Chapter 1
Missing you like crazy
Note: cursiv = Flashback
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Taeyeon was really nervous to meet the staff at WinWin.
" Oooh isn't it Taeyeon? Yah ahjumma, long time no see!"
Taeyeon ran to Shinyoung and hugged her. " Unnie !! I am soo happy to see you. I thought I would know nobody here !"
Taeyeon letted out her famous ahjumma laugh. She noticed what she was doing and covered . " Oops.."
" Yah Kim Taeyeon, stop this.You're SNSD's leader." Shinyoung laughed.
Wooyoung saw the two and smiled at Taeyeon's action. He actually didn't knew her, but he found it cute.
" Wooyoung, thank god you're here. I can't be alone with this crazy girl here." Shinyoung joked.
Taeyeon was suddenly acting shy. She was always like that to new people. " Unnie.."
" Crazy girl? You mean Taeyeon-sshi?" Wooyoung asked.
" Of course who else would it be? You guys don't know each other?" Shinyoung said.
Taeyeon shook her head. " My members sometimes visit 2PM's dorm, but I just know Junsu oppa, Taecyeon oppa and Nichkhun oppa."
Wooyoung smiled. " You're the famous kid leader of Snsd. Nice to meet you. You can call me Wooyoung."
" Nice to meet you too. I'm Taeyeon. Let's do our best for WinWin!" Taeyeon smiled too.
" You two would make a cute couple. Go date." Shinyoung suddenly commented making them both blush.
" Ah Unnie!"
While filming WinWin they both got closer. It didn't take long and they were really dating. They could barely meet because of their full schedule, but it didn't seperate them. They always met when they could and because of WinWin they saw eachother every week. Every second they both spent with eachother was precious to them. Taeyeon loved him so much and so did Wooyoung. Unfortunately they broke up after nearly 2 years of dating.
" Taeyeon? What is wrong with you? "
" There's nothing wrong with me, Wooyoung." Taeyeon gazed at him and crossed her arms.
" Then why are you acting like that?"
" You still ask why I'm like this? Maybe you will find the answer by yourself."
" Then why are you acting like that?"
" You still ask why I'm like this? Maybe you will find the answer by yourself."
" I don't remember doing anything wrong."
" Is that so? There's nothing wrong with other girls flirting with you?" Taeyeon stared at him. She was mad although it wasn't Wooyoung's fault. She just hated seeing him with other girls. He was always surrounded by them. Maybe because he was handsome or an idol, but she wanted him to be hers. Only hers.
" We were only talking...We're friends."
" Why are they giving you those looks when you're only friends?" Tears were suddenly formed in her eyes.
Wooyoung didn't knew that it was hurting her that much. He cupped her face and kissed her gently. " Babe, I only have eyes for you. You know that. Now stop crying please..."
" I don't know why I'm crying. I can't stop, Wooyoung." She whined like a child.
He couldn't help but let out a small laugh. She was just too adorable.
" Why are you laughing? It's not funny at all..I don't want those girls to look at you." Taeyeon pouted.
" It's okay. They won't do it anymore." Wooyoung kissed her again and wiped her tears away. " I love you, Kim Taeyeon."
" I love you too."
" Really ? Haha you're funny, oppa!" A cute girl was laughing in the middle of the hall of an broadcaststation in Seoul. Next to her was a beastly idol. Taeyeon was watching his conversation with IU from far away. He was joking with IU while smiling brightly.
Could he be over their breakup already? It has been a month now. A painful month for her. She soon decided not to observe them and went back to their dressing room.
" Yah kiddo, get off my seat. I have to remove my make up." Sooyoung yelled with a chicken wing in her hands.
" Sorry shikshin" Taeyeon forced a smile.
Her 'sisters' were always there comfort her, but she couldn't claim that she had completely forgotten about him. Their little fights made them both suffer. It was always the same. Even though they went trough a few break-ups, they decided to go trough those ups and downs together, because they loved eachother.
" Please tell me that tomorrow everything will be okay again. I know that this is just some little fight again, but it will not break us
apart, right?" Wooyoung looked in her eyes. He tried to find the answer that he hoped for.
" I... I don't know, Wooyoung." Taeyeon tried to control her tears, but they kept falling.
" What are you talking about, Kim Taeyeon? We will be okay tomorrow. I know it."
He cuped her face and wiped her tears away. " Now stop crying everything will be okay..."
