I've Liked You Ever Since

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Donghae has liked Kyuhyun ever since he heard him sing and has been harbouring that feeling for 4 years now, too scared to confess his feelings for him less it might break their friendship forever. But after a particular accident that happened in the dressing room after shooting their new CF, will Donghae finally have the courage to say what he feels for Kyuhyun or will he just let Kyuhyun slip out from his grasp out of cowardice?

A/N: This fic is dedicated to my unnie who encouraged me to start and finish this fic and for just being an awesome friend and unnie along the way! :D 

Foreword

Donghae has liked Kyuhyun ever since he heard him sing...though he hadn’t realized that yet until the moment of his accident.  The thought of losing him was almost just as painful as when his own father had died and the realization of that was like a hard blow to the chest, knocking all the air out of his lungs. He pledged then and there in the hospital beside Kyuhyun’s bed that he’d take care of his dongsaeng, his maknae more from now on but.....did he always wanted it to stay in a hyung-dongsaeng relationship?


When he first read the letter Kyuhyun gave him in the relay talk for the Don’t Don repackaged album, Donghae had to squish the bubble of hope that had suddenly erupted inside him when he read the cutely messy writing of the maknae. Dongahe knew that Kyuhyun will never like him the way that the dancer wanted him to and the knowledge of that made him slightly gloomy the whole day though he knew he shouldn’t act like that.

s would get suspicious of his less than eccentric mood especially Kyuhyun and he wanted to avoid all confrontations about his feelings of the younger boy as much as possible. So he had to keep up a front and decided that at least he could be a good hyung to the maknae.

Three years later, and Donghae still likes Kyuhyun, maybe more than ever now because during those years, they had gotten even closer especially with them part of the new sub-group, Super Junior-M. Donghae didn't know how he was holding on for so long with these feelings but he knew they’d never fade away as long as Kyuhyun is always happy and alive by his side.

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They were currently shooting a CF for Happy Bubble and Donghae had just finished his solo dance of the cute song. Kyuhyun gave him a thumbs-up and “You were so cute, hyung” compliment that always made Donghae blush like a girl would against her crush. The PD soon calls for Kyuhyun and Donghae gave him a cheery “Good Luck” before he ran off toward the set.

Donghae couldn't help but stare at Kyuhyun the whole time during his solo dance. The maknae was dancing cutely. Cutely?! And he looked so adorable doing it that Donghae practically drooled as he watched his favorite maknae dance. Kyuhyun had a bright smile on his face as he performed for the camera and Donghae suddenly felt jealous of the cameras. It didn’t deserve that smile. Heck, no one deserved to see that smile on his face but him.

He was pulled out of his dark thoughts of revenge for certain cameras when the song ended. Donghae, happy that no one is no longer filming his maknae’s smile, immediately ran to the taller boy and promptly squeezed the life out of him.

“Ah, Kyuhyunnie! You were so adorable!” Donghae all but squealed like a fanboy as he swung around with Kyuhyun still in his arms.

“Yah-hyung-ah!” Kyuhyun tried to say but couldn’t since Donghae is practically suffocating him.

“What was that Kyuhyunnie?”

Donghae must have finally noticed the slightly bluing face of the younger’s because he immediately loosened his hold on the other, too reluctant to pull away. Kyuhyun gave him an irked glare before his expression changed when he realized their bodies were still pressed tightly against each other.

Donghae had a worried look on his face as he saw the taller male’s face getting redder by the second. Was he still hugging too tight? Though before he could ask, they were told to go change for the next set and Donghae grabbed the maknae’s hand before he could resist since he always seems to get shy whenever Donghae would do skinship with him and ran like a five-year old child towards the dressing room, dragging Kyuhyun along with him. As he charged through the door, Donghae let go of Kyuhyun’s hand and proceeded to strip his shirt and toweloff. Without a care in the world, he threw the pieces of clothing on the ground and went to the table in the middle of the room where his new costume lay.

“Hyung, you can’t just throw your clothes in the ground” Kyuhyun reprimanded with an eye roll as he too already changed his shirt and was putting on another one.

“Why can’t I? It’s not like anyone’s going to get hurt from it. “

Donghae pouted stubbornly as he turned around from the table and saw the milky, white expanse of Kyuhyun's stomach who was still trying to get his shirt over his head. Without being able to see, the younger took a step forward and accidentally put his foot atop Donghae’s discarded clothing, making him slip forward.

Donghae, finally snapping from his eye- of the maknae, only had time to bring his hands out to catch Kyuhyun’s hips as he fell towards Donghae while the other somehow was able to put on his shirt during the fall and had his hands landing on the table behind Donghae to support his weight.

