Yoonas' Pov~

  [Lunch Break]

*knock knock*

Yoona: That must be DongHae!!
Comming! *opens the door*

DongHae: Tada!!

Yoona: Mm...what is it? It smells so good!

DongHae: It's chicken soup with vegies in it.

Yoona: Wahh..it looks good

DongHae: Here's a drink, I made it with
fresh fruit.

Yoona: Thanks but.. you didn't have to do this much for me.

DongHae: It's fine. As i said if you need me, i'm there.

Yoona: ...

DongHae: Can I come inside??

Yoona: Oh yea, sure!

DongHae: Your room is bigger than mine...! *wonder around*
oh! Hurry and try the soup , you might like it!

Yoona: Okay.. *took a spoon full of the hot soup*

DongHae: You might want to blow it

Yoona: I know.
*blow blow blow*
Yum...it's really good..

DongHae: Really?

Yoona: Yea.

DongHae: Than why aren't you showing any expressions?

Yoona: It's because..

DongHae: What?

Yoona: The doctor told me not to smile... 

DongHae: Doctor??Sense when??

Yoona: -What a bad excuse-

DongHae: Is it because of Taecyeon again??

Yoona: Don't say his name..it gives me bad memories

DongHae: Oh, sorry

Yoona: Yea.. ehehe..but thanks to you..
I always feel better.

DongHae: Oh I almost forgot something!! Be right back okay?

Yoona: Okay..*eats*

     The soup i ate...it taste good. Taecyeon never cooks for me.
Not even when we live together. I did most of the work. But somehow
i feel guilty.


DongHae: Back!!

Yoona: Flowerss?? Big Flowerss!!??

DongHae: Yes, flower silly!!
it's for you!

Yoona: - I feel like i'm in a hospital -

DongHae: Do you have a vase? Or something...

Yoona: Oh i'll get it!

DongHae: just tell me i'll get it, a sick person has to lay in bed and enjoy their meals.

Yoona: hmph..i'm not a kid...

DongHae: For me you are.

Yoona: Oh yea you might want to move those teddy bea-
Teddy Bear!?

DongHae: Why do you have so much teddy bears?

Yoona: *run to the teddy bear pile*
uh...it's nothing really.. ehehe

DongHae: Your strange...

     I looked at the teddy bear. I can feel the pain inside of me.
I feel like throwing the teddy bears all over my room, but... why did he give me these??
In a fit of anger, i threw one of the teddy bears with out causing DongHae to notice.

DongHae: Yoona?

Yoona: Yes?

DongHae: are you alright??

Yoona: -Did he saw me..-
yea i'm fine

DongHae: Then why did you throw one of your teddy bears??

Yoona: I'm fine..I think lunch break is over, you should leave.

DongHae: Yea.. well..BYE!!

Yoona: - I feel guilty now..-

 
[8 hours Latter]


*ring ring*

Yoona: Who could it be?
*picks up the phone*


Tesxt message from Taecyeon: Yoona,
come see me at the foot ball field.

Yoona: Again?
                 
              I feel kind off sad, when I thought about what happend yesterday..
But i have to give it a try to see him. I still have feelings for him though...
So I left and went to the foot ball field.


[Foot Ball Field]


Taecyon: Yoona, you came

Yoona: Of course I did..- I know this is going to be the end of us-

                   And I see, he came into my sight holding a teddy bear.
But this time the teddy bear was much bigger than the others.


Taecyeon: Yoona! *smiles* I thought you'll never come,
because i thought you were pissed.You Came!!

               I never knew he'll smile at me. What is with him this time? Why is he so happy??
Is he acting? I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing happened.


     And soon he held out the big doll as usual..


Yoona: I dont need it..
              
Taecyeon: What..why?

Yoona: I don't need those teddy bears

         I grab the teddy bear and threw it on the street.

Yoona: I don't the bears, I don't need it anymore!

                I said those words with all my anger
thinking about the past what he had done.

Yoona: I never want to see a person like you again..

               I spat out those words that was inside of me.

Taecyeon: I'm sorry..

             He apologize to me? With a small voice..
I looked into his eyes, it was shaking.

Taecyeon: I'm really sorry..

         He then walked over to the road to pick up the teddy bear.


Yoona: Why are you picking it up?

            He said nothing..all he did was stood there holding the teddy bear.
Then...
   with a honk, a truck was heading torwards him.

Yoona: Taecyon Move!!!


He ignored me
   so  I ran as fast as I can to protect him but it was to late

Yoona: Taecyeon Move!!!

               I cried out loud, i could feel more than 3 tears falling down.
The sound, was so terrifying. I ran to him, he was cover in blood so was the teddy bear.

I took him to the hospital, and waited for hours.

nurse: Sorry, we couldn't help the person..
he had pass away


           What it true..I heard those words from the nurse.
It can't be. I ran int he room seeing Taecyeon laying, I wanted to tell how much I love him
but it's to late. I kissed him a good bye on the forehead, and went home.

     
            That's how he pass away.
Without even opening his eyes to say a word to me.

       
            I took out the teddy bears, and started to count, count the days
that we were in love.

 1...2...3
          31..32..33...
                       101...102...103..
                                         160..161..162..
                                                        178..179..180

        And that's were it ended. I hug the last teddy bear tightly and i softly cried
"I Love You"

Yoona: -what?-

          I was shocked, and drop the teddy bear.
I grabed the other dolls and press their stomachs.

         The word "I Love You"
They came out nonstop.

   Why hadn't noticed this earlier?
I picked up the very last doll, the doll still stained..with his blood.

    His voice came out, the one that I was missing so much:

Taecyeons' voice~  Yoona..do you know what today is?
we've been loving each other for 180 days, do you know what 180 is?
I couldn't say I Love You um.. sense I was to shy.

      If you forgive me and take this bear..than I will say "I love You" everyday.
Until I die. Yoona, I Love You.

  Yoona:  Why do I only know this untill now?
he can't be by my side..but he loved me by is last minute
And for that reason to me, become courage To Live A Beautiful Life.
I Love You Taecyeon

   [Years Pass]

Yoonas' Pov~
   
  Here I am standing next to Taecyeons' grave.
But how long was it since that day? I don't forget on purpose
sometimes, sometimes i want to though. It's not that the memory was painful
But people like him are hard to find.

     Because they teach us what love
is really about. Sometimes Love is unexpected, especially when you have no words for
it.

     Yoona: Taecyeon..wait for me.. Saranghae.






The End [ The truth ]
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