I remember when you walked through that door
Sat down in that chair
The times that we shared
But you’ve been here

Seated in the white wooden chair near the glass wall, a man named Cho Kyuhyun was sipping his daily dose of latte when the little café door opened and revealed a beautiful short guy, Cho Kyuhyun finally fell in love. The short man was seated right beside his table and being the straightforward one, Kyuhyun asked if they can be friends. They became friends; occasionally they became best friends and in no time became lovers. But fate doesn’t seem to be in their favor because as time passes The happy times, The smiles, The love, Their love is only a fragment of memory right now. Lee Sungmin and Cho Kyuhyun it’s only a memory once loved now forgotten.

Only the white chair that you sat in
Has your scent on it
You left leaving only a heartless silence
Waiting for you, this little café

Since the day Lee Sungmin disappeared, Kyuhyun always visited the café. Same time, Same table, Same objective, Same hope but still Same outcome, Lee Sungmin never came. Only the white chair that he once sat on became Kyuhyun’s memory of him, The man who he once love, The man Lee Sungmin is now a memory. A beautiful yet painful memory.

Oh please don’t leave me alone
What have you made me do?
In a night when everyone is asleep
Why am I left alone?

“Please don’t leave me alone” The last words that he utter before Sungmin was gone. That night, for the very first time he was alone. His heart that was once strong because of a certain person is now weak,empty and aching because of that same certain person that used to serve as his strength became the person that became the source of his sadness and heartbreak.

You don’t need me anymore
Please don’t say that
Do you mean that you hate me now?

“I don’t need you Kyuhyun,I’m sorry” With that statement Kyuhyun and Sungmin’s love was ended. With no particular reason at all,Or at least Kyuhyun tought. The day before their breakup Sungmin was diagnosed with an incurable disease. Surprised, The image of Kyuhyun and their memories together crossed his mind. What will happen to us? What should I do? Should I say it to him? No! I’ll just be a burden Sungmin tought to himself. With hours of thinking, He came up with the most painful decision. Break Up. Kyuhyun tought all this time that Sungmin hated him, but hell no, Sungmin wanted the best for him, Sungmin wanted to protect him,Protect Them.

Etched on that old table are our names
But now let it be buried in memories and the past

“KyuMin” A nickname they made for each other, The name that was etched in one of the tables, The main reason for Kyuhyun to always come back is to complete the lonely “Kyu” and find its only “Min”. Kyumin what a beautiful name, a beautiful name for two lovers fated to be separated by some crazy circumstances. KyuMin a reminder of their love, a memory of the past.

Oh my God, Even if it bury it away
It’s just comes back to me again, Facing my fear
My wandering heart is frightened
Alone and lonely, lying in a lightless room
Thinking of you, remembering you, this pathetic painter
My only masterpiece is our love tragedy
My heart is an art gallery filled with you
Without you, Seoul is but a desolate desert

Kyuhyun stopped. He stopped visiting the café hoping his bunny will be there. Knowing that he’s dead, Knowing that he only left a letter for him, Knowing that his lovely rabbit is now gone, forever gone, He locked himself in his dimly lit room, reminiscing all of their memories on that little café. Reminiscing their memories as “KyuMin”. The memories played in sequence just like a movie that has it’s beginning and end but sadly their movie doesn’t have a happy ending. A sad movie that’s what it is like , A movie that brought him to tears, A movie that made him hurt even more, But still that movie is his masterpiece because it is the witness of their love and it is Their story . He was hurt but he did not hate Sungmin. He was alone in that room, but he feels safe knowing that his bunny is watching him from above.

Kyuhyunie,

      As you read this letter maybe I’m already in heaven. Sorry for not telling the truth, Sorry for being a coward. Kyubaby you know what, during those times that I was alone I always think of you, I wonder if you hate me, If you’re waiting for me or do you still love me? GameKyu are you still playing Starcraft? I wish I can play with you and watch you jump in victory whenever you win. Kyu ah please just cry a little okay? Don’t make yourself miserable because I’m not with you anymore. Stay strong. If I see you suffering because of me I’ll be hurt so please take care of yourself. You have a beautiful future ahead of you so don’t make my death a reason for not reaching your dreams okay?. You will be a singer don’t worry I’ll help you along the way. I will forever be at your side kyu. I just have one wish, when you release an album can you give me a copy so that I can always listen to your beautiful singing voice. Kyuhyun, whenever you’re lonely or you’re missing me always remember o call my name I’ll be by your side right away so don’t be frightened whenever you feel something is embracing you coz that will just be me okay?! Don’t cy my Kyu, live long, fulfill your dreams, always remember me, don’t you dare forget me or I’ll haunt you hahahaha. Kyuhyun I love you! I really do as much as I want to say this to you I person I can’t. I love from the bottom of my heart! I love my GameKyu, my EvilKyu, my KyuBaby, My Love. I love you, Goodbye

PS: You can love any girl or guy, I won’t be mad I swear! Just don’t forget me and always leave a space for me in your heart. Love you babe!

                                                                                      Your Angel from above, with lots of love,

                                                                                                                            Lee Sungmin

(Whenever you feel lonely) Only the white chair that you sat in
(I miss you) Has your scent on it
(The coffee I made for you) You left leaving only a heartless silence
And the rain falls down
on the white house that belongs to only you, baby

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Yeah, so how was it? Sorry if it :| comments are highly appreciated :)