What am I to you? (part 1)

You Deserve a Better Life

Hwayoung is in a pub that usually she goes there when she felt unhappy or depressed, today is the fourth day from the day of the street performance end that she saw her and him
She holding a cocktail in her hand and swing the glass slowly, the scene about IU and wooyoung still can’t erase from her mind until now…

Wae…. Wae? Why can’t she look at me once? Why can’t she realize that I’m always being there if she felt lonely? Wae!!!!!!   

Hwayoung pour the drink into with one shot, her mind can’t think properly, she tries to stand up and walk to the washroom and suddenly she bump to someone

‘Ouch!’ 

*****

Hyomin pack her stuff in and ready to going back home, on the way to home, she pass by a pub, she remember Hwayoung had told her before

Unnie, if you have something bothering you or feeling depressed, just go here, ‘Time Up’ Pub, the atmosphere there is pretty good! Its will help you…

Should I go in? But Eunjung doesn’t like alcohol….. Aish! Park Hyomin! Why did you think about her in this time, in fact she is now enjoying her day with another girl! 

Hyomin then go in to the pub after take her time to think, she found out that the pub is clean and nice, the simple decoration made her feel so comfortable compare to other pub that she went before then she bump to someone who just got up from her place when her eyes is still focusing with the surrounding

‘Ouch!’  

‘Unnie?’ Hwayoung is about to yelled at the person who bump into her but she stops when she realize the person in front of her is Hyomin

‘Hwayoung?’ Hyomin is about to apologize but she stunned a bit when she heard Hwayoung voice

‘Why are you here? I thought you are working in this time?’ Hwayoung ask her but her footsteps seems not so stable

‘Are you okay? You are drunk? Aish… this girl…’ Hyomin help her to stand properly and help her move to the bar counter

‘let me call Hyoyoung to take you back’ Hyomin take his phone and about to call Hyoyoung but suddenly Hwayoung grab her phone and throw it to the floor

‘YA! What are you doing? Don’t drink again!’ Hyomin hold her hand is about to drink the whiskey but she failed with the strong Hwayoung

‘unnie, you work at Qri unnie bridal salon, do you ever meet your true love before? You look at the couple all the day long, watching them smile because of their love, do you want the day come to you once?’ Hwayoung said as she lay on the bar counter

‘come on, let me take you back k?’ Hyomin try to pull Hwayoung up bit again she failed, she was pulled back by Hwayoung instead of she pull her

‘UNNIE! ANSWER ME!!’ Hwayoung shout at her till the people around them turn to look at them, Hyomin make a sign of sorry to them and sighed when she look at Hwayoung

‘you want to drink rite? I accompany you! Bartender! We’d like a pitcher of Pale Ale (a beer with light brown color)’

‘I tell you something….. I never believe in true love before, there is no such word in my dictionary… except her, I can’t accept anyone….’ Hyomin drink her beer one shot

‘Chinja?’ Hwayoung keep pouring herself the beer inside the bottle

‘how bout you? Still thinking about IU… everybody know, she is unavailable…. Just forget about her, youngie~’

‘Don’t just say about me… you too, can I you forget about Eunjung unnie?’

‘……’

‘tsk…. Lets cheers for this two broken heart girl!’ Hwayoung take her glass high and Hyomin did the same

‘can I ask you… why do you love IU much?’

‘I tell you a secret, I met her before in my childhood season, on that time…. I think I’m 4 years old, I was separated with my parents and unnie in a shopping mall, I was scared and felt helpless on that time, I kept shout out loud to find my parents and unnie but there was still no respond, I sat at a bench and on that time, a little girl ran towards me, she handed me a handkerchief and told not be scared at the same time, she took me to his father and his father guided me to the receptionist and final I found my parents…. The most important was I never forget the nametag she wear it on her school uniform ‘Lee JiEun’…’

‘waaaa….. no wonder…. seems like she already forget about you and why not you try to refresh her memory to that day’ this is the first time she have a long talk with Hwayoung, they always end up with quarrelling because Hwayoung like to flirting with Eunjung at past, she is not expected that Hwayoung have another side in it

