i wasn't able to sleep.

maybe because i still feel awkward with them.

but i was able to sleep, thank God, but not fully, like half of my mind is sleeping, and half is awake.

you know that? kkk^^

when i looked at the two, they were still sleeping.

*sigh* what do i do now??

i wasn't able to get back to sleep so i got up and took a walk around.

while walking, i was able to identify where we are---"MALDIVES"

i was shocked!!! M-MALDIVES???!!!!i thought just jeju or something like that!!!

no wonder this place is so...awesome!!!!

i wandered around more.

good thing i brought my cam with me so i took pictures.

until i got tired and didn't notice that it was already 6:30pm, i went back to the suite.

when i got there, the boys were already preparing dinner at the other 3's room (Onew, Key and Minho's room).

"oh! hello miss saejin!!" said key oppa

"you can call me saejin" i replied with a smile

"okay. the dinner's ready saejin, lets eat!!"

"really?? did you prepare this?"

"of course!!! actually, minho prepared these, but of course, onew hyung prepared the chicken" 

"kkk, that's not a surprise"

"let's eat!!" jonghyun said as he held my wrist and lead me to my chair.

such a gentleman. all sat down and started eating.

i tried to keep myself busy eating to avoid meeting others eyes. still shy. you cant blame me!! 

the others were quite silent too.

"so, mi-- saejin, tell us about yourself" onew oppa started. he's really the leader.

"myself? like...what?"

"uhm, your.......likes, dislikes, family, things like that. anything"

"uhm, my favorite color is light blue."

"light blue?" minho asked

"yes, SHINee's color" they all smiled. 

"favorite food?"

"chicken!!!!" they all laughed. kkk. i know exactly why

"how about dessert?"

"chocolate ice cream. i dont like other flavors."

"things you like?" 

"uhmmm, sun."

"sun? you mean the bright sun?"

"yep. i also love books, butterflies, sunset and rubik's cube"

"books? what's your ranking in school?"

"actually i'm second"

"omo! cheongmal!!! you're intelligent!!"

"not really. kkk"

"how about your dislikes?"

"noisy places, black, scary things/movies"

"you're girly"

"im not 'that' girly. sometimes i dress up like a guy. kkk"

"how about your ideal type?"

"my ideal type?"

"yes"

"honest and one with a bright smile"

jonghyun turned to me and smiled so bright. kkk

laughing again.

but taemin oppa was just eating quietly at his seat.

maybe jonghyun noticed me looking at taemin so he tapped taemin's shoulder and signaled him.

taemin looked at me,  smiled and said "hi". i smiled back.

after a while, taemin got up but he's not yet done eating.

"i'm full" he said and walked away leaving us with blank expressions

"any problem?" i asked minho who is beside me

"sorry, he's became like that after............."

"ssshhhhh" key hissed.

"its okay. i know you can't tell a secret to someone who's not close to you"

"sorry. you'll know what happened at the right time"

"its okay" i smiled. but that expression of him was stuck on my mind.

after eating, the other boys cleaned the table.

i insisted to do it but they said they didn't let me.

so i just went out to look for taemin, he hasn't come back yet.

it was kinda cold so i used my long-sleeved shirt then i started walking. 

the sand was also cool, its white. there were odd rocks too.

i spotted taemin sitting on one of the big rocks, throwing stones to the crystal clear water of the beach.

i slowly went near  "if you do that, you'll scare the fishes."

he seemed surprised. but then continued to throw stones.

"why are you here?" he coldly asked

"i...i just....." but even before finishing me talk, he left.

"oppa!!  where are you going?"  

OMO!! what did i just say??!!!!

he stopped upon hearing what i said and i heard him say:

"oppa? huh" to himself and smirked. i saw it. he continued walking.

"what's up with him?" i asked myself.

and since i didn't have the idea of going back, i followed taemin instead, secretly.

he stopped at one part where there's a big rock again and sitted.

he was just looking at the ocean, just like wanting something that is very impossible.

i hid behind another large rock, large enough for me.

i just observed him.

few minutes later, his phone rang. i knew it's his because mine is on silent mode.

he checked his phone. its a call and he answered it.

"hello? noona?"

noona? who's that noona? he has a brother right? ONLY a hyung!

but who's that noona? a friend????? 

curious, curious. is she a singer? a model? an actress? when did she and taemin meet? 

"but why??? wh---noona!!! wait!!!"

i was shocked. that was the first time i saw him that angry. he isn't like that when i watch their shows.

what happened? did they fight? did she hang up?

"wae!!!!" he shouted to the wide ocean as he threw a stone.

he was about to go back to the suite, so i followed him again.

but he stopped walking and sighed. i tried to hide but he said "why are you following me??!!!" and turned around.

"sorry. i just-----" he did not let me finish again and walked faster.

"who's that noona?" i asked him, with a bit louder voice.

"it has nothing to do with you. back off."

back off? i never expected that such words will come from taemin.

but maybe there's just a problem. i'll just.....nevermind. i should not have interfered, i dont even thave the right to do so.

pabo!!!

aishhh..i'll just go back to the suite.

 

taemin's POV

noona called but hun up as soon as i tried to talk.

i cant understand.

i thought everything's already ok.

but, i think, the problem is me.

i hate this life!!

i decided to go back to the suite.

as i was walking, i noticed that someone was following me.

who would it be, if not the girl from the show?

i asked her coldly why is she following me but i didn't let her finish and continued walking.

"who's that noona" she asked.

"it has nothing to do with you. back off." i didn't know why my answer was like that.

was it mean? so mean?

pabo, bad first impression taemin

 

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sorry for the short chapter guys^^

soo busy in school.

and sorry for the character of taemin in the story, remember guys, its JUST A STORY. taemin isn't like that in real life. kkk^^