I woke up frm my sleep. I scanned the guy who was sleeping beside me, Siwon.
I stood up from where I was and went to sit infront of the mirror. I took out an
envelope revealing Donghae's picture with his angelic smile. The only smile that
he could flash hiding all his worries. It's been 2 years after he left me.

A silent tear escape from my eyes.

~~Flashback~~

"Hyukjae." leeteuk called.

"neh hyung~"

" Donghae...he's leaving to Paris today.He's at the airport now waiting for his flight. "

Hyukjae widened his eyes. He dashed his way to the airport. He found Donghae was
walking towards the entrance when he didn't waste his time. He ran to Donghae and
hugged him with tears wetting Donghae's shirt. " Don't leave me. Please." he said between
sobs.

"I'm sorry Hyukkie~ Wait for me and i'll be back."

He gave Hyukjae an envelope and also a heartshape necklace and he left leaving
Hyukjae. It was an heartbreaking scene. Hyukjae went home crying. Leeteuk couldn't
bear seeing his younger brother so broken. He decided to help him find someone
who could replace Donghae.

Leeteuk introduce Siwon to Hyukjae. Siwon was a nice and caring gentleman. He got interest
in Hyukjae when they first met.He tried his best to make Hyukjae fall in love with him
but it wasn't a success. Hyukjae love towards Donghae was very stong.

"Siwon, you know how much I love Donghae...but i'll try falling for you." Siwon was glad to hear
that.

Siwon went to places with Hyukjae where Donghae and Hyukjae use to go. Most of the time
Hyukjae would reminise those memories they had together.

'I remember this place where he first confessed to me. This is the place where we shower our love
full of happiness' a voice in Hyukjae's mind reminds him those memories. A silent tear escape from
Hyukjae's eyes.

"Why are you crying?" siwon asked while wiping hyukjae's tears away. Hyukjae somehow knew that
Siwon was a sweet guy. Hyukjae gave a weak smile and shook his head.

~~End Of Flashback~~

I was staring blankly at the window when I felt a pair of arms wrapping my waist. It was Siwon.
"Good Morning." he said giving a peck on my cheeks. Its been a year we've been together.
Siwon confessed to me but I never told him that i've ever loved him.

"Good Morning" I replied.

He kissed my lips. I taste Donghae's mouth.I felt disgusted with myself. He was
about to pull me in when I pushed him lightly.

"I'm sorry Siwon..I-i-i..just can't."

Siwon pull me into his embrace. He understands me. I do believe him.
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3 weeks later...

I just came back from buying groceries when I heard s in the room. I kicked the room door
open and my jaw dropped. I saw Siwon ing in and out with a girl. I ddropped my grocery bag.

"Hyukkie~ Let me explain" Siwon said and he was about to touch me.

"DON'T TOUCH ME !!!! gET OUT OF HERE!!!"

I thought that he was a good guy but I realise that he took advantage
of me...I called Teukie Hyung while crying over the phone.

After that incindent, i was alone in that house. Teukie hyung was dissapointed with Siwon.
I went to the beach alone.

~~Flashback~~

"Hyukkie~~ Come here." Donghae called Hyukjae to sit beside him.

"Yes Hae."

"When I was young my mum always tells me that there are tons of fishes in the water."

"Are you sure Hae...Have you ever counted them?"

"Yes...Among all the fishes...there's only one fish in the world who fell in love with a
cute and  adorable monkey."

"What is that fish called ?"

"That fish is me and the cute adorable monkey is you" donghae said while poking hyukjae's cute nose.

Eunhyuk pouted and donghae giggled towards his cuteness. He hugged hyukjae and kissed his hair.

~~End of Flasback~~

I cried with a smile on my face. How I wish that Hae could be here for me. I went to
teukie hyung house. Teukie Hyung looks so happy.

"Hyuk...Tomorrow is a big day"

"What do you mean hyung?"

"You'll see."

The Next Day......

I woke up when i heard a hard bang on the door.
I open the door and revealed a person whom I don't even want
to see him at all, Siown. He pushed me and i fell on the couch.Soon he
started to attack my neck leaving marks. I cried so hard.
I knew what was going to happen next, I'm going to lose my ity.

And theres no hope that Donghae would want to accept me back.
He'll be disgusted of me .

I shut my eyes tight because I knew what will happen next. I struggled
but I didn't manage to. I was begging for someone to save me and the
person appears on my mind was Hae. But it's impossible for it to happen.
There's no way that he could save me.

Donghae's POV :

I've just landed in Korea. I can't wait to see Hyukkie. I even called Teukie Hyung.
He gave me Hyukkie address. Right now i'm on the way there. I'm taking him
away so that nothing could separate us again.No more mistakes and problems.

I found a special place where we could live happily.

I arrived infront his house. I heard someone screaming and crying for help.
All of a sudden , I don't feel good.

I kicked the door open when I saw Hyukkie crying in fear. And a well-build
man ontop of him. I ran to Hyukkie and kicked the man who was about to
my Hyukkie.

"HYUKKIE!!!" i shout.

End of POV

Hyukjae's POV

He was about to rip my shirt when i heard someone kicked the
door open.

"HYUKKIE!!" a man shouted.

That voice was so clear.
That voice has been missing for two years.

"Hae~ " I whispered..

I saw him kicking Siwon. I rubbed my eyes. It wasn't possible for
me to believe that it was Hae but........

It is Donghae.

Siwon ran out of the house. My legs dragged me to Donghae.
My hands already wrapped around his neck. All the tears that
have been hiding for 2 years poured out. I didn't want to let go of him.

He let go of the hug and wipe my tears away.

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