‘I really understand that there s nothing will happen between us, you know…. I can’t say that she is mine since many years ago, if we are already fated then if we meet up in the future, we still can be together…. If not, then I will not forcing her to, I just can’t accept that why there is no fate between us….’ As Hwayoung said, she slowly lay at the table and passed out

Hyomin listen to her words carefully…. She absorb what she is trying to say, then she look at Hwayoung carefully

I don’t know that you can be the one who really open up my mind… you are right, if there is a fate between you and she, they will be no longer to separate with each other in the future, at least me and Eunjung have a precious memory at past but you….. I always thought that you such a playgirl that like to flirt around but actually, you are the one who deserve a true love…

Hyomin caresses her cheek, then she pull herself to her, kissing her forehead then to her nose and last, she is a little bit hesitate but she kiss her lip at last…. As she kiss, Hwayoung pull her to deepen their kiss and slowly their kiss become passionate and long

*****

FLASHBACK

‘Unnie, how was your birthday?’ Suzy ask her unnie while they are eating their breakfast

‘Great…’ Eunjung can’t tell her that she actually very love the day she had yesterday

‘What do you think about Jiyeon?’ Suzy’s word makes Eunjung chock with her food

‘Why….why are you suddenly asking me this?’

‘tskk…… I know Jiyeon is fallen to someone but I’m not sure who is it, but I think unnie, you have chance to win her heart!’

‘Ya! Bae Suji! I…. I just…just….’ Eunjung doesn’t know how to continue her word

‘Don’t lie to me, my baby unnie… I know what are you thinking, seems like you and Hyomin was the past, why don’t you find a new one for your future, I really don’t care that Jiyeon will be my sister in law… as well as is her, I will be happier than you thought..’ Suzy can see that Eunjung’s face is getting red

‘Get her before she run away from you…’ Suzy said as she takes her bowl to the kitchen

END OF FLASHBACK

‘unnie, what are you thinking? And why are we here?’ Jiyeon walking behind Eunjung, she try to not disturb her as she guiding all the way to here but she is died to her curiosity

‘Let me tell you a story…’ as she said she hold her hand, Jiyeon look at her with her widen eyes, she can felt that her heartbeat is faster than usual

‘I think this should be more easier for me to tell you’ Eunjung explained as Jiyeon can feel the embarrasses

‘this beach that I had took you yesterday and today is the most favorite place I had since I live here about 17 years, the place that I usually throw my depress feeling, the place that I found my first love, the place that I usually like to date with her, the place that I broke up with her… here have the most of my memories ……’ As Eunjung said to half, she can felt that Jiyeon’s hand is getting looser from her and she seems gloomy than before

‘What’s wrong? Are you sick or do you felt anything?’ Eunjung look at her worriedly

‘no…nothing, continue with your words…’ Jiyeon smile weakly, she try to hide her jealousy when she thought that Eunjung is gonna to tell her love story between her and Hyomin

‘you are getting boring with my story? Anyway, I will cut short it as well’

‘unnie, aniya…’

‘its ok, I will no longer come here anymore…’

‘why?’

‘because the sadness I’d get from here is too much, I wanna get a new life for myself and also a new partner for my future…..’ Eunjung’s look at her eyes and ready to confess but again someone interrupt them

‘HELP!!! HELP!!!’

Haish! What did always have someone interrupt us…. Can God give me some time, juz a little….

‘Unnie… did you hear it? Someone is screaming for help…’

‘of course I heard it…..’ Eunjung sounds frustration as Jiyeon is searching where the sounds come from

‘unnie, I think the ahjuma need our help’ Jiyeon point at an old lady who laying at the floor and screaming for help, they can saw two man are running away with the ahjuma’s bag

Jiyeon and Eunjung run toward to the ahjuma

‘Are you okay, ahjuma?’

‘Help me, they rob my bag~’ Ahjuma don’t care about her wound on her leg but keep begging them to chase the robbery

Jiyeon and Eunjung separate their way to chase, they had chase them about 20 minutes and at the end they chase them to a blind alley

‘…..huh….. you guys running… fast… huh’ Eunjung is panting and also Jiyeon and the two guys
When Eunjung and Jiyeon are gasping their breath, the two guys take their chance to escape away from them but its too late