If You Only Knew I Exist

If You Only Knew I Exist

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I stare at the screen watching you. My eyes are glued to you. Adoring nobody else but you.

You have the most perfect face.

Your pretty eyes glitters when struck with light. Your gaze melts my heart.

Your nose has the most perfect size.

With your lips soft and tender, when you kiss me, I'll put up a fight.

Your hair is so y. I'd play with it until you sleep by my side.

 

Your voice... so warm and soothing. It echoes in my ears. I'd listen to it for a hundred thousand years.

You're the man I adore. The one I've been longing for.

 

You have the nicest body. I want to lay my head on your arms and feel your warmth. We'll cuddle each other on the bed and I'll hear your breathing from above.

I want to hear your heart beating when we hug. The one that beats for me and only me.

 

I'd spend my time with you. The rest of my life with you.

I want to be the special source of your happiness, energy and inspiration.

I will support you in everything. I'll be with you...

I will be the one to make you happy, to make you laugh, the one to comfort you during hard times, the one who'll wipe your tears...

I'll let you feel my warmth.

I want you. All mine.

 

I squeez my stomach for longing you so much.

I held my head in frustration.

I grasped my chest in desperation.

 

 

My heart shakes everytime I watch you.

My heart aches everytime I see you smile and I'm not the reason.

My heart crumples everytime I realize that we're too far away from each other.

My heart dies knowing that you don't even know me.

Why can't I be with you?!

 

If you only knew how much I love you.

If you only knew how much I've longed for you.

If you only knew how much I'm willing to give up everything just to be with you.

If you only knew how loyal I am to you.

If you only knew my feelings...

If you only knew I exist.

Maybe...

Just maybe.

I could have a chance.

And we could be together...

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A/N: Sorry if it's lame. -.-; I tried my best.

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knightwind_marz
#1
Chapter 1: oouucchh...aray ko anchaket...T_T
chabsKHULET
#2
Chapter 1: Read it for the 2nd time. This is heartbreaking. Sapul na sapul eh.
nashimato
#3
Chapter 1: SAPUL EH. /SOBS/ relate relate din... ;u;
exirtasle #4
I can relate to this:)
Thank you for writing this:) It's good.
continue to be inspired:) hehe.. we'll never know, maybe one day Our idols and us will cross paths.:)
4everangel
#5
This one shot is daebak.. Saeng youve touch my heart.. Mssakit isipin pero tama lahat ng sinabi mo...:(( two thumbs up.
ChaeYo #6
First of all, this is definitely NOT lame.
I think every fan has, at one point, felt like that..
the feeling of adoring someone that doesn't even know you exist,
it can be a bit frustrating at times,
especially since you want them to know much how much you're cheering them on!

I don't know, but I think this oneshot really expresses what a lot of fans feel ^^