My Last Regret
My Last Regret
MY LAST REGRET
Junhyung's POV
this past few days im sorry that i neglected you.........
im sorry that i didnt show how much i love you,
im sorry that i was acting cold and made you feel like i didnt care about you
the times that we were together ill never forget them
i know that it would be selfish of me to ask you for forgiveness
i dont want to loose you again i dont wanna cry through the nights
that im yearning for your presence even if you ask me to move on .......
how can i when all i think about is our sweet memories, when all i can think about
is the times that we kissed, and all i can think about is the times that we said i love you,
the times when i felt you beside me, the times that we were aiming for our
dreams ............... didnt we say to each other that we would have a perfect family
didnt we say that we'll stay with each other forever
Youre dying ........ and i dont know what to do, as i entered your room
I saw a lot of wires connected to your body i felt myself weakening
and youre shaking and i felt like my heart would rip apart,
youre not eating even when i brought you youre favorite food,
and when i carried you you didnt even move, youre hands are cold and so are you, i called
out your name expecting that you wouldn't flinch but you looked at me and
i felt tears comming down as i hugged you........... and i asked my self *was i too late*
then i heard you mutter my name "junhyung......"
"what is it baby?" i kept crying as you tried to say your last words
"sa~rang~hae ............." then after you said that i hugged you and as i felt your breath
shortening i kissed you "I LOVE YOU TOO _________~ah"
your hands dropped the same as how my heart felt i felt that there wasnt any air coming from
your mouth
then suddenly the doctor said "sorry for the lost" i cried like hell and still i couldnt believe that
your gone
"yahh........________~ah wake up yahh......" i keep shaking you and i thought to myself
*________~ah youre kidding me right*
"yahh __________~ah wake up!! please ........ wake up"
you were waiting for those words, i shouldnt have told you that yet, now that youre gone i regret
every minute and every second that i was away from you, i regret leaving you behind .......
lonely nights passed as i thought to myself *i was the one who acted cold first and im the one suffering
and regreting it now......................*
its the same as a book, a chapter of my life ended and now a new beggining will start
" not all great stories would have a happy ending " and i smirked to myself as i walked down
the right path ......................... but ill never ever forget you "I LOVE YOU _______~ah"
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