___’s POV

Does he possibly…like me?I put my hand on top of my heart to feel the beating increase.

___: “W-why did you ask?”

Maybe he does like me!! …or not…I DON’T KNOW!!

Jinyoung: “D-don’t misunderstand! It’s not me who wanted to know…” he whispered the last part

___: “Huh? Then…who?” I felt really disappointed…

Jinyoung: “…It was Sandeul who told me to ask you…he…wants to ask you out” he answered with his head hung low “so…do you have one?”

___: “…oh…Sandeul oppa…no…I don’t have a boyfriend…” my heart was sinking, I can feel it.

Jinyoung: “o…I see…___-ah I-…” he turned his head to look at me “W-ait…why are you…crying?” he widen his eyes

Crying?...I’m crying?...

My vibrating hands reached my cheek, and I could feel some liquid dripping down…

___: “…I’m…not crying…I’m…I’m just tired…” I lied. It hurts badly knowing he was helping Sandeul oppa to … ‘get to me’…You’re the one I love pabo Jinyoung…

“I…Jinyoung-ah…I’m almost home…I…bye…” I said and ran from him

Jinyoung: “Wait!!” I heard him scream, but right now…I can’t face him

I’m an idiot!! What was I expecting? For him to confess to me? I am pathetic!!

I kept running until I reached my apartment. I inhale and exhale in quick speed, if not; I might faint from lack of air.

The elevator door opened, I walked in with my head hung low. My make up was probably all ruined by now, since the tears literally washed my face.

I pressed the button to my floor and pressed my back against the wall.

But before the door can close, some delivery guy blocked it and walked in

Delivery guy: “Sorry madam, but there are a few more boxes I need to bring in, it might take a few minutes.” He bowed

___: “ok…” I nodded and waited for him to bring all his boxes in

As I was waiting, I couldn’t help but kept thinking…

If I didn’t see you today, this feeling for you would have kept deep inside my heart forever, and maybe I could have live the rest of my life without all these bitterness.

The tears I held in…I gave them their release…

Why does my heart hurt so much? I should be ‘numb’ towards my feelings for him…it’s already been 2 years…I should stop whining like a little baby and get over this!!!

Delivery guy: “thank you for waiting madam.” He walked in with the rest of his boxes and pressed his floor

I sighed and waited for the elevator to move. I really need my bed right now.

But another hand just had to block the door again!!

AISH!! WHY IS GOING HOME SO DIFFICULT TODAY??

VV.

A/N: I'm sorry for not updating...but I'm really busy this week :'(

I did not re-read this or correct any grammar...so there will be a lot of mistakes >.<

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