*Baekhyun's POV*

Since Chanyeol and I got back from hospital, we didn't meet again. I just too afraid to meet him. I dunno.. i just feel--

"Hyung! Baekhyun hyung? Ya! I talked with you" i slapped then look at Sehun, my brother who pouted his mouth

"Ah, i'm sorry Sehun-ah" he move closer to me. He looked deeply at my eyes

"Are you sure you won't tell Chanyeol hyung about it?" I smile and shoke my head

"Yes, i'm sure. I just won't Chanyeol worry about me" Sehun hugged me and whispers to my ears

"I'm sorry hyung, i can't do anything. But i will always be there if you need me. I promise" I could feel my eyes began to wet because of tears. I was stoking his back and hug tighter. Then i nodded my head

"Yes, i belive it"

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*Chanyeol's POV*

I didn't met Baekhyun since we got back from the hospital. He always ignored when i want to go to his home. And in three days, my mind always repeated the momment when i meet Kai. I want to meet him again. I really really miss him. Then i decided to go to the hospital where i meet him. I went there by my car. Then i arrived, i go to the where i meet him

When i looked around, suddenly someone's hit my shoulders

"Hey Chanyeol! Why're you there?" Ah, this is Kai!

"Oh, Kai. Well, i want to meet you. Long time no see eh?" Kai just laughed and invite me to his room

"Oh, this is your room? But it looks like a room for patient" He just smile and nodded

"Em.. what does it mean? You sick?" He nodded again then laying in his bed

"Yes. brain cancer" Hah? Hey, i never know

"W-what? B-but you never tell it" He laugh than hit my arm

"Tell you? for what i have to tell you?" Ah, yes.. he true. I'm not his boyfriend anymore

"Ah, i-i mean.. em.. aish! forget it" i just keep silent and looked at his face. Why did he come back to my life when i already have Baekhyun?

"Chanyeol, where's Baekhyun?" Baekhyun? "Ah, i don't invited him" Kai looked at me then nodded

Then we keep talked to each other. We shared our experience until we meet again. He's talkative and I know it. That's why i always liked the momment when he tell about his experience. His eyes were blinked. He's so different with Baekhyun. Baekhyun is the quiet person. He just talked if it needed. But, he always listen to what i say. He also feel what i feel when i tell my story. He laugh when i tell about the funny one. He's being sad when i tell about the sad story. And he can cried if i tell him about my painful stories. Their all was different. But, they have a same possition in my heart. They always be my first prioritas. Yeah, maybe i'm too selfish. I took Kai to the same possition with Baekhyun who's being my lovers. But i can't stop 'look' at Kai. He even be special person for me and always be

"Hey, i'll go home. You must go home too" I looked at Kai, who prepare to go

"Ah, yes. Em, do you want me to take you home?" He just smiled then shook her head

"No, thank you. I have an else work to do. Oke, goodbye Channie. You can call me if you need me" Deg! C-Channie? Oh my god.. I never heard he call me 'Channie' since he leaved me that time. I just could stunned and holding my chest. No, there's something wrong in my chest. How can my heart beating faster just because he call me with Channie? Does it mean..

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I arrived at home-- ah, i mean, me and Baekhyun's home. Yes, we lived together since we have a relationship. We sleep together and of course spend our time together. But since the day our return from the hospital, we never sleep together again. If i asked, he just said that he has something to do and it will bothering me, so he want to sleep alone. And i believe at him. I believe he never lied to me. Baekhyun never can hide something from me. He's too innocent too lied. 

I took my phone then tried to call Baekhyun. Now is almost 8.00 pm but he's not home. 

"Hello" Ah, that's Baekhyun

"Baekhyun, where are you?" 

"I'm at Sehun's home. My cousin, XiuMin has come"

"Ah, i get it. So, when you will go home?"

"Soon, of course"

"Oke, i'll wait you home Baekhyunniee~" PIP!

I sighed than laying in bed. Today is a long day. I almost sleep when i heard the bell rang. I looked at a clock. It's just 5 minutes after i call Baekhyun. Impossible if Baekhyun has arrived. I go to open the door and gasped when i know who is it

"Kai?" Kai stood up infront of my door and give me my wallet

"Nah! That was yours. That's had left behind" I took my wallet and give him a smile

"Thankyou, Kai" He just smile than turn around. He started to walk, leaved. I remembered the day when he leaved me. I remembered when he said he will come again but no, he leaved. I won't. I still missed him. I still missed him a lot, and maybe.. i still love him

I took his hand and hugged him tightly "Don't leave"

He gasped than tried to push me "Ch-channie? What are you doing?"

"Please, let me hug you. I miss you Kai. I miss you a lot" Kai stopped push me. I hugged him tighter and smell his body

"I'm afraid to lose you again. I'm afraid if you leave me again. I'm afraid if i let you i'll never can see you again"

I broke our hugged and look at her face

"I miss this.." then i kissed his eyes. He gasped and his eyes open wider. "Ch-chan--" he stopped when i move my face closer to his face

"I miss this.." i kissed his nose and i look at her lips

"especially, i miss this one.. a lot" I looked deeply at his eyes and move closer. I started to shut my eyes. I almost touch his lips until i hearing the things fall. I opened my eyes, and looked to the sound of. My eyes wide opened when i see someone look at me with painful stare. He closed his mouth with his hand and the tears almost failing from his eyes. I release Kai then move toward him. "Bb--Baekhyun?"

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AHH!! I'M SO SORRY FOR LATE UPDATE! I'M TOO BUSY TO STUDY FOR THE EXAM. FORGIVE ME OTL

At least, i can update this one. I'm so sorry if you can get the pain T_T I never make the angst one before._. 

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