Henry's POV


"Yah Henry-ah focus!" The manager shouted at me

"sorry hyung"

We are practicing our performance for the upcoming SMTown LA.

"Alright guys 2 hours lunch break" the choreographer said. 

We all fall in the floor super exhausted and very very hungry, but too lazy to 

get up for food.

"Oh damn! Minnie-hyung when will the foos arrive? I'm hungry!" Kyu-gege said

"Let me call Sungjin" 

....after a few minutes...

"Guys Chimin is on her way here and she have food for all of us" Sungmin-gege 

said

'Chimin? I haven't seen her for months eversince that day'




***time for Henry's flash back 3 months ago*******


"Henry!" Chimin shouted at me, I am in one of the practice room trying to make 

new songs

"Hey, come in" I told her

She sits quietly beside me and she seems to be fidgeting a lot

"alright little girl, spill it"

"wha - ? spill what?" she said blushing. ' "she's so cute" wait, what? Henry stop 

it, she's not ready for this type of thing yet, besides what will Sungmin-gege 

say?


"You want to say something, and don't dare deny it, I know you" 

"well........ " she sighs " okay, but please don't get mad okay?" she ask cutely 

'darn does aegyo runs in the family?'


"I..... I love you Henry, eversince that day you were first introduce to the 

members for the Don't don Mv, I've been in love with you. And I am falling for 

you more and more every day. Your mocheeks, your violin skills, your voice, your 

laugh, heck even if the Suju-oppas calls you underwear thief, I still find it

cute. I know this is sudden, but I just can't help it anymore, and I am Jealous 

becasue you're very close to Amber and I thought you like her, but then you told 

me before that she is only your sister" she pauses then..." so what I am trying 

to say is, can I have a chance with you?"

I was shocked, I don't know what to say. I was happy, even ecstatic for some 

reason and I would really like to say YES but then I remember that she is

Sungmin-gege's precious meimei and she is the little girl of the group, plus I 

don't want her to get hurt because of what will the fans says.

"Chi, you know I love you right?"

"Yes I know that" Her eyes starts to shine more

"...but I only see you as my sister" her eyes starts to dim and I can see some 

water starts to form at the corners

" I understand, atleast I was able to let it out. so.... friends?" She offers her 

hand to me. I shake it and says "friends"

After she runs away and I was left there sitting, wondering if I have done the 

right thing.

"what you did is wrong" what? am I hearing things? where did that oice cam from?

"ouch" someone bonked me in the head, I turned around and there Kangin-gege 

standing with Leeteuk-gege

"why did you hit me gege?"

"so you will know that you are being an idiot and you let an opportunity pass" he 

told me

"what are you talking about?"

"Henry, the whole group can see what you two feels for each other, what you did, 

denying your own feelings and crushing hers is wrong." Leeteuk-gege said

"but what about sungmin-gege? the fans? the company? Super Junior?" I ask them

"Yah, you don't have to expose your relationship to the public, it's your private 

life so you don't have an obligation to broadcast it. AS for the company and 

Sungmin, they will understand. Sungmin is actually waiting for the two of you to 

just make it official" Kangin-gege said

I'm so stupid, I stand up and walk towards the door

"Thanks gege" Then I ran towards the direction she went.

I saw one of the staffs walking and ask her if she saw Minrin, she told me that 

she saw her running up to the rooftop of the building.

I ran there and when I reach the top I open the door quietly as to not frightened 

her. Then I saw her with Luhan ' calm down Henry they are just friends right?

" I have been loving for the longest time, ever since I saw you playng the Harp 

in the school festival. I keep quiet and listen everytime you talk about 

Henry-ge, how you love him and how he made you happy. I stayed silent eventhough 

it breaks my heart 'cause I know that you are happy. But now, you are crying, and 

you rarely cry, and I can't help but feel mad. I promise myself that if ever 

Henry-ge hurt you and made you cry I will stup up and tell you my feelings"

'Luhan loves her as well?' 

"please let me love you openly Chimin, I promise to not hurt you and make you 

forget Henry. Just give me a chance"

He hugs her and kisses her 'NO!!! No one is allowed ot kiss her'.

then I heard her say the word I wish she will only say to me "Lulu-gege, you know 

I love you.........."

That's it, I ran downstairs and hid my self back in my studio.

I am so stupid, now Luhan has her and I lost my chance. I cried until I fell 

asleep


**end**


"Oppa-deul!!!" some shouted. I look to the door and there I saw the girl my heart 

is longing for, with her smile and cute eyes.

She places the food she have with her on the floor, one by one the members 

gathers around it to get food. I didn't stand up and just look at them, seeing is 

enough for me.

I lay on my back on close my eyes, trying to get some nap.

I feel some movement beside me, but I choose to ignore until something that 

smells really good made me look.

I saw her sitting by my head with food and drinks.

She smiles at me and hands me a towel.

"Dry up your hair, they are soaking" I took the towel and thanked her.

I sit up beside here " is that for me?" I ask, indicating the food

"no, this is for Henry Lau, do you know him?" I pouted, she rolls her eyes

"of course it is for you, who else is here? the others are all busy eating over 

there" she pointed to one corner where all the members are eating beside the food 

containers she brought with her

" I took the liberty of getting some food for you seeing as you are too laxy to 

stand up, before they all finished it since Kyuhyun, Hyukkie, kangin and Shindong 

oppa-deul are all famished" she said while smiling

I thanked her again and I eat in silence while she is sitting quietly beside me, 

taking random pictures of the members eating.

After I finished eating, I feel content and it seems that the rest that has been 

avoiding me for weeks decided to come to me. I yawned and stretch my arms, 

preparing my self to lie back down on the floor to take a nap.

"sleepy?" she ask me. I nodded. SHe took another towel beside her and placed it 

on her lap, she pulled my head to lie down there and started my head 

through the towel she gave me before.

"just rest, you are starting to look like a soggy mochi" I chuckled and seconds 

later I started dozing off. Her beside me and my hair calms my nerves 

and finally I entered the happy dreamland.




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OMG, I don't know how to describe this chapte