01.
Hurt.
Weird? Yesung was sick of that word. Weird, weird, weird. He knew that s were only joking around with him but sometimes it really hurt him. Hurt him enough for him to lock himself in the bathroom, enough to make him doubt himself as a member. Enough for him to take that razor and cut himself. And of course, none of them would notice as Yesung was smart enough not to cut at his arms. It was always at his thigh, or his chest.
Yesung woke up thinking about how he had enough. He wanted to stop all these. He wanted to stop crying every night, stop cutting himself and stop taking those pills to sleep. But no matter how determined he was to stop, he could never as it was already a daily routine. Giving a sigh, he got up from his bed and tried to keep the thoughts away. He went to the kitchen and saw that all the members were already there.
"Yesung-hyung! I've already prepared your breakfast! Come and get it." Ryeowook said with a smile. Yesung couldn't help but smile too. Afterall, he was in love with Ryeowook. Ryeowook was the only one who can make him smile. The rest of the members either went to the living room or their own room as they were already done eating. Ryeowook then sat opposite of Yesung and stared at him with worried eyes.
"What? Do I have something on my face?" Yesung said as he touched his face. Ryeowook gave a smile and shook his head. "Hyung, I couldn't help but notice you getting skinnier and skinnier.." Ryeowook gave a sigh before continuing, "Have you been eating well?"
"Uh, of course, I've always been eating well. I love food. " Yesung managed to blurt out. Ryeowook smiled again then went to his room. Or so he thought.
Yesung looked around to make sure that no body is looking at him. But he didn't notice Ryeowook was spying on him. Yesung took the remaining food and threw them away. He also spitted out the food in his mouth.
"I knew it, hyung." Ryeowook said as he walked towards Yesung. "There is no reason why you would turn skinnier and skinnier if you ate well. Hyung, you're a bad liar." Yesung stood there, frozen. What should he do? "I just don't feel like eating today." and Yesung ran to his room. He won't risk letting his mask show.
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was it alright? done in a rush, so it's short.. I'll post the next and final chapter tomorrow I guess. Comments?^^
Yesung woke up thinking about how he had enough. He wanted to stop all these. He wanted to stop crying every night, stop cutting himself and stop taking those pills to sleep. But no matter how determined he was to stop, he could never as it was already a daily routine. Giving a sigh, he got up from his bed and tried to keep the thoughts away. He went to the kitchen and saw that all the members were already there.
"Yesung-hyung! I've already prepared your breakfast! Come and get it." Ryeowook said with a smile. Yesung couldn't help but smile too. Afterall, he was in love with Ryeowook. Ryeowook was the only one who can make him smile. The rest of the members either went to the living room or their own room as they were already done eating. Ryeowook then sat opposite of Yesung and stared at him with worried eyes.
"What? Do I have something on my face?" Yesung said as he touched his face. Ryeowook gave a smile and shook his head. "Hyung, I couldn't help but notice you getting skinnier and skinnier.." Ryeowook gave a sigh before continuing, "Have you been eating well?"
"Uh, of course, I've always been eating well. I love food. " Yesung managed to blurt out. Ryeowook smiled again then went to his room. Or so he thought.
Yesung looked around to make sure that no body is looking at him. But he didn't notice Ryeowook was spying on him. Yesung took the remaining food and threw them away. He also spitted out the food in his mouth.
"I knew it, hyung." Ryeowook said as he walked towards Yesung. "There is no reason why you would turn skinnier and skinnier if you ate well. Hyung, you're a bad liar." Yesung stood there, frozen. What should he do? "I just don't feel like eating today." and Yesung ran to his room. He won't risk letting his mask show.
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was it alright? done in a rush, so it's short.. I'll post the next and final chapter tomorrow I guess. Comments?^^
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