I’d knew it’ll be like this
Yong guk’s POV
I opened my eyes slowly when I felt someone shooke my shoulders.
‘Young man, wake up, you should not sleep at a bus stop’. An ahjusshi talk to me softly.
‘uh,joesonghamnida’ I excuse myself and wandering around to look for a toilet then headed to a station bus.A few hours
passed and I finally arrived to Seoul. The city was amazing. Many tall building and crowded. I looked here and there like a
stupid person, Suddenly, someone taped my shoulders.
‘Yong Guk,’ my uncle smiled.
‘Ahjussi’ I smiled and we hugged for a while. I’ll stay with him. He bring me to his house. He lives in a big
house but my mum and I was poor at the village! Unfair!
‘Did you mum know that you came to Seoul?’ I was speechless. What I’m going to tell him.
‘Uh, ahjussi, did you live alone ‘?
‘Ah, Yong guk, you knew that I’m not married yet’ I laughed. Stupid question!
3 days later
Finally! Finally I almost achive my dream after I’ve been accepted to trainee under Tsent. After signed the contract,
I called Hyemin.
‘Yoboseyo’, she answered. I’m not meet her for almost a week and I’m miss her like crazy.
‘Hyemin-ah!!!’ I screamed
‘Bo? Who’s this?’
‘Aigoo~ it’s me, Yong Guk.’
‘OPPPAAA!!!!!!’ she screamed on the other side.
‘Hahah, Hyemin-ah, I passed the audition!’
‘wahh, chukkae! How long you will be on trainee’
‘uh, 6 years’
‘Bo?’
‘Hyemin, I know it’s a long time but I almost achieve my dream right?
‘Ouh, gwaenchana. I’ll always support you’
‘gomawo. Got to go. Tell mum that I miss her. I’ll call you if I free. Bye.’
Tut..tut..tut…
Hyemin’s POV
‘op.. oppa..’ aigooo. I’m not finished talking yet. Huh, gwanchana. He must be busy right now. I sit on the chair and
sighed. I was thinking of anything can be happen in 6 years, what if, he forget me? What if he really did? Ah, calm down
Hyemin. He promised that he won’t forget you. Just believe him.
6 Years later
The time slowly passed. 6 years without Yong guk is a really though. I graduated and working as fashion
designer. Like Yong guk, I’m also achieved my dream. But the happiness was meaningless if Yong guk not here with me.
He rarely come back or call me. Busy maybe. Last time I met here when her mother dead 3 years ago. After that, he never
call me or come here anymore. I think, our relationship will over soon or it has already ended a long time ago?
Huh, yong-ah, I miss you….
Yong guk’s POV
after trainee for 6 years, this year, I and fellow member will debut as BAP. I’ll be on the tv. If my mum still alive,
she must be proud of me. Suddenly I thinking of Hye min, how is she doing now? I’ve not call her for ages.
It’s not that I don’t want to but our manager didn’t allow us to make any personal call. Hyemin-ah, mianhae.
‘Bang yong guk!’ Jieun called me.
‘Nae?’
‘we’re going out for a while, wanna join us?’ how can they leave me alone. I stand up and folllow them,
‘Hyung, you sit with ji eun noona’. Zelo ask me to sit at the empty place beside Jieun in the van.
‘Bo? Why me?’
‘Hyung., don’t be shy’ said Jongup. Daehyun , Himchan and Youngjae laughed at me. Seems there is no place left, I had
to sit beside Ji eun. Huh, why zinger noona didn’t come with us, if she come, she will sit beside Ji eun and
They will not laugh at me.. I wonder why, they always want me to be close with ji eun. And I already close to her.
I feel guilty toward Hyemin but sometime I’ll forget about hyemin when I’m with jieun.
‘Yong guk, do you have any special person in you life?’ Ji eun ask me.
‘Bo? Hahah, why did you ask me that question?’
‘Nothing. Do you have or not?’
‘Uh, i..i…don’t have any.’ Mianhae hyemin~
‘Jeongmal?’ Ji eun eye’s sparkling. Did she likes me ? I just smile. Truthly I feel uneasy with her.
Ji eun and I become closer day by day. I’m started to forget Hyemin. Her name was meaningless to me anymore.
Jieun is such a cheerful person, humorous and cute. We always worked together and I started to like her. The other member
always tease us and always said we were sweet couple.
Hyemin’s POV
Day by day, I’m started to give up with Yong Guk He didn’t call me at all. Not even once. I wonder how is he doing now.
too busy? Seems I already in Seoul I decided to meet him. But how? He’s an idol now. Ah, gwanchana, if we
were meant to be , I’ll meet him in anyway.
‘Hyemin!’, Minyoung, my closer friend taped my shoulder. ‘What are you thinking about?’
‘Nothing’, I smiled at her.
‘Aigoo, the event is about to begin. Go and get ready now!’,
‘Arasseo’ I stand up and dressed nicely. Today is my big day. My design will be ‘display’ by models at the Fashion Show.
The title ‘Designer of The Year’ is a dream for all the designer in the world.
The event has come to the end, my colleague got the award. We decided to celebrate. We going to Japanaese
reataurant nearby. I still remember that Yong Guk really loves japanese food. The memory comeback. I sighed.
