It’s early in the morning but you’re ready to go to your Graduation ceremony already. You comb your hair once again, put a nice hair-pin that your brother gave you. You see the ring that Seungri gave on the table. You take it and you wear it. It’s a perfect-fit for your finger. Seungri is an expert on buying things, you tought.

You walk downstair and you see your brother is cooking a big meal for you. Fried rice with squit-shaped sausage, Egg roll, fish ball, salad, orange juice and everything are in perfect portion.

“ Oppa, did you make all of this by yourself? “ your eyes widen

“ Yes, of course ! I want to make this day memorable ! “ He smiles widely, serving everything on the dining table. The both of you then eat happily, while talking about the ceremony later. You’re just too excited to realize that your brother’s expression changed when you mention the name ‘Seungri’. After breakfast, he’s going to wash the dishes when someone ring the bell. He runs to the door, revealing Seungri stands there. The person that he hates

“ Annyeong hyung ! Where’s you ? “ Seungri smiles widely

“ Going to pick her up, huh ? “ Seunghyun said in cold yet friendly tone

“ Ne hyung ! “ Seungri innocently answers, when you’re running towards the door

“ Seungri !! Did you wait long? “

“ Nope, less than 3 minutes “

“ Oppa, I’m going with Seungri... do you want us to wait for you to change ? “ You ask, Seunghyun is still wearing his casual clothes

“ Nah, I’ll be going later.. the ceremony is in afternoon after all, you guys can go first.. bye “ He closes the door, the both of you then walk together to school

Seunghyun sit with his back on the door, holding his tears.

“ Please.... you , don’t leave me “ He said in the middle of his cries

It’s the end of ceremony. You see your brother is on the parents seat, wearing a suit that support his tall figure well. Many girls and ahjuma tried to sit near him but he just ignore them. His attention is on you.

“ Oppa, Oppa.. are you listening ? “ You jump in front of him, who is now day-dreaming

“ Uh..eh..hh.. yeah.. what did you say ? “

“ You wasn’t listening ! I said that I need you to help me with the packing “ You smile sweetly to your brother

“ Sure “ He said in blank dark expression

@Home

“ When will you move ? “ He asks

“ Uh... tomorrow... yeah... I need to adjust with the enironment around “ you said

“ So, Seungri will pick you up or I need to sent you off ? “

“ No need.. He’ll come tomorrow morning.. It’s not that far if he will use car anyway “ You said but now you feel a little sad.. no, you feel so sad

“ What time wi.. “

“ oppa ! Let’s go for a walk !! “ you don’t want him to finish his sentence and just drag him to the amusement park nearyour house. The first place that you guys actually spending time together

“ Y-yah ! You need to pack “

“ No need... I just, want to spend time with you “ He drag him, and he doesn’t push back. He lets you to take him where-ever you go. Because that’s all he ever wanted

You two play for a while eat sweets and give the pigeons their free-meal... You two sit on a bench, revealing a view of sunset

“ Oppa... let’s just stay like this for a while “ You rest your head on his shoulder

“ yes... it might be our last time to hang out like this “ He your hair softly, making you feel comfortable and safe

“ Last time,huh ? “ You sadly reply

Seunghyun decided to stay quiet. His heart is broken and crushed in pieces. He knew that sooner or later he has to let you go, to be with another guy that you love so much and love you, even when the guy won’t love you as much as he loves you. You are the only person in his life. You are his everything. He hugs you tightly to make him feel so much closer to you

“ I will miss you “ he said... You feel really sad when you hear him said that. You let go of his hug

“ Oppa, do you really want me to go ? “ You ask

“ Why are you asking that ? “

“ Nothing.. but.. you seem sad that I’ll be leaving “

“ Well.. I.. “ He couldn’t finish his sentence

“ Seunghyun oppa, I can stay if you want me to. I’ll say to Seungri that I’m not ready yet to live with him. I think he’ll understand that.. I.. I.. “ You stop, tears almost running but you hold it back

SEUNGHYUN POV

“ ... . I think he’ll understand that.. I.. I.. “ She stops and I can see that she’s holding her tears back

“ you  . . . “ She cried... and hug me

I don’t want to be a burden for her. I do want her to stay with me. But I don’t want her to sacrifice her love just to be with me. I don’t want that only because I can’t survive living by my own without her presence, she will suffer. I want her to be happy, and if by living with Seungri will make her happy.. I’m okay with it. It might be hard to get over the pain, but whatever if she smiles

“ It’s ok.. I’m okay living alone. Jiyong can visit me, and for sure I’ll visit you every weekend or two “ I fake a smile, wiping her tears

“ So... you really don’t want me to stay, huh.. “ She said coldly and run away

I couldn’t move... what does she said ? ‘ you really don’t want me to stay ‘ . . .  Why would she said that ?

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