The next day,

 

[____ POV]

“Where the heck is Myungsoo?” I asked Tiffany

I am worried for the first time because my mom had been sponsoring my project and I don’t really know why.

“I don’t know. I tried calling him but he didn’t picked up” Tiffany said while pushing the buttons of her handphone

Then I got a call from an unknow number and my guts kept on telling me that its Myungsoo calling trying to make excuses on why he is late and stuff. Well he aint getting any "thats okay" kind of talk from me but instead a mouthful of curses!

“Hello” I said annoyed

“Yah! Where the hell are you!? Aren’t you supposed to be on set now? That’s your plan huh? Putting all my money into waste!? YAH!”

"Yah this freaking gijibae!"

“Eom-eomma?” I stuttered

I can’t believe it.

She called me,

Although she is yelling on the other side of the line but I felt... happy. She havent called me since I like forever.

To be honest, I missed her... a lot

“I’ll be right there now”

The call ends

 

Suddenly I heard my van’s horn outside of the house

"Myungsoo's here! Lets go" Tiffany said

“He is going to be dead for sure” I said making my way to the door before Tiffany stopped me

“Please don’t do this right now. We have to go to the set right away. Fighting each other wont worth it trust me” she pleaded

Usually I wont let this kind of thing passed without any hair grabbing, face slaping or pouring of heavy curses on Myungsoo but I dont know why I agreed with Tiffany today.
(Probably because eomma called) 

So I just let it go (this time)

“Ugggh! Fine!” I stomped my feet and head outside

I get into the car and gave him a silent treatment. No words at all!

“Miss ____, im sorry. I had something going on” he said looking at me through the back mirror

“I dind’t ask did I?” that was the only response I gave and gave him a glare

The car is really quiet after that

 

 

Arrived at the set,

 

“Hurry up miss _____ you are late” a person came out from the studio

I just kept silence. My mood is not good after I saw that pig’s face (myungsoo)

I walked into the set boldly although I know that im going to get scolded and maybe beaten by eomma

“I am here. Sorry, I am late” I bow to eomma. 

I wanted to make a good impression on her today but again I failed.

I wanted to make her proud so that she wont... wont leave me again.

Lots of things were playing in my mid when I was bowing to her

 

"You're late" she stared at me coldly

She came up to me and asked me to see her in the dressing room.

Her face was bright red.

“Eom-Eomma im so sorry. There was a traffic jam and my stupid manager did not picked me up on time”

 

Ppppaang!

I covered my cheeks with my palm.

It hurts.

“You are useless!” she then pulled my hair

“Just because I sponsored this film that doesnt mean that you can do whatever you want! and don’t ever think that I sponsored this film because of you but it’s because of Hyunjoong”

My tears are falling down, I can’t hide it anymore

“YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A BIG JOKE! AND A BAD LUCK FOR THOSE WHO ARE AROUND YOU! I WONT ADMIT THAT YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER EVER! I SHOULD'VE GET RID OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE”

Krystal was there the whole time but she did nothing and stay still as a statue.

Then eomma stepped out of the room

“Unnie, are you okay?” Krystal coming closer to me

“Don’t touch me. Im alright”

I get up and go to the bathroom

“Why does she have to do that? She is hurting me again” I burst out crying

 

I finally calm down and step into the set and right when I entered the set the director called me

“Im sorry ____ shii. I have to cut you out from the movie”

I didn’t expect this!

“WHAT!? Why?”

“Your mom and I had a talk and they agree to cut you out and take Krystal as the lead actress” he said

“He’s right. Like I told you beforehand, you are nothing but a big joke. Krystal is the real talent” my mom interrupted

“How could you do this to me eomma!”

“Oh and one more thing. Don’t call me eomma. You are not my daughter. And with that, you will not have my fortunes. I will take away all of your belongings”

“WHAT!?” I yelled

Things are getting from bad to worse.

“Until you get Hyunjoong to marry you, I won’t give anything to you!”

"NO!" I yelled again

I stomped out from the set and my feet will do the rest

I let them run whenever they wanted to take me

I dont care much about the money or things whatsoever but I wanted her.

I want a mom. 

 

[Myungsoo POV]

I saw her being beaten by her mom.

Why aren’t they close to each other?

Then another beating came up. Slapping and more of hair pulling.

I wanted to stop it but the director stopped me.

“Why can’t I stop her?”

“If you do that, she’ll be in bigger trouble. Let it be”

I waited for her until she gets out from the bathroom

I felt relieved when I saw her cooled down

But the director and her mom told her something that might crash her career

Then I saw her storming out of the set

“_____ ah! Where are you going!?” I wanted to grab her but she slipped through my hand

 

I ran after her

I tried to matched up with her pace but before I knew it, she was outof my sight

“Where the hell is she!?” I was panting hard trying to catch my breath

But then I got a call. It was Tiffany.

“Noona! I lost her! What should I do?”

“Try and find her. Don’t worry if there’s anything happening in here. I tell you. Go and find her Myungsoo yah!”

“Arasseo”

With that I started searchimg again 

The day is getting darker but still there’s no sign of her

I arrived onto a bridge

I saw someone standing on top of the railing

I squinted my eyes to see clearly since it is dark at that time

“_____ ah!”

 

[_____ POV]

“Why does everything turn out to be like this!?”

“Am I really that bad!?”

“I guess I really am a devil! I deserve this and I deserve to rotten in hell!”

“Why can’t people love me just once?”

“EOMMAAAAA! I used to love you and now I don’t!”

“My heart hurts so much! There’s no use for me to be alive!”

“I am useless! I am nothing. I am just a devil that makes people’s lives miserable!”

I screamed on top of my lungs

Knowing that the water won’t harm me

It looks soothing.

I want to be just like that

Calm and no more tears to be shed

I stepped onto the rail

“You look like you could be my friend” I looked ar the river 

“Im coming!”

“_____ ah!"  I heard his voice but I don’t want to stop

So I jumped 

I can feel the cold water hugging me so I just close my eyes and wait for the pain to be gone forever

3… 2… 1 

 

 

Sorry for not updating for so loooooonnngg

but here it is :D