Is it really friendship over love?
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You were in love with Kim Jaejoong, your best friend and so he does, but he just keeps it in himself, he know he won’t stand a chance because your friendship is more important to you and that you’re still holding on your belief, it is hard for the both of you to remain unaffected with each other especially when you’re always hanging out and every secrets were said to each other, one night you were both hanging in a bar he got drunk and fell asleep when a very pretty girl came to you, his former admirer, he got up and got stunned by her beauty but of course he thinks that it was incomparable to what you have, you felt jealous but felt the urge to be the way so that he’ll fall to the girl thinking that you’ll forget him in no time, you avoided him and it was hard for the both of you. On the other hand Jaejoong doesn’t want to lose you so he went barging in on your class and told you everything, will you still hold onto that belief and be just friends with him? Or will you choose to follow what your heart is telling you to do – to love him?
Foreword
You were in a park lying on the grass in front of the lake while staring at the stars.
“Hey” Jaejoong caught your attention
“Hmm?”
“Have you ever felt loving someone that can’t be yours? It feels frustrating, I wanted to tell her so bad but something is telling me not to, I don’t want to lose her but I don’t want to hide these feelings from her either. I love her more than friends but it seems like she doesn’t feel the same way for me, even though I wanted to let the whole world know how much I love her, I know I don’t have the courage to do this, know why?” I looked at him and he looked back at me “because it won’t be the same for us, she might not love me as much as I love her, and she doesn’t believe that love starts from being friends”
But I still remained insensitive to this “hmm yeah, I think I know that feeling, but who’s that girl? Were perfectly the same” I chuckled but he just stared at me.
“You” he said firmly
I blinked a few times, my heart was exploding at the silent moment between the two of us but I kept my smile on my face “don’t joke around”
He smiled “of course I’m joking, I’m a good actor right?” I chuckled and sat up
“Yeah right, no doubt” his smile wavered, and kept his eyes closed
“I just hope she’ll soon realize” he said quietly, but I felt jealous and hurt that he has someone in her heart.
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