Kyuhyun’s POV

I smashed as hard as I can and just as I thought I earn victory for my team, everyone jumped and yelled “We WON!!!”

“Thanks to Kyu here!!” Siwon said giving me a manly hug

In the middle of our ceremony, Yoona suddenly come towards me handing a can of soda,

“Eo.. gomawo Yoona-a” I smiled, try to settled my heart that beating crazy right now,

“Don’t bother oppa, you look really cool out there” she smiled, can’t this day be any better?? This is seriously a great day for me

“Yoona! Have you seen you-a?” *scoffed* It’s that Baekhyun dude, he sure is ruining my moment with Yoona here, he even use you-a for excuse now? Well that’s quite low

“I thought she was handing sodas to all of you” Yoona answered looking around worriedly

“Don’t worry then I’ll try to find her” he said running away from us,

That’s weird. I thought he was just using you for an excuse but I guess he really does looking for her

After a while there’s no sign of them coming back

“Where could they be?” Yoona asked worriedly,

“How long they’ve been gone now?” Jong In asked,

“I don’t know, It’s been quite a while” I answered,

“What if something bad happen to.. th..em?” she stuttered

“I’ll try to find them, they shouldn’t have gone far” I said trying to calm her down, she nods and I start to run off

 “What? You’re going to say that I shouldn’t be here with you? That I should be with Yoona over there?” I suddenly heard a voice behind the bushes, 

It’s that Baekhyun guy, and I can clearly see that he’s talking with you

 “Wae? Why can’t you answer me?” he raised his tone,

“Why do you keep pushing me to her? Do you hate me that much? Do you hate it when I’m around you?” he continued

“It’s..not..like..that” she mumbled

“Then what is?,..ah.. I know, you want that sunbae to like you so you keep pushing me to Yoona so you can be with him?.. Don’t you think it’s a little pathetic? I thought you were bet…”

What? What? What does he mean by saying that? It will just hurt her even more, this is got to be stopped.

I ran over to them and she suddenly yelled,

“BECAUSE I CARED FOR YOU IDIOT! BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY WITH HER! BECAUSE I LIKE YOU!”

I stopped and froze. I can feel a little pain from my heart, why am I being like this? Why am I feeling like this?

End of Kyuhyun’s POV

“Mw..or..a..go?” he stuttered trying to comprehend what I just said,

I cursed myself silently for letting those words slips out from my mind. What the hell was I just said?! Great, now this will just make everything worse between me and Baekhyun.

“Forget it” I said shortly looking away from him “it doesn’t matter anyway” I said coldly and walk away

I know it’s stupid that I just walked away from him, but I can’t face him right now, another minute with him will making me end up crying

I sat down and starred at the ocean, I cross my leg up to my chest and hug it tightly, great. I end up crying. I’m tired. I can’t blame anyone that he like someone else, that everyone like Yoona. I never hated her, but damn it! I’m jealous with her. She has everything I never had, and honestly it . I always feel that she’s better than me at everything and sometimes I hate myself that I can’t be better than her, no matter how hard I tried, I’m not good enough.

I can’t compare myself to her. She’s too perfect, and I’m nothing.

I cried even harder and I felt really vulnerable.

“Hey” a voice startled me “you okay there?” he got closer

I hid my face from him, I know that low steady voice anywhere, Kyuhyun oppa

We stay quiet for a while and find him seating right beside me

“It’s almost sunset” he suddenly said breaking the silence, “Don’t you want to see it?” he continued

I shake my head, still buried my head down, I don’t want to face him in this condition, in my most wrecked condition

“I always feel better seeing sunset, it reminds me that how fast it is for something to change, just like the daylight suddenly turned dark giving stars a chance to light them”

“That makes me believe that everything will be alright in the end” he finished

That words knock me hard and I end up crying harder beside him, I can felt his hand behind my back, patting it softly making me greedy of wanting his time, wanting this time with him would stop.

Baekhyun’s POV

I need to know what she meant. She likes me? As in what? More than friend? But…? Since when? Since all this time I’ve been telling her that I like Yoona? Since we met? God I’m not even sure what to ask. What to feel. I don’t even know what to do when she left me hanging for answer

“Eo? Baekhyun-a!!” Chanyeol yelled

“Eo.. Chanyeol-a”

“I thought you’ll be with You-a” he said running towards me

“Eoo.. She’s not back yet?”

“No. In fact, Kyuhyun hyung and her hasn’t come back yet”

“Mwo..? Who?”

“Kyuhyun hyung. He went out earlier to find you guys but he hasn’t come back”

“I’ll be right back” I said running off away

“YA!! WHERE ARE YOU GOING??!”

“I’ll be back, maybe I can find them”

I went back to the other side of the beach looking around to find them, who am I kidding! To find her of course. I look over anywhere until I spotted silhouette of her, no, not only her. She’s with him.

I see how her body is trembling and how hard she’s trying to hide the fact that she’s crying, I froze and stared at them. Now I even see he’s reaching her back and patting on them slowly, I don’t know why but I sure felt this pain in my heart.

Wait? What? Why am I like this? I shouldn’t think of something like this, I should be happy that my best friend can be with someone. Right?

Why I kept doubting my feeling now? I was so sure before how much I like Yoona, but now, it’s different. It's not the same. Seeing them like that make me sick.

