In Hae's Diary
I Can't Live Without You Hyukkie ( Thinking Of You Sequel )
I flipped to the first page.My eyes widened. I was
shocked that this diary was being used years back
when we were in high school.
Today is the most surprising day. My kindergarden crush
came to my school for his education. I couldn't believe it. I
remembered when we were separated during our middle
school. I always wanted to confess my feelings towards him.
haaaish....I could feel the speed of my heart pumping when
Mrs Lee told him to sit beside me. I was so happy that he recognise me ^^ I became his tour
guide on the his first day of school. I just miss those time
stalking him in kindergarden.
I admit, he's the most gorgeous creature I've ever seen.
He was the first person who make my heart beat fast.
He's prettier than the girls in my school. I adore his perfect
jawline, sparkling eyes, pump lips and all about him. I really
wish that he could be mine. I smiled all of a sudden. Yesh~ It was true. We knew
each other since kindergarden. I remembered he
told me that he would be my tour guide from that
day onwards.I found him really sweet. I've never
seen the sweet side of him. I remembered that he
was a shy type of person in kindergarden. But when
I first enter high school, many girls have been chasing
him even the most popular girl in school, Jessica.
He rejected her because he told me that he's in love
with someone else. I didn't want know who that person
is because he'll thinks that i'm a busybody.
I flipped through the pages when something caught
my eye. Stains of blood. I read the what he wrote.
heartbroken. I didn't know what to do so I cut my wrist to
release the pain in my heart. What is so special about Hyoyeon
that I don't have? But it's impossible because he's a guy and
I knew that he won't fel the same as me. The only thing that
I can say is "Congrats Hyuk. Last long." After that, I went
home with tears all over my face. I couldn't resist the pain so
I cut my wrist. I wished he could understand my feelings
towards him. :'( '
I felt my heart tore apart when I
knew that he cut his wrist just because of me.
Hyoyeon was my ex-girlfriend.But I broke up
with her because she took advantage of me.
She also play with my heart. She two-timed me.
I flipped the pages then I found a folded page.
' Dear Diary, Today I found eunhyukkie looking so sad. He's beenso quiet in class.During break time, I went over to him
to have a talk. He told me that he broke up with Hyoyeon.
I was happy at the same time i felt sad for him. All of a
sudden he hugged me and cried hard. I sooth and calm
him. My heart breaks when seeing him like that. He took
my hand and he discovered the scars. He looked at me
waiting for an explanation. I felt my toungue being tied.
I lied to him and told him that it was just a scratch. I wish i could just tell him that I love him.
I remembered I broke with Hyoyeon not because she
two-timing me, when I told Hae that I'm in relationship with
Hyoyeon, that angelic smile that I always see,disappeared.
But i'm glad to see that smile again after breaking with
Hyoyeon.I still remember when he confess to me on prom night.
At that moment, I remember I was having a crush on him.
But because I knew that he won't love me back so I
didn't confess to him.
We were sitting together at the rooftop side-by-side.
Looking and pointing at the stars. He told me his
dreams. We were laughing together . Suddenly this
question just blurt out of my mouth. " Hae, who do
you like?" I saw him looking down on his lap. I
apologised but he told me he fell in love with this
particular person but he knew that that person wouldn't
feel the same. " I like....." i could feel my heart going
to be ripped apart. " You~"
My heart was filled with happiness.I could feel
my face burning. I looked down so that he couldn't
see my blushing face.
"I know its impossible but, I'm sorry but I coudn't wait
any longer hiding this feelings for years. I've been
liking you since kindergarden. "
I felt myself being carried to heaven. " I know you're
disgus---" I put my index finger on his lips to
shush him. I hugged him and whispered "I Love You Too"
into his ears. I smiled when remembering those special
memories.
pictures of me. Pictures of me pouting in class.
He looks like a stalker. I found a page. ' Dear Diary, Today is like a day i'm being sent to heaven.
I confessed to him. I didn't know that he could feel
the same too. I'm thankful .Know, he's mine and only mine.
I promise myself that I, Lee Donghae, going be by his
side no matter what. Protect him and also shower
him with precious love. I'll try my best to keep
our relationship strong. I would want to marry him in
future and become his perfect husband.
A silent tear manage to escape from my eyes.
My moodswings are really terrible. But i'm just to
touched by his words. he tried hard just to make me his.
How sweet is that. He really promise as his promise.
I so happy meeting someone so lovely like him .
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