I have never thought of wanting a normal life. Everything I need is mine in a blink, yet a part of me wants for more…something normal…something simple…

I want to experience a new life…a new life that is peaceful, normal—no people worshipping me and worrying about me. I never wanted to be a burden for everyone. I want to live all by myself, happy and striving hard to get all what I want and not use other people’s hard works just to get all that I want in life.

I just want to live by myself, be independent—find myself out there, find new friends and maybe a few foes…or maybe, someone to share my whole lifetime with…who will spend the rest of his lifetime just for me and, if possible, with our future kids. I don’t ever like a person who makes a load damn of promises, and will just eventually leave in the end. I want someone who is truthful, honest and, most definitely, not a liar.

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All I need is money—to give all what my sister needs and want. I just want the best for her. I want to give her the life I've never experienced. I don’t want her to end up like me in the past—a beggar asking people to show a kind heart and give a little boy some money or food to feed his three year old sister.

It was my life in the past after my parents divorced and left us. I understood then that I was unwanted, but I don’t want her to feel the same. I don’t want my sister to feel unloved. So I did my all just to give her a normal life just for average people like us. I worked in a ramen shop when I was ten—serving people’s food and sometimes washing the dishes. I worked more for her, to give my sister all she needs. Although I can’t give her all that she wants, I kept on working hard just to make her happy, to see that heart-warming smile on her face.

I promised to do everything just to make her happy. Her happiness is also mine. If she’s happy, I am happy. And I will really do everything for her, for my sister. Even if lying is what she hates, I’ll do it, just to give her the life that I wanted her to have.