Our Beautiful Struggle

Our Beautiful Struggle

~You~      

            Tears streamed down his face as he held my limp and bloody body in strong his arms. My blood stained his perfect features as his hair fell perfectly around his angelic face. I could feel the heavy thumping in my heart. His loud cries as fans and regular citizens stared at him like some mad man. He screamed for help over…and over…

            How much I wanted to run to him, caress his face. Tell him I am perfectly fine. Tell him I was in no pain here on the other side. But I knew I couldn’t. That was impossible, right? I felt something wet tickling my cheek. Slowly I touched my cheeks. My fingers touched something moist against my soft skin. I couldn’t help but let out a soft whimper.

            I was crying. I never wanted to see him crying over me. The way he was hunched over my body sent jolts of pain in me. A loud thud echoed in my eyes as I fell to the ground. My fragile body giving up on me, “P-please don’t cry…” I jadedly whispered. But I knew better, it was not as if he could hear my soft protests.

            Slowly, I dragged my body over towards him. That’s when I realized how badly the car crashed into me. My legs were bleeding non-stop and my face was all bruised up. My clothes were all ripped up and I spotted my purse off the side on the road: my money covering the concrete road. Ignoring the sight of my dead body I found myself shoulder to shoulder to him. I knew it was pointless to try. I knew I would only hurt myself more, but I had to try. If I was going to die, I was going to die confessing my true feelings to him.

            “Shin Dong Woo, I love you, no one else but you. Please don’t cry anymore…” I softly cried into his ear. I rested my head on his shoulder. As crazy as it may seemed, I could actually feel his body heat radiating off me. It sent warm chills up my spine. Just then I felt him stiffen underneath me. I lifted my head of his shoulder and of course he didn’t seem to notice at all. I was simply a ghost after all...

            His face had an expression of pure shock and slight hint of cheerfulness. I frowned as I crawled a few steps back to examine him. Why was he smiling? “D-did you just speak Jagiya? You a-are alive?” he said with pure glee. It was my turn to be shocked. D-did he hear me? I hurriedly crawled back to him. I couldn’t stop the large smile that was poking threw my small pink lips.

            Just as I was about to lean against his shoulder once again and whisper in his ear I felt a jolt of pain up my leg. I gasped quietly and looked down at my right leg. “W-what the…” My leg was bleeding insanely. That’s when I realized my other leg was also bleeding too. My soft pink skirt was all torn up and stained. Since when I was I bleeding? With my hand I reached other to touch my legs but realized my hands were also stained with blood.

            Before I could process anything more another jolt of pain hit my stomach and soon crawled up along my torso. I cried out in pure pain and agony. What was happening to me? I whimpered and I felt myself falling towards the ground. Everything around me was spinning quickly and spots started to appear in my vision.

            I closed my eyes and started crying, the pain was so much. Wasn’t I dead? Isn’t the dead not suppose to feel any pain? I could feel the hot pool of tears falling down my face and just before it could fall off my tear stained face I felt a hand. A hand so soft and comforting all my pain burning off me seemed to disappear.

“Please Babe, I love you, don’t cry anymore.”

            That musical voice hit me hard. My eyes shot wide open only to stare at the most wonderful man alive. “Shinwoo…?” my voice croaked. He gave me a nervous chuckle as tears continued to fall down his face, “I thought I lost you.” he said in horse voice. I couldn’t help but smile, a happy genuine smile. The last thing I thought I would be doing at the moment.

            Right then a group of men surrounded me, “Please move Sir, she is in critical condition. We must transport her to the nearest hospital or else she won’t make it.” a man said. Shinwoo let the men pick up my pathetic body and place me on the stretcher. But the whole time he held my hand securely, not letting go.

~Months Later~

            Shinwoo whispered beautiful things into my ears as he tried to make me relax and stay calm. I gripped his hand tightly as his group member’s cheered me on. “Come on Noona! You can do it. Move those y legs of yours!” Baro shouted noisily. Baro’s messy hair that was cutely tucked under his green hat and the way he sat crossed legged on the floor made his words seem innocent; however, I knew him for too long to know that his childlike charm wasn’t all so innocent. Shinwoo gave him an adorable glare making me giggle.

            “Come Noona! You can do it!” they continued to cheer on. I took a deep breath. Would I be able to do it? A tight squeeze of my hand caused me to look up at Shinwoo. He had a soft smile on his arm causing a faint lush to colour my cheeks. “You can do it Babe.” He whispered. I knew the other members heard form their childish teases. But I simple ignored it. I can do it.

            Closing my eyes I tried concentrated hard, and then it happened: my right leg moved. Everyone gasped as I tried to move my left leg in front of me. A task that looks so easy but really difficult. I bit my lip and tighten my grip on Shinwoo’s hand as I tried to move my right leg once again. I opened my eyes and I could feel my eyes starting to water up. I was walking. After months of being stuck in bed and needing Shinwo to carry me around, I moved.

            Bright flashes blinded me but I couldn’t help but get so emotional. I faced Shinwoo with an excited smile. Shinwoo started laughing loudly and in a flash gave me the biggest hug. “You did it! I am so proud in you right now.” He whispered in my ear. I cried on his shoulder. As hard as I tried to not stop crying on his soft coloured shirt the tears wouldn’t stop flowing.

            “I love you Shinwoo Oppa. Thank you for everything.” I manage to mutter in between cries. He softly kissed my cheek and grasped my hand. “I will do anything for you. I love you.” he whispered back to me. I smiled and hugged him even tighter.

The End.

 

I still haven’t decided yet if I am going to write this into a full blown story.

If I do its going to be more a cute story with hints of conflicts (nothing too big )

I actually really want to make this into a (short?) story but its kind of up to your guys :]

P.S. That's why I didnt mark the story complete yet xD

Anyways though, I wrote this in like half an hour x]

I don’t know why but something in me made me keep writing,

and then I wrote this.

I know, its really ‘cheesy’ but I just had to get it out of my system.

Sorry for grammar mistakes, I am writing this really fast.

I feel if I don’t write this fast enough the thought will disappear.

Please comment, I like reading people's thoughts <-- that sounds weird x]

Thank you for reading, hope you guys enjoy :3

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HeartGold426 #1
Great story so far~ ^ - ^ I like it.
Mokuren
#2
This was amazing!! I really enjoyed this! Plus CNU is my bias in B1A4! I really loved this :)