The force of Kyuhyun’s fall made Donghae lean his back slightly with the table screeching behind them and the younger’s head resting on the dancer’s bare shoulders since he had yet to put on a shirt. Their position made Donghae blush a little as he could feel the warm breath of the other, fanning his neck. Kyuhyun felt tense under his hands which Donghae couldn’t help but notice on the other’s slightly curvy hips and he had to resist the urge to pull the younger closer to him.

Time seemed to have stopped for the both of them and Donghae didn't even know if he was still breathing. He felt like he could just stay like this forever, content with the warm body against him and Donghae didn’t even know what Kyuhyun thought of this since he couldn’t even see the younger’s face as it was still resting on the crook of his neck. Donghae almost thought he was unconscious if it wasn't for the erratic heartbeat in Kyuhyun's chest that was pressed snugly with his.

Wait, quickened heartbeat?

Before the dancer could even think more on that, the universe seemed to have figured their little moment had enough time because the next second, one of their stylist noona’s came in, breaking the silent trance the two boys were in.

Kyuhyun immediately extracted himself from Donghae, head bowed down and mumbling a soft “thanks” to the other before grabbing the rest of his clothes on the table and dashed towards the curtains, hiding behind it to change. Donghae, inwardly cursing the noona for ruining the moment, noticed the bright blush on the maknae’s cheeks again before he left and the dancer suddenly had a suspicion on his mind about his cute maknae’s feelings.

After the shoot was over, the ride home was a silent one. Neither Kyuhyun nor Donghyun looked at each other once and they were seated quite afar from the other. Though from time to time, glances would be thrown at one another without them both noticing.

Donghae didn’t know how he was supposed to break this obvious tension they had but he knew he had to do it before they reached their dorms. If he didn’t, Kyuhyun would probably just lock himself up in his room, maybe play on his laptop and forget that it had ever happened. But, no. Donghae didn’t want to forget. He didn’t want to ignore it and just let this awkward feeling go on like this. He needed to confront the other and explain to him somehow, wanting him to understand. 

But it seems like Kyuhyun had a different idea because as soon as the van reached their dorms, he immediately opened the car door and dashed towards the building, not even bothering to look back at the vehicle or Donghae.  The dancer, already expecting what the other was going to do, chased after him before he could reach the elevator. Although, it seems like Kyuhyun used his long legs to his advantage and was able to get inside the elevator before the other could catch him. Donghae, making a split-second decision, dashed towards the stairs, wondering how this suddenly became a cat and dog chase and he made it down the steps just when the elevator doors dinged, signalling the arrival of Kyuhyun too.

He grabbed the younger’s wrist and pulled him back inside the elevator, ignoring Kyuhyun’s yelp of panic. He immediately pressed Kyuhyun against the wall and placed both hands on the wall between the maknae’s head so that he wouldn’t escape or so that’s what he tells himself. Donghae stared at the maknae but the other was looking anywhere else but him, avoiding his intent gaze.

“Uh…What do you want, hyung?” Kyuhyun’s voice broke the silence between them and he finally looked back up at him when the older didn’t say anything.

“Do you have feelings for me?” Donghae blurted out. He didn't know what in the name of Shisus made him say it but he couldn't take it back now, not when he has the other where he wants him to be. 

Kyuhyun seemed to have gotten redder from the question as he already got suspiciously red when Donghae trapped him against the elevator wall but his eyes took in a glint of determination.

“And? What if I am?”

Donghae’s eyes widened in surprise, not expecting that answer to come out from his maknae’s lips and his mind immediately going to the only possible conclusion that entails. He felt his heart increase in speed as happiness erupted inside him. Kyuhyun had looked away from him again; face heating up more now that it reached to the tips of his ears.

The prolonged silence seemed to have made Kyuhyun think that as Donghae’s answer and he gave a broken sigh, looking as if he didn't want to cry and that made the dancer finally break out of his surprised and happy stupor. Not wanting to make the other misunderstand, he hurriedly blurted a response even before his mind could catch up with him.

“I like you too.” 

Kyuhyun stiffened in front of him, still not looking at Donghae and gave a whispered “What?” to the other, sounding as if he misheard the whole thing but hoping he didn’t.

“I said I like you, Kyuhyun-ah. I’ve like you for a very long time now.” Donghae answered sincerely back, slowly stepping closer to the younger male.

Kyuhyun whipped his head so fast towards Donghae, he almost thought the maknae got a whiplash and stared at Donghae with bright, hopeful eyes and the most breath-taking smile he has ever seen which had almost made Donghae take the other man then and there in the elevator. Screw the cameras and civilians. Well, almost.

“You--?” Kyuhyun looked as if he wanted to confirm it again but thought better of it and instead sported a mischievous smile on his face that Donghae grew so fond of even though it meant bad things we’re going to happen to him and his hyungs.

“But I only said ‘What if’, hyung.”

What?

“Are…Are you serious?”