It seemed like those fights even made them much closer than they already were. But last time was different. Last time nothing was okay.
" Taeyeon you better hurry up or we will have to leave without you." Tiffany told their leader, who was lost in her thoughts. Everyone was ready to leave just Taeyeon was sitting on the sofa of their dressing room doing nothing. It was clear that she was thinking about something. The girls knew her well enough to find that out.
Taeyeon nodded and followed Tiffany to their car. " Sorry, Fany"
Tiffany sighed. It has been weeks now that Taeyeon wasn't the same Taeyeon she knew. The happy and dorky Taeyeon that everyone missed. On days she would suddenly say nonsesense things in their waiting room making them all feel like time was running by faster. They missed those times.
In their dorm she would be in her room right away, not saying a word to anyone. Not even Sunny, who was her roommate, talked to her that often.
" Let's talk, Taengo. It's been a long time. I miss you. Sunny neared her roommate, who was sitting on her bed while looking out the window.
Taeyeon turned to her and smiled. " Why are you mssing me? I'm right here, dummy."
Sunny leaned her head on Taeyeon's lap and looked at her best friend. " You're thinking about him, right?"
Taeyeon pretended not to hear and said nothing.
Sunny got up and sat next to her. " Taeyeon-ah ... you've been like this for weeks now. We all are worried."
Taeyeon said nothing and just stared out of the window.
" Taeyeon...answer me."
" Soonkyu-ah I don't know what to do... I miss him. I miss him so much..."
" I know, but you have to forget him."
I long minute of silence followed afterwards.
Then Taeyeon was able to speak again." ... I don't think I will be able to do that"
Sunny sighed. " Please be the old Taengo again."
Taeyeon smiled weakly. " But I will try... I promise you."
" Yah ahjumma slow down ! "
Taeyeon, who was in panic, stared at him. " You better hurry up or I will run without you!"
Wooyoung grabbed her wrist and breathed heavily. He just left 4 chicken wings in the restaurant. " I didn't know that someone with short legs could run that fast... "
She was not in the mood the joke. " Come on, Wooyoung !!!" She tried to drag him, but of course he was too strong.
" Why do you need to hurry up?" Wooyoung asked her. He still needed to catch breath.
" He will kill me if he found out that I was eating chicken!!"
Apparently Taeyeon was on a diet, because of they had to film the music video for 'The Boys' next week and of course everyone had to look 'perfect'. Well it was just that she wasn't allowed to eat fast food. Too bad that she and Wooyoung walked past her favourite chicken restaurant. And on top of that they had to meet SNSD's manager inside and now they were literally running away from him in the middle of Seoul.
Wooyoung putted both of his hands on her waist. " I don't know why they are pulling you through this. I think you have to gain some weight. You're too skinny."
" KIM TAEYEON WHERE ARE YOU ! This rascal..."
Taeyeon widened her eyes in shock. " I told you he would find us !" She tried to drag him again.
Wooyoung groaned as he followed her.Actually he was scared of Taeyeon's manager himself.
Taeyeon sighed as she walked to the place again. The girls had sent her to buy some chicken, because Sooyoung ate all of them.
Even though the memories hurted her, she couldn't help but smile. That day her manager catched them, but Wooyoung was able to talk her out. He always managed to do that.
" Taeyeon wasn't eating. She was just watching me eat!"
Her manager raised one of his eyebrows. " Then why would she come with you?"
" Theres nothing that could seperate us! Not even food !" Wooyoung told him. It was very unbelieveable, but her manager didn't want to discuss with them on the streets.
" ...Fine. I believe you. Taeyeon, remember the photoshoot tomorrow."
Taeyeon nodded. " Ne , oppa."
" Wooyoung, I saw Taeyeon this morning at the broadcast station. She was watching you and IU."
" I don't care, Junho." Wooyoung yawned. It was a tiring day for him and he could barely sleep. He was now lying on his bed trying nap.
" Don't you think you're being too much?"
" Don't you think you should stop bothering me with this? It's the fifth time today you're telling me that."
" I don't think I'm doing anything wrong, but I think you're doing something wrong."
" Could you stop bothering me?!" Wooyoung raised his voice. He didn't want to talk about her.
" I talked to her last time... she is not the same, Wooyoung. It's not only you."
" I don't care, okay?!" This time Wooyoung was near the point of yelling. He knew that Junho didn't want something bad for him, but it bursted out of him.
