“ Hey” he smiled 

“ oh … hi” I was kinda embarrassed 

“ You here to see TOP aren’t you?” he asked , I wonder how he knew that  , “ he kept on talking about you after you left” I felt my self going red , how nice , TOP …talk about…. ME , but I must of gone really red since Daesung said afterwards “ what makes you think he said good things” he lend  over to me and said “ you like him don’t you?”  he laughed a stood up , I shot up with embarrassment .

“No its not like that” I said stepping backward.

“ Oh , whys that’s ?” he seemed disappointed 

“Well because I don’t” I looked down twiddling my thumbs

“ So I guess that TOP isn’t gonna get any action”  I looked straight up 

“WHAT !? , what made you think that we were going to even .. You know…. Anyway that’s beside the point , I am 17 and he’s 24 !!” my voice shrunk while saying the last bit  Daesung  winked then gave me a thumbs up and said

“ well in a year can him as hard as you will like , and it wont be illegal” WHAT!? So blunt and straight to the point , he is such a ert .

 

After that he opened the gate and let me in .

“ Is there a reason you’re here?” he asked

“urm I just thought about visiting , and say thank you to TOP for yesterday, you know” I replied 

“ Ahh so you do like him “

“ NO he’s a friend”

“ yeah yeah whatever”

We entered the living room. So clean , I sat down and Daesung sat next to me .

“ sorry for the bad news but TOP isn’t coming back till 9 in the evening” I looked up and I smiled 

“ well then ill just spend time with you till he comes back” he smiled back 

We started chatting that before we knew it it was 9 and TOP came home , Daesung it so sweet after you get past his y side , and I can just talk to him and not feel shy and that , like I am with TOP 

 

When Top came in he was surprised to see me

“ oh hello Jessica” 

“ urmm hi , sorry for intruding”

“ oh that’s fine, anyway I got stuff to do , so I am going to my room” he waved his hand  and left the room, I felt rejected , but I guess it was my fault for not telling him i was coming  before hand, I felt very disappointed . Daesung saw I didn’t look happy 

“ What a jerk , you come all this way to see him and he doesn’t even have a proper convocation with you, but that’s TOP for you , he’s nice guy but he can get tired so easily”  Daesung tried too cheer me up but I didn’t reply I just looked down at the wooden floor and the mat under the coffee table , after 5 minutes of silent’s I looked up and I saw Daesung looking at me with a worried look , I smiled and said 

“ I am fine now” I lied but I didn’t want to worry him anymore , he smiled  back but I knew he wasn’t convinced , then he moved other to me and hugged me ……. My heart felt warm and safe in his arms 

“  why  so sad” he stopped hugging me “ why don’t you stay for some food , then you can talk to him more” I nodded 

 

We sat at the table with TaeYang the others weren’t here at the moment , we spoke a lot more and I was happy , I guess after a nap, TOP seems more lively  we laughed and chatted for ages , that it ended up with the  time  almost being 12 o’clock , so the told me to stay other , since they didn’t want me to go home so late at night ..

 

I love TOP again XD Yay