His mind shut down the moment the words sank in. Donghae couldn’t believe it. No, he refused to believe it. He just confessed his feelings to someone he’s liked for four years when he thought the other actually reciprocated his feelings too. He was so stupid. His emotions always got the best of him but then…Kyuhyun looked so hopeful and so happy when he said Donghae---

He was suddenly pulled from his depressing train of thought when Kyuhyun’s laugh echoed throughout the elevator.

“I was just kidding, hyung. I like you too. But the look on your face was so cute, I couldn’t resist.”

Donghae stared at the grinning maknae for a few moments when it finally clicked that the maknae was just joking. Kyuhyun likes him. He actually likes him! And…and…he just tricked him. Evilly so.

Donghae glared at the other.

“Yah! What was that for then? I almost thought you really didn’t—“ He was cut off however when Kyuhyun suddenly pulled him closer by the neck, leaning down to his ear and whispered.

“Just think of it as a revenge for that little slip I did back in the dressing room.”

Donghae could barely understand what the other was saying because the hot breath caressing his ear was turning his brain into a big gooey mess, leaving him incoherent to give any reply. He felt something wet touch his ear and it made shivers crawl up his spine as he imagined that tongue other sinful things on his body.

He couldn’t take it anymore. The ual frustration that has been building up for four years, finally released out of him in waves now that he knew Kyuhyun liked him too and so he reluctantly pulled away from the skillful tongue until Kyuhyun’s handsome face came into view of his. He didn’t waste anytime to close the gap between them for a hungry and lustful kiss.

Kyuhyun eagerly responded to the kiss with as much passion as he could, wounding his arms around the elder’s neck and interlacing his hands with shaggy brown locks. Donghae brought his hands around the other’s slightly curvy waist and pulled him flush against his body, the body heating nearly driving them both crazy. Donghae tilted his head to the side, deepening the kiss further and shoved his tongue inside the wet, hot cavern known as Kyuhyun’s mouth. He explored thoroughly, making sure to rub his tongue at the back of every teeth and on every gum inside.

He could hear Kyuhyun and groaning at the back of his throat and Donghae thought it was the most beautiful music he has ever heard.  No one can make Kyuhyun produce sounds like this but him. Only him. And he’d be damned to make anyone else even try.

He rubbed at the other appendage in the mouth, coaxing it to play along with him and they suddenly ended up in a battle of dominance with their tongues dancing around with each other. Kyuhyun, never one into backing out of a challenge, pulled at the ends of Donghae’s hair, eliciting a throaty moan from the older boy but it didn’t dither him in his quest to win.

Donghae, seeing the challenge, s one hand under the younger’s shirt and grazed his hands softly along the smooth skin bellow Kyuhyun’s belly button. Almost immediately, the other shivered against him, whining incoherently in his mouth. The dancer smirked as much as he could in an open-mouthed kiss, and pushed Kyuhyun back against the elevator wall, regretfully releasing the other’s lips in the process since his lungs were about to explode from the lack of oxygen. Opening his eyes, he finally saw how his kisses affected Kyuhyun very much by the way he was panting harshly, his eyes heavy-lidded, clouded with lust and desire, his swollen lips bruised and red and all because of Donghae’s doing. The thought alone made his slightly aroused member, harden even more.

After taking a gulp of air, the dancer immediately pressed his body against the maknae’s again, loving the way it feels against his. Donghae then started nipping on Kyuhyun’s defined jawline, biting and all the way down his long white neck till his collarbone as his hands slid up and down the singer’s sides, creating those lovely moans again. The maknae who just got back his breathing was losing it soon quickly when the other started ravishing his neck, leaving deep and bright red love bites that were probably going to take forever to fade.

They didn’t even notice through their hot make-out session that the elevator was moving up again.  

Donghae couldn’t seem to stop and biting and kissing every patch of skin he could reach. Kyuhyun tasted so sweet, so him that Donghae wanted to have more of it as Kyuhyun pulled on his hair and directed his head back to his lips, ing his tongue immediately inside the elder’s mouth. But before Donghae could even begin doing anything more to Kyuhyun, the elevator dinged and opened.

“Yah! What the hell are you brats doing?”

Donghae reluctantly pulled back from Kyuhyun’s bruised and red lips with a loud ‘smack’, turning around to glare at the obnoxiously loud voice that so unceremoniously ruined their moment…again.

It was none other than Kim Heechul, standing at the other end of the now open elevator door, smirking at them with some of the other Super Junior members behind his back, some looking slightly relieved while other’s had exasperated faces on.

"Good to know you guys finally fixed that that has been sticking to you guys for the past three years. I swear, if it got any thicker, I might have been able to have with it." Eunhyuk, ever the -addict, said from behind Heechul, throwing his stunned members a gummy smile. 

