"   You think of the past,

                         You think of the present,

                                  And you think of the future,

                                          But in the end, all you want to do is forget.   "

Up until the moment that I finally found him, I lived my life curious of the one portion of my past that I could never figure out.  To me, it was a mystery that I had to solve in order to truly move on with my life.  I thought that he would be able to help me, but all he ended up doing was dragging me into a world I wanted nothing to do with.

I am forced to leave friends who have encouraged me forever, but for what?  Is it because of the secret longing I've held towards this mysterious man?  Is it my heart drawing me closer to him?

I know though that nothing seems to last forever.

Nothing is forever.