As we were sitting at the empty place, I stare at a couple next to us. They look weird I couldn’t see the guy because
I’m at his back but the lady wore a sweater and suglasses. Probably a celebrity. After 20 minutes, my colleague excuse
themeselves as they have work to do. We come out from the restaurant. After say goodbye to each other. I and Minyoung
walk towards my car. But suddenly,
‘Minyoung, did you see my phone ?’ I asked minyoung while searching it in my handbag but the phone was not in.
‘You left it in the restaurant maybe.’ I give my handbag to Minyoung and ran back to the restaurant. As I open the door,
my shoulder hit a guy. His sunglasses dropped. I think they were the weird couple just now. I look at the guy and…
‘Opppaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!’ I screamed at the public and hugged yong guk tightly. Finally I met him. I know that we’re
meant for each other.
‘Kyaa!. Don’t you have manners? How could you hugged strangers! erted!’ Yong guk pushed me and wear his
sunglasses. I look at him . He’s Yong guk but he didn’t know me. Oppa, you changed a lot .
‘Oppa, it’s me , Hye min. Jung Hyemin!’ I shake his shoulder and begging him to remember me. I almost cry
‘Yong guk, did you know her?’ a lady next to him asked.
‘No, I don’t know her’ Yong guk said..How could he say that.
‘Maybe she one of my fans. Let me talk to her personally’, Yong said and he pulled me roughly.
‘Oppa, be careful. You hurt my hand.’
‘Hyemin, listen don’t you ever call me anymore. Pretend that you don’t know me. And don’t find me anymore!’. Yong
slow down his voice. Maybe he didn’t want his girlfriend hear our conversation.
‘Oppa, how could you, we’ve been together for a long time but how can you forget in just 6 years ? ‘, my tears
slowly rolled down.
‘I know. But I don’t have feeling towards you anymore. Our relationship is over.’ Yong guk said and he walk away.
I almost fainted and my tears can’t stop flowing.
‘Hyemin-ah, gwanchanayo? Is he Yong guk that you tell me before? What had he done to you?’ Minyoung come and
hugged me.
‘your phone is in you handbag actually.’ I didn’t feel like to respond Minyoung. We walk towards my car and Minyoung
drives me home.
I cried the whole night. Minyoung still with me and she keep ask me to calm down. I don’t know what to do.
Yong guk is really changed. He can’t even fullfill my only one wish. Bang Yong Guk, I hate you more than you know!
I wiped my tears and breath deeply. Ican’t go on like this. I must show to him that I can live without him. I throw away all the gifts
that yong guk gave me before. The name Bang Yong Guk is no longer in my mind anymore.
Yong Guk’s POV
I really2 regret. I think I’m the most cruel person in the world. How could I do that to a person who help me a lot, always
there for me, cheerish me when I was sad, help me take care of my mum and she sacrifice her money for me and the most
important, she waits me for 6 years but I can’t even fullfill her only one wish. Hyemin, mianhae~
End of POV
Seems Yong guk dosen’t have anything this morning, he decided to meet Hyemin. Maybe it look impossible but he sure
fate will meet them together. It has been 2 hours Yong Guk drives around Seoul. The fellow member keep calling him but
he didn’t answer at all, He really wants to meet Hyemin, asking for forgiveness. Yong guk stopped at a florist shop and
bought a bouquet of roses. As he was came out from the florist shop, he saw Hyemin walk into a cafeteria nearby. He
chase Hyemin. As Hyemin sit on a place, Yongguk come and sit in front of her.
‘Hyemin-ah, for you’, Yongguk give the roses.
‘I hate roses, what do you want?’ said Hyemin and take of her sunglases. She looks hot wearing red lipstick, leopard jacket, short skirt and high heels.
‘Uh, mianhae,’ Yongguk took back the roses. He feel a bit offended.
‘Did I know you?’Hyemin asked.
‘Hyemin, are you kidding.? It’s me . Bang Yong Guk.’ He knew that Hyemin just pretending.
‘Don’t waste my time, I hate talking with annoying strangers. tell me what you want’
‘Hyemin, I’m sorry for everything.’ Hyemin still silent. She even doesn’t look at Yong guk.
‘I’m sorry for hurting you’
‘Gwaenchana’ Hyemin replied.
‘I’m sorry for forgetting you’
‘Gwaenchana’ she answered without looking at Yongguk.
‘I’m sorry for not calling you for ages.’
‘Gwaenchana’
‘I’m sorry for stop loving you, forgive me’
‘If you busy have no time to call me, I understand.
If you forget me. I understand
If you stop loving me, I understand’.
Hyemin said and she stand up and about to walk away but Yongguk hold her arm. ‘Hyemin, forgive me, please’.
‘But if I can’t forgive you, it’s your turn to understand!’
‘Hyemin, we’re been friend for a long time. I’m promised that this is the last time I did this to you’,
‘No need to, like you told me before. Just pretend that we don’t know each other and , you too. don’t find me again. But,
if you find the right girl, don’t break her heart like you broke mine. Goodbye Bang Yong Guk~
Thanks for reading ! thanks a lotttttttttt !
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