I hate myself
"IF I WAS THE ONE""I don't like Bom."
Seunghyun's POV : I don't know what's happening to me. I'm not jealous. Damn, why would I get jealous? Aish! Bom? Bom's nice.. She's extraordinary and having her by my side for a long time is like a gift to me. I can't imagine my life without her.. sh*t. Then why I can't tell GD that I like her? I like her? No.. but uhh. Aishhh!!! I shouldn't act like this.. Ya, Seunghyun, Pabo-aniya?! She's right, I'm not his boyfriend but I wonder if she already forgot our promise? Damn. I feel so weak.. I thought she was planning her life with me too. I guess I was wrong....
*The next day*
Since it's weekend, there was no practice for GTB group. Bom was still upset of what's happpening between her and Seunghyun. Jiyong took Bom way home yesterday but sadly, they didn't talk. Seems like there was still awkwardness between the two. While walking Jiyong sang a one particular song for Bom. He said it was his original song.
"It's all about you, my butterfly. Everytime I'm close to you, feels like I'm gonna dream everytime. I flutter so much at your 3 lettered name baby. I'll hear your one small wound. My love is you..." that was Jiyong's orignal song.
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Bom's POV : I promised to my self that I won't let any guy hurt me but it seems like I broke my own promise. The Seung hyun I used to know is way different from the Seung hyun now. He suddenly act really strange. He's acting like a gangster again. Nappun namja. Bad guy. Jerk. Heartbreaker. Seunghyun, do you even know that my heart hurts right now? Can't you hear that my heart is calling out for you? Are you that insensitive, huh? :'( If only I could just change who to love..... I'd pick Jiyong than you but eotokhe? You own my heart and you're not bringing it back to me..
*PHONE RINGS*
Tabi calling..
Tabi calling..
"Yeobuseyo?" -Seunghyun
".........."
"Yaa! -__- Mi-mian...." Seung hyun wasn't used to Bom being silent.
"......."
"So you're not gonna talk to me?" Seung hyun was getting pissed because he chose Bom than his pride and that's why he called.
"Nappun namja.." Bom was already crying from the time she saw her phone and it was Seunghyun who's calling.
"Bommie-yah, mian.. I know you're hurt because of me.." Seunghyun was serious, he said it in a lovely voice.
"Are you really sorry? Are you being sincere?" -Bom
"Yes. Na-nan..." -Seung hyun
"Hmm? You? what?" Bom was curious about how Seung hyun ended his sentence.
"Na.. nan... jo-jo-joh-ahae." He finally did it. He confessed his feelings for Bom.
"Mwo?" Bom was shocked.
*phone rings*
Bom's POV : So It was just dream? Does this mean that it will be just a dream? Why do I feel like I'm losing two person in my life? My best friend and the guy I love? It hurts so much..
Jiyong calling..
Jiyong calling..
"Hello! Yeobuseyo! Bonjour! Moshi moshi! Konichiwa!" Bom got awaken by Jiyong's loud voice from her phone.
"Hello.." She was still sleepy so her voice sounded like a baby."
"Aigoo. You're trying to be cute, aren't you?! Hahahaha!" Jiyong
"Aniyoo~~! Why would I, huh? hmp." Bom pouted and she's finally on her mind and wide awake.
"But you're trying to sound like baby. Hahaha. Kiyeopta!" Jiyong was really happy. He feels like everything's fine now.
"I said no. I'm not acting like a baby or trying to sound like a baby!!" Bom shouted.
"Arrasseo arasseo. So you're naturally cute like a baby?" Jiyong asked Bom seriously.
"No. I'm Bom. Bom from Korea. Hahahaha!" Bom trying to be funny.
"Aigoo. Hahaha! So how's your hand? does it still hurt?" Jiyong wanted to know if Bom was already okay since she hurt herself because of flower vase.
"I'm okay now. You don't need to worry anymore. So why'd you call?" -Bom
"Nothing. I just want to start my day with your voice, nan butterfly." Jiyong acting silly again with his cheesy words.
"Aigooo." Bom didn't really believed in what Jiyong said but it made her smile.
"You smiled right? Keuji? Keuji? XD I saw it! You smiled!!" Jiyong was really happy because he made her butterfly smile again.
"How come you know that? O_O? You're stalking me! Jigeum eodi?? Where are you huh?" Bom was shocked. She felt like Jiyong is near her, stalking.
"Omo omo. You looked around just now right? Haha!" Of course Jiyong wasn't stalking Bom. He just know how Bom reacts.
"Yaaa! >__< Stop acting silly. Where are you?!" -Bom shouted again.
"Yaaa! My ear hurts! APPAYO T___T" Jiyong with his aegyo trying to make Bom calm.
"Oh.. Mian. -___-" -Bom
"It's okay. I'm not stalking you. I'm here in my room. So stay calm now." Jiyong with his soft voice.
"Oh okay. You're just good in guessing my action. Just like +
Seunghyun.. -_- O_O" What did I just say? Omo! That was Bom's thought.
*awkward*
"Oh.. Uhh.. I-I have to eat now. Behgopah. Y-you should eat too. Okay? Anneong~" -Jiyong
"W-wait!" Bom shouted
*beeeep*call ended*
Bom's POV : Aigoo. Why he hung up? I feel guilty now. Did I hurt him? But why? he doens't love me or like me. Right? right. But.. Aigooo. I'm being a kid again. -____- Aishh. Should I call him again? Or text him and say sorry? aigoo.
*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*SOMEONE'S KNOCKING*
"Bommie? Seung hyun's here..." -Mom
"Wha-what mom?" Bom was shocked that Seung hyun visited her.
"Open your door. Ppali! He's waiting downstairs." -Mom
"Neh. I'm coming.." -Bom
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