I never chose to be this way, if I had a choice I would change who I am and what I look like. All my life I 

always felt small and insecure, everywhere I looked I saw the idealistic beauty, people who are so skinny

and beautiful that they can be considered dolls, on TV it was always a skinny actress or model who

looked like she hadn’t eaten in day, then I look at myself… I looked nothing like them; I was fat,

overweight and ugly, nobody would ever want someone like me, I hated the way I looked and how I felt

so weak, the only place I felt confident and secure was at home, the moment I stepped outside I would

have to face the judging stares of strangers and the snickers of little kids, god how I wish I had the power

to change who I am.

Hello I am Sa Rang, 15 years old and I wish I was someone else…

Hello, my name is Choi Min Ki and I hate my face…

“Oh what a cute child”

“Is it boy or girl?”

“I thought it was a girl”

“Are you really a boy?”

“He looks so much like a girl”

Those words, I HATE them. All my life it’s been the same thing over and over again, being cute, looking

like a girl, being mistaken as a girl I hate it all, i don’t want to be seen as cute, I am a boy I should be

handsome not mistaken as a girl, I hate it all, I hate being liked or befriended because of my face I am

sick and tired of all the name calling. My world would have been more peaceful if I didn’t have this face. I

just wish I could get out of this world and be born as a different person.

This fanfiction is based on me, no not the whole story I am talking about the character Sa Rang, when I was younger I used to be obese so I decided to write a fanfic that was different from the ones on asianfanfics where the girl is always skinny and beautiful.

I already have the whole story planed out in my head, i hope you enjoy my story.

The foreword used to be a chapter but it was more foreword material.