“hyungggggggggggggggggg”
Gapjin hurried approaching me with a computer tablet in his hand. “hyung, look at this !!!”
I have to narrowed my eyes coz the dazzling light from the tablet. Vaguently, i see a lot of photo. The girl on that photo look exacly like Jihyo but whos the guy ?.
I still doesn’t understand what Gap jin meant until i see the title. ‘Song Ji Hyo is in relationship with C-JeS Entertaiment’s CEO’.

Shocked. Yes, i really shocked.

“hyung..” Gapjin calling me softly. Gapjin know me so well, he must be know what i feel even though i’m not tell him anything.
I try to stay calm, controlling my emotion. I take a CD from desk drawer. With a smile i engage him to go to recording studio. I have to re-pick a song for my album.

That CD is supposed to be my next album. Album that will help me shouting my feeling, my true feeling. The feeling that i have to hide for the sake of keeping warm atmosphere on my new family, Running Man.

Running Man is not just a show. For me, Running Man is family. I have 2 respected hyungs, Ji Sukjin and Yoo Jaesuk. 3 beloved dongsaengs, Gary, Haha, Gwangso. Although the last two name is a bit annoying ^^. And finally, i found love. Song Jihyo

Mong Ji
Thats what we call her.

I thing thats name fits perfectly on her, the word ‘Mong’ really suitable for a girl who receives love but doesn’t even know that it is love.
Hey............, maybe i should remake ‘han namja’ and put that song into my new album. Because now, that is my story.

Han namjaga-isso nol nomu sarangan
(there’s a man who loves you so much)
Han namjaga-isso saranghae maldo mo-tha-nun
(there’s a man who can’t even say i love you)
Ni gyote son nae-milnyon ggot tah-ul koriye
(by your side i put my hand out and at a path were you can always reach me)
Chasinboda agginun nol gachin naeka isso
(I, who cherishes you more than my self, am with you)

Chonboncchun sa-iko wotto
(for the thousandth time i swallow)
Manboncum chuseuryo bojiman
(and again for the thousandth time i try to set everything straight)
Ma-rha-go shipo michilgot katunde
(i want to tell you, i thing i’m going to go insane)
Nol warang nan an-go shipunde
(i want to embrace you all at one but)

Han yojaga isso iron nal morunun
(there’s a girl, who doesn’t know i’m like this)
Sarang badumyonso sarang injuldo morunun
(Who receives love but doesn’t even know that it is love)
Namankum kkok pobogatun sulpun nol tugo
(leaving you, who is as foolish as i and sad)
I sun-gan-do nunmuri najiman
(at this moment tears come)
Haengbo-khan gol
(but i’m happy)
Niga gyote itki ttaemun-iya
(its because you’re by my side)