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Busker Busker - First Love

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Chanyeol’s POV

"You said what?!"

I covered my ears to avoid the raging wrath that was coming from Jongin.

After that incident at the rooftop, I quickly called Jongin and Sehun to meet up at our usual hang-out-slash-hiding-place and told them everything: how I mistook Baekhee sunbae as my secret admirer, how Baekhyun finally admitted it was him and how... how coldly I responded to his confession.

I knew I was being mean to him for doing that but it just suddenly happened. I never expected my admirer to be a guy and I never expected him to see me like that. We were not close but we were comfortable with each other, smiling when we pass by each other, talking whenever we feel like it, even to the point of hugging in a manly way when we finished the performance during the school festival. So I would never really have thought that he felt that way.

"Chanyeol-ah. You are such a stupid, cold jerk, you know?!" Jongin continued to nag, standing in front of me.

"Jongin-ah. Calm down, calm down. Let's give him a chance to explain." Sehun said, trying to put Jongin back in his seat.

"Thank you." I sighed. "Well... It just happened, okay? I blurted out the wrong words but whatever happened, my answer would have still been the same. I feel bad for him, I really do but... but there's just no way I would like him in that way."

"You know? If you didn't know your admirer was a boy, you would still be talking about how sweet he was." Sehun pointed out.

"I know, I know. But... there's really no way for me to like him. I'm not gay." I defended.

"It doesn't matter if your admirer was a girl or not, what matters was that you liked him! You've been talking about your admirer ever since he left you that lollipop." Jongin was back to nagging mode.

"I don't know... Will you guys let me think about it first? It was all too sudden for me... I can't think straight right now." I rested my head on my hands.

"Suit yourself. We'll go ahead of you, then. Call us if you it’s still bothering you." Sehun patted my back before dragging Jongin home.

When I got home, I quickly put my things down beside my bed and rested on the bed, not bothering to change my clothes. My thoughts were filled with Baekhyun. I thought of how I was going to react once I see him again. The school is not that big and obviously we’ll be running into each other often. I thought of how sad he must be right now. I felt guilty for saying it to him like that and for not even giving him time to confess properly. Baekhyun is a nice guy. He helped me become comfortable with his band and he encouraged me when I made mistakes during practice. Come to think of it, he is pretty cool. His voice has got to be the most powerful voice I’ve ever heard on stage. He could mesmerize anyone with his beautiful voice and I could say that I was a bit fascinated as well. His looks… He didn’t look bad, he was actually quite handsome. His eyeliner makes his eyes look fierce but when he’s not wearing any eyeliner, one would see how innocent-looking they were. His eyes could pull you into his spell. And his…

“Chanyeol-ah! What are you thinking?! You don’t like this guy!” I said to myself.

I stopped thinking about Baekhyun and tried to sleep. But everytime I closed my eyes, the painful expression in his face troubled me. How could I have hurt a guy like him?

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It has been a week and ever since then, the memory of Baekhyun’s hurt eyes haunted me every night. Fortunately, we haven’t seen each other yet so I still had time to think of what to say to him once I see him.

I was at my locker to get my books when I saw those pair of eyes that followed me through my sleep. He was standing a few lockers away from me and talking to his band mate Jongdae, oblivious of my presence. My mind went black the moment I saw him and slowly, I made my way to him. He froze when he saw me walking over me and Jongdae turned his head to look at who Baekhyun was staring at.

“Oh, Chanyeol-ah! It’s been a long time since I saw you. How are you?” Jongdae smiled happily. He must not have known what happened between Baekhyun and I.

“Hey, Jongdae. I miss playing with your band.” I smiled my usual goofy smile and turned to Baekhyun. “Hey.”

“Jongdae, we’re going to be late for classes. Let’s go.” Baekhyun pulled at Jongdae’s sleeve.

“Okay, okay. See you around, Chanyeol. I’ll tell you if we need a sub again.” Jongdae waved as he was being dragged away by Baekhyun.