“I'm just glad they finally had the balls to confess. Now I won’t have to listen to Kyuhyun moping about his non-existent love life every time we have wine.” Sungmin exclaimed with a melodramatic sigh.

“Hyung!” Kyuhyun choked out, embarrassed.

“You think you got it bad? Imagine staying in a room, listening to Kyuhyun’s recorded singing every damn time through the laptop just because a certain fishy said his voice was like a thousand choirs from heaven while ranting on and on why the maknae was seriously an angel from above instead of me.” Their leader, Leeteuk added in, laughing at the suddenly pale expression of Donghae’s face.

“You said you’d never tell anyone!”

“I only promised until you finally got Kyuhyun as your boyfriend which judging from the scene just second’s ago, he now is.” The eldest explained with an innocent smile.

And he complains why I don’t see him as an angel…

Donghae growled annoyed, the embarrassment of having s catching him and Kyuhyun in such an intimate position was making his face as red as Kyuhyun’s was just moments ago and he was planning to get it into that shade again once they reached the safety of his bedroom. He dragged Kyuhyun out of the elevator, the doors being held by a still smirking Heechul as the members still need to leave for their schedules, and to the hallway that directed them to their dorm. Though not before Donghae heard Kyuhyun hissing "ers" to his hyungs, making it known that he was going to get back at them for that. 

They could hear laughter coming from the other end of the hallway as Donghae finally reached their destination and Heechul’s loud voice resonating through the closing elevator doors that could probably be heard from two floors up.

“Don’t forget to use protection!”

And with a bang of Super Junior’s door, silence reigned in the now empty hallway. 

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Donghae was sitting in his bed, a laptop propped on his lap as he watched Kyuhyun talking about him from their Don’t Don days. He had asked Kyu what Sungmin was talking about after their hot lovemaking the other night and he explained that he had grown to like Donghae with the moments they had during practice but didn’t know the specific moment when he started really liking Donghae. Kyuhyun guessed it was the day when he talked about the older in the Don’t Don relay talk and he realized just how much Donghae meant to him. The maknae even said that he had unconsciously confessed his feelings to him in that talk and Donghae was regretting now that he hadn’t watch this before as it would have saved all the years of waiting and ual frustration.

“You’re just watching that now, hyung? I can’t believe you.” Kyuhyun said with a teasing smile as he entered the room with his own laptop, most likely paused in a game.

“Yeah. Well…did you mean it? In this video….that you already liked me….before.” Donghae asked uncertainly, feeling embarrassed. 

Kyuhyun smiled at his hyungs question, finding it cute just like how he finds everything cute about Donghae. He sat on the bed beside the shorter male and laid his laptop down before kissing Donghae on the cheek which immediately turned red afterwards.

 “Of course. I’ve liked you ever since, hyung.” Kyuhyun responded with a slight blush on his own cheeks.

And didn’t that just leave a pleasurable flutter in Donghae’s stomach. 

Note: If you're reading this author note now, that means you actually finished reading the story! *claps* I'm just saying now, THIS IS THE VERY FIRST FIC I HAVE EVER WRITTEN IN THE HISTORY OF MY LIFE! >.< So comments or critiques about this story and my writing are greatly welcomed. :) Sorry for my horrible writing skills.....I'm not really good with grammar and adjectives that's why I never tried making a fic before huhu T.T but I hope you were at least able to enjoy this kyuhae story XD I'll be making more fics in the future (most likely about this pairing since it's my OTP <3) so that I could improve more in my skills! :D 

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Hinorinn #1
This is really good! I wish you write more haekyu! They're really good together~
Aloner
#2
Thanks for sharing.
lilacsky #3
Yes, this is how it should be. The two hottest members of SJ making it real: making out in damn elevator. I like it so much when kyuhae authors put in some reality details. Cause i'd love kyuhae to be real. Write more something like this please..
hkddream
#4
hahahahaha....this is be really2 funny..so so funny..keke..but anyway..i like it..gmwo..<3
kyuwifey
#5
hehee n u love my username??
neeee what to do he is my stupid pabooooo bias..
the number one..how bout u??
yay another kyuhae story...my >__<
sashi91112 #6
@kyuwifey: yeah sure, sure :D I'm already drafting a new kyuhae fic ;)though it might take me long to finish since i've got school and what not... >.<

@KimSuYe: LOL yes heechul oopa is awesome that way XD
kyuwifey
#7
hehehee thank kyuuuuu...
hey u can do another kyuhae story...
they need more love from us... >__<
Kyungsadistic
#8
Chullie, you're such an evil er. But you always give advices XD
sashi91112 #9
@kyuwifey: XD THANK YOU for reading and subscribing :D and yes KYUHAE ROCKS! lol, love your username >.<
kyuwifey
#10
aaaaaaaaaaaaa thank kyuuuuuu...
eating n reading this feels so wrong..
kyuhae rocks ^^