Love's Unworthy Host
AloneAlone in this cold room
I hear the quiet whispers of sadness
Tears begin to well as you walk into the room
My mind has questions
My heart wants answers
Why now do you choose to come in?
Can you tell that I'm on the edge?
I'm afraid
I'm afraid to speak
Afraid to breath
The air in my lungs turn shallow
I look at you as you lay your head on my lap to sleep
Are you really asleep, or are you waiting for me to say something?
Anything that'll put your mind to ease and your heart to rest
I'm silent
My mouth is open yet the words won't come out
Is this the game we always play?
How long will we last before the other's had enough?
You get up to leave
I want to stop you but my body won't move
You tell me that you feel your pressence isn't needed
I want to scream so badly that I need you, but I can't
I watch you leave as tears once again well in my eyes
I turn to the window as the tears finally trickle down my cheek
You can't and won't ever see these tears
My tears are unworthy to be seen by the one I love
Alone once again in this quiet room
I cry until I have nothing left
Two hearts have been ripped to peices and it's all my fault
It always is
Am I unworthy of love?
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