I frowned at the cold treatment Baekhyun gave me. I was not used to him avoiding me. He was usually a bubbly person, one who would make you laugh when you’re sad, one who would make you smile when you’re down, one who would make you comfortable when you feel awkward. But now, he was the one making me sad, down and awkward. I sighed and was about to turn back when an idea popped in my mind.

I hurriedly walked back to my locker to get a piece of paper and wrote “I’m sorry” and immediately went to Baekhyun’s locker to slip it inside.

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It was the end of classes and excitedly walked to my locker. Again, Baekhyun was in front of his own locker to put his books back. I hid behind the lockers to see if his reaction and I regretted it. My heart broke into pieces as I saw how brutally he crumpled the note and threw it to the nearest trash bin. I felt tears on the verge of falling but I endured it. It was my fault for him to act that way. I deserved it. But still in the extreme corner of my heart, I wished he would have smiled.

When I got home, I was too depressed to eat so I didn’t bother going out of my room. I stared blankly at the ceiling, my mind filled with Baekhyun once again. His angelic smile, his dazzling eyes, his enthralling voice, his… his everything. And that was when something clicked in my head, like a puzzle has finally been completed.

“I love Baekhyun.” I whispered to myself.

“I do love Baekhyun!” Now, I stood up and shouted to myself. The feeling of love gushed through my veins, making me agitated.

I quickly sent a message to Jongin and Sehun for a meeting. I needed Baekhyun but before that, I needed a plan.

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“So, you finally got your head to work, huh?” Jongin taunted, an evil smile forming in his face.

“Yeah, yeah. I know what you’re going to say. I was stupid, I was an . Whatever. I admit it.” I said.

Sehun chuckled and opened his notebook. “So… what’s the plan?”

“There’s no plan… yet. That’s why I called you two here.” I smiled bashfully.

“Hmm… If you’re going to plan, it has to be really good. Confessing to someone after rejecting them like that isn’t really an easy mission.” Sehun noted.

“I know. That’s why I called you, right? Three heads is better than one.”

“Do you have at least something in your mind? Like what confession you think would win his heart back?” Jongin asked seriously.

“Well, yeah. I did think of something…” I answered hesitantly.

“Spill it out then. We don’t have all day.” Jongin was getting impatient… as usual.

“I was thinking of singing for him… with his band.”

“That’s it?” Jongin deadpanned.

“Well, I’m sorry for suggesting such a stupid idea, then.” I glared at him.

“I actually think it’s a good idea. Just be more creative with it.” Sehun smiled reassuringly.

“What?! That’s a good idea? You should make a very big banner saying you’re sorry and hang it outside school for everyone to see.” Jongin protested.

“Actually, that is a bad idea. Too embarrassing. You’re a great adviser, Jongin. But seriously not the best when it comes to ideas.” Sehun chuckled and I followed him, making Jongin blush a bit.

“Fine. So what are you going to do with that idea of yours?” Jongin finally gave in for the first time.

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Today was the day we planned to execute the surprise. I had already told Baekhyun’s band mates about it and they were very eager to help, though they were a bit shocked to find out about us. The band, as planned, told Baekhyun they wanted to do an encore of the school festival’s performance and fortunately, he agreed. They informed Baekhyun the date and time of the performance and that the band did not need to practice until a day before the performance. While Baekhyun thought everyone was practicing on their own, they were all actually at my house to practice. For the whole week, we practiced until late night to make sure it was perfect.

And now, it was a Saturday and the students have gathered at school for our performance. It was 3:00 PM, the time Baekhyun was to arrive. The stage was already set and we were all ready for his arrival. Once we saw Sehun running fast towards us, we knew it was time.

I breathed deeply and waited for Baekhyun to come into view. Once he was in my range of vision, the band started to play and I held the mic tightly.

When I first saw you, it was very different

Baekhyun froze and I smiled triumphantly.

I want to talk to you
Every time you smile, I find this out
Now every time I see you, my heart gets so big
Now all my time will be spent always laughing with you,
Longing for this night, wanting more out of a day
As I wait for you

Sehun ran towards Baekhyun and pulled him out of his trance. He continued to stare at me with his mouth agape and he was stumbling as he was being dragged to the front.

