chae face her as well.. and listenly intenly..

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