" You don't have to yell at me. If you don't want to loose her forever then you better talk to her before someone else will steal her away from you. I heard that Nichkhun was thinking of asking her out. Just wanted to tell you that." Junho left Wooyoung alone in his room.
Wooyoung couldn't believe what he just heard. Nichkhun knew how hurt Wooyoung was. Wooyoung was confused. He thought that Nichkhun was his best friend. He wanted to run after Junho and ask him, who told him that. What if he will really loose her forever? He did care. Actually he did miss her. He missed her like crazy.
" Babe, It was not me who kissed her...She kissed me first."
Taeyeon was mad. She turned around and walked away, but Wooyoung held her back.
" Would you stop being stubborn and listen to me? I don't want to end up fighting again"
Taeyeon gazed at at him. " Do you think I want that? I don't need to listen to your explanations anymore..."
" It was nothing to me ! She was the one who did it!" He tried to explain another time. He felt like she wasn't even listening to what he was saying.
" Then why didn't you push her away?"
" I was too shocked...and I didn't kiss her back" No one would believe him, but it was just like he said.
" Right." Taeyeon turned around, but got hold back from Wooyoung. He pulled her to him and kissed her deeply. Taeyeon pushed him away. She used all her strengh and slapped him afterwards. " Do you think you could just kiss any girl you want?!"
Wooyoung looked at her dumbfounded." What are you saying, Taeyeon? You're my girlfriend..."
" Well maybe I'm not anymore." She approached the door again.
"...babe" Wooyoung called out softly.
" Don't call me that! I don't want to hear you excuses anymore ! It's the third time now. I can't trust you anymore."
Wooyoung reached for her arm to pull her back.
" Don't. touch. me." She said coldly. She then noticed that it was too harsh and looked at him. "I'm sorry. I just don't think I will be able to go through this another time." She then left his dorm after she said that.
This time he didn't stop her. He regreted it, but he knew she wouldn't change her mind.
He hated himself for being such an idiot. The girl that kissed him 3 times, even though she knew that Taeyeon was the only one for him, was
his childhood friend. Right after Taeyeon and him broke up, he ended their friendship. There was no way he could forgive her. Still Taeyeon left and she wouldn't come back. He knew she was right. Who wouldn't be mad if your boyfriend would kiss other girls than you? There was nothing he could do.
Taecyeon didn't want to see his best friend in this state. " I've got tickets for a concert tomorrow ! Wanna come with me?" He always tried to lighten Wooyoung's mood up. And he was often successful.
" Sure..Why not?" Wooyoung shrugged. He needed some distraction. Although he didn't knew what concert Taecyeon meant.
" Yeeah guys Woo is coming with us!" Junsu yelled through the dorm.
" They're coming with us?" Wooyoung asked Taecyeon.
" What's that for a question? Of course."
Wooyoung knew what he asked next would make them think he's stupid. He was curious. " ...Nichkhun too?"
Nichkhun was suprised at Wooyoung's question. " Yes...of course."
" Oh..." Wooyoung said. He was mad at Nichkhun, but what could he say?
" Taeyeon, you know there is a concert tomorrow? They want you to do a solo." SNSD's manager told her when he came to their dorm.
" Sure...is it a song that I know? " She asked him.
" Yes. It's actually the song of the drama Athena Goddess of War."
Taeyeon freezed. " You...you mean 'I love you'?" She stuttered.
She didn't want to sing that song. Everything about that song reminded her of their relationship. Of him.
Her mananger nodded.
Tiffany , who had heard their conversation, bursted in. " Yah oppa can't I sing that song? Taeyeon can sing something different."
" What are you talking about, Fany? It's Taeyeon's song." Her manager said.
Tiffany rolled her eyes. He really had no idea what it will do to Taeyeon.
Taeyeon suddenly stormed out of the room and Tiffany followed her after gazing at their manager.
She hugged her friend, who was now crying. " Psh...Taengoo. Stop crying. I will talk to him. You won't have to do that solo."
" No, Fany. I will do it. I can't just always run away..." She tried to smile.
" Don't lie. You know you need more time."
" No. I'm okay now...I'm sorry Fany, but can I be alone for a moment?" Taeyeon asked.
Tiffany sighed. " Sure."
Taeyeon looked at the lyrics of the song. She hated it. She hated everything that moment. " You don't know how much I need you, Wooyoung..."
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