What do I do? I’m still so bad at this
But my feelings have leaked and my heart grew bigger
And it keeps leaking

I went down the stage to grab the box I prepared from Jongin before meeting him halfway. As I came closer, Baekhyun’s eyes widen. The expression in his eyes was a perfect combination of surprise and confusion. To make things easier for him to understand, I handed the box to him and he slowly opened it. He could not hold a gasp when he saw what was inside.

When you’re not here, it’s painful
I want to tell you how I feel

All the notes he gave me from day one was inside the box. He read each one of the notes and smiled a little.

When I close my eyes, I picture you again
Now each time I breathe, you become so big
Now all my love will be spent always laughing with you,
Longing for this night, wanting more out of a day
As I wait for you

All the gift wrappers and candy wrappers that I collected from him was inside the box. He looked at me in confusion, maybe wondering why I kept them when they were already trash. I just smiled in response as I continued to sing.

What do I do? I’m still so bad at this
But my feelings have leaked and my heart grew bigger
And it keeps leaking

Lastly, the note that I slipped into his locker was there. It was crumpled just the way Baekhyun crumpled it and Baekhyun knew it was the original note I gave.

“W-Why do you have this?” Baekhyun asked, his voice cracking.

I didn’t reply and just cupped his face as the lyrics of the song flowed through my mouth.

Beautiful you, I tried to hold it in but
The night is getting dark and loneliness is coming

Tears suddenly gushed out of his eyes. Baekhyun opened his mouth to speak but now words came out. Instead, he reached for the back of my neck and pulled me closer. I accidentally dropped the mic from shock as his lips covered mine. Cheering and teasing filled the place as we kissed but we didn’t mind because that moment was precious. That was the moment we finally returned the feelings we have for each other.

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We were now at my house and my two best friends and the band were all at the living room goofing around and chatting while I was with Baekhyun in the kitchen. Baekhyun offered to cook for everyone for the hard work they have done.

“Chanyeol-ah.” He called as he chopped the onion.

“Hmm?” I stood up to be by his side.

“What changed your mind?” He asked, not looking up from his work.

“Nothing.” I simply said and leaned my face close to his.

“What do you mean nothing?” He turned his head only to have it back on the chopping board. I sensed his cheeks turn beet red.

“Nothing changed my mind. I’ve already loved you before you confessed to me.” I whispered to his ear, making him shiver.

“Stop that. You’re too close.” He pushed me lightly.

“What?” I chuckled.

I removed the knife from Baekhyun’s hand and turned him to face me.

“I’m sorry for rejecting you before. I was just too surprised to know that my secret admirer was a guy. I was not gay after all.” I said seriously.

“B-But… if you’re not gay, then w---” I cut off his words with my own.

“I was not gay before but now… I’m still a guy, and I still like girls.” His mouth turned into a frown once again.

“But… I like you more than any girl in the world.” I smiled my signature goofy smile.

His tears started flowing again and he wiped them away before he giggled.

“Please take that stupid smile off your face. It’s too creepy.” He teased.

“I know you love this stupid smile of mine.” I gave him the creepiest smile that he could ever imagine.

“I love you.” He said before pinching my cheeks… hard.

“Ouch… that hu---”

I could not finish my sentence as he suddenly pulled me for another kiss. I smiled before returning the kiss and pulling him closer. The kiss would have gotten deeper if it wasn’t for our friends suddenly disturbing our privacy.

“I guess, he should just call for a delivery.” Jongin said loudly, making the rest laugh.

“Shut up, derp.” I hissed.

“Whatever.” He said before ushering the others back to the living room.

I looked back at Baekhyun and my heart suddenly skipped a beat. In front of me was the Baekhyun I’ve been waiting to see for days. Baekhyun’s innocent-looking eyes were staring back at me and a breath-taking smile was plastered on his face.

“Baekhyun-ah.”

“Hmm?”

“I love you, my secret admirer.”

A/N: The second part is finally done! :D
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