End of Baekhyun’s POV

“There you guys are!” Jungsoo oppa yelled as he sees us walking down towards them

“Eo? What happen you-a?” Yoona said running towards me and she can definitely tell that I just cried

“ani.. I’m okay, It’s just this leg suddenly become really painful earlier” no. It’s not my leg. It’s my heart

“That’s why!!! I told you not to wander around” she yelled and hug me

“Mianhae, I was just looking for fresh air” I smiled

“Don’t do that again please, we’re all really worried, I’m really worried you-a” she cried

“arassoo yoona-a! Mianhae for making you worried” I do feel bad for making her worried, I can tell that she’s really worried,

“I will be devastated if anything bad happen to my best friend” she said

“gomawo…” I giggled

“Yeah… we’re worried sick about you” Jungsoo oppa said “And why are you go missing as well suddenly huh?” he raised his tone pointing at Kyuhyun oppa

“I tried to find her and I forget how to get back here” he chuckled awkwardly, I smiled at his silly side like that, and thankful that he kept what happened before a secret

“Baek even went out to look for you guys but he said he can’t find you both” Chanyeol said abruptly

What if he…? Aish. No way.. There’s no way he know what happened before

“Eo… gurae?” I stuttered

“Yep! He said he searched everywhere but couldn’t find you guys”

I relieved silently, hoping that he really didn’t see what happened

“Let’s get going then, It’s late already” Donghae oppa said

It was a long trip back home, I sat right next to Baekhyun but both of us can’t say nor face each other, it was really awkward and I blame myself for stupid enough to blurted off things I shouldn’t say.

After arriving home I throw myself on bed and closed my eyes.

I keep replaying the scene of our trip until the harsh reality come and remind me how stupid I am confessing my feelings to Baekhyun. Not to mention that I cried in front of Kyuhyun oppa, I just keep making things worse, huh?

I constantly wanted their attention, when I know for fact they only want to give their attention to Yoona.

I feel like I’m the most stupid human being alive.

Suddenly my phone rang. A text.

From: Baekie~

Are you awake?

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Oh no! God no. It’s Baekhyun. Can this day be any worse???!

And just I thought it couldn’t be another text came

From: Baekie~

Can we talk?

Please?

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I sighed and answered his text, I can feel my hand is trembling

To: Baekie~

Sure.

What do you want to talk about?

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Why do I even asked what he wanted to talk about?! Of course it’s about your stupid confession

From: Baekie~

Go outside.

I’ll be waiting

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I put down my phone right after I read his last text, I ran outside my balcony and sees him, I can’t believe my eyes right now. He look up and smiled, waving his hands to me

I froze and stared at him in disbelief

“Can you come down? It’s getting cold out here” he said and snaps me out to reality

“Eo.. Cakamm..an” I stuttered

I went downstairs and opened the door. I blink my eyes numerous time, it’s really him. In front of my house. At 12:30 A.M.

“Heyy” he smiled

“H..i..” I replied

“Finally I can hear your voice again, huh?” he said patted my head,

I put my head down and answered slowly “I guess”

We remained quiet for a while

“What’s wrong?” I asked still keeping my head down

“God. Can you at least face me?” he raised his tone, oh no he seems annoyed now. How can I face you Baek? After what I said? After my stupid confession

“I’m not going to say anything until you look at me” he continued

I pull myself together and slowly looking to his face, he smiled right away

“Much better” he patted my head again, I block his hands away unconsciously

“Why now?” he asked in disbelief “Why are you being like this you-a?” his voice trembled

“I think you know why Baek, you can’t just come here, pat my head and makes everything okay” I said coldly. I regret what I just said, why do I keep saying wrong things?

“I guess you’re right” he smirked, “I, for once, can’t make a situation better, mostly because I make you feel like this”

“No… please… just… just...” I stuttered, “Please don’t feel burdened or anything, and.. please… just….” I cried

“Just what? Stay away from you?” he said, no. I wouldn’t want that.

“Just… forget what I said, I don’t want our friendship ruined, not because of this”

He stays quiet. Man, I hate it when he stays quiet like this, it’s either he’s upset or mad, I gulped and said “Don’t worry about my feeling, I know you like Yoona, I don’t want you to feel bad for me and ruin our friendship. I will…” I stopped for a while

I closed my eyes and breathed out slowly “I will stop myself from liking you, I will stop my feelings for you”

He gaze at me deeply, not saying anything.

“Please say something..” I said with trembling voice, not knowing what in his head

He stay quiet and looked away. That’s it. I knew it. Things just got worse. I can’t say anything or do anything to make this better anymore. He will just hate me and I just ruin our friendship, I’m trying so hard to fight back my tears

I closed my eyes and walked away slowly, he suddenly wrapped his hand around me, hugging me from behind, I can feel his breath right above my head, I can feel his heart beating

“Please don’t….” he whispered, “Please don’t stop your feelings for me”

Imagine that's you and Kyu when the sun sets <3<3 *Drool Drool*

Tooo muchh feelssss~~ ^^

I don't even know what to do if Baek is standing in front of ma house kekekeke~

Still ship them both :**

Hey guys! Sorry for my late update, just finished my exams!! *wohooo* Hope you'll like this chapt ;) please do subscribe and comment :D Upvote are warm welcomed as well ^^~

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