~♥~

 “Seriously?!”

I rubbed my ears, “Ew! I’m not deaf Minnie! Be quiet, please!!”

“OMG!!” He looked at me in disbelief, “I’m sorry, Hyukkie-ah! I just can’t believe it! Finally that stupid-smelly-good-for-nothing-insensitive-fish is returning your feelings!! Your love is not one-sided anymore!!”

Your love is not one-sided anymore?

I pouted unconsciously. The way Sungmin describes Donghae is really true. He doesn’t have any feelings. Two days passed after I confessed my feelings, but there’s no difference. It’s like he’s not my boyfriend.

He is still with his friends and I’m always with Sungmin.

“What’s wrong, Hyukkie? Any problems?”

“I don’t know if I can call this problem Minnie-ah, oh! Anyways, Kyuhyun… He is Donghae’s bestfriend, isn’t he?”

“Yes! What’s wrong with him?”

“Can you ask him…. How’s Donghae in class these past few days?”

Sungmin shrugged his shoulder, “I don’t know, but Kyunnie always tells me that Donghae is cheerful and childish in their class. Why do you ask? Don’t you already know that, Hyukkie-ah?”

“Well yes… but—“

“Hi! Are we disturbing you guys?” a deep voice stopped what I was about to say..

Sungmin and I looked behind and we saw Kyuhyun and Donghae standing behind us. Sungmin smiled widely and hugged Kyuhyun instantly. He pulled Kyuhyun to sit beside him and they did the lovey-dovey act. While Donghae… He was just standing there playing his phone, AGAIN.

Doesn’t he want to sit beside me?

“Hey buddy! Do you want to stand there for the whole lunch period?”

He looked up and sat beside me silently. I hung my head down while biting my lower lip trying to ease the pain in my chest and the pain at my lips.

So

If Kyuhyun didn’t ask him, he won’t sit beside me?

“I want to buy food. Minnie honey, you want to come?”

Sungmin smiled widely and without answering Kyuhyun’s question, he sneaked his arm around Kyuhyun’s, leaving me alone with Donghae. I wanted to look at him but instead I kept looking at the strawberry-milk in my hand.

“You sick?”

 I shook my head vigorously, “N—No, I’m fine.”

“Oh.”

Only that?

I felt like I’m not sitting beside my boyfriend at all. Aish! If I only knew this is what I’m going to feel being his boyfriend, I wouldn’t have told him about my feelings! But… this is all I want, isn’t it? Being Donghae’s boyfriend is all I wish?

“I’m going to buy some food.”

And…. He left.

Hello~ could you at least ask me if I’ve eaten or not?! Or could you at least ask me if I want something or not?! That’s a boyfriend’s job!!

Aish

Does he hate me? If he doesn’t like me, why did he accept me? I felt a little pang at my heart. No! If Donghae doesn’t really love me, all I have to do is make him fall in love with me!

But… How?

Aish! I don’t know anything about this relationship-thingy! I don’t even know how I managed to confess to him. Calm down, Hyukjae. Donghae is your boyfriend now. You must be brave!

“Where’s Donghae?”

I snapped from my day-dreaming after I heard Sungmin’s voice, “Buying food.”

“Huh?”

Not long after that, Kyuhyun came, bringing lots of food and gave half of it to Sungmin. So, he brought Sungmin’s food? ! Even Donghae didn’t ask me whether I have eaten or not!

“Where’s Donghae?,” Kyuhyun asked the same question to me.

“He’s buying food.”

I was prepared to