Alone in this cold room

I hear the quiet whispers of sadness

Tears begin to well as you walk into the room

 

My mind has questions

My heart wants answers

Why now do you choose to come in?

Can you tell that I'm on the edge?

 

I'm afraid 

I'm afraid to speak

Afraid to breath

The air in my lungs turn shallow

 

I look at you as you lay your head on my lap to sleep

Are you really asleep, or are you waiting for me to say something?

Anything that'll put your mind to ease and your heart to rest

 

I'm silent 

My mouth is open yet the words won't come out

Is this the game we always play?

How long will we last before the other's had enough?

 

You get up to leave 

I want to stop you but my body won't move 

You tell me that you feel your pressence isn't needed

I want to scream so badly that I need you, but I can't 

 

I watch you leave as tears once again well in my eyes

I turn to the window as the tears finally trickle down my cheek 

You can't and won't ever see these tears

My tears are unworthy to be seen by the one I love

 

Alone once again in this quiet room 

I cry until I have nothing left 

Two hearts have been ripped to peices and it's all my fault 

It always is

Am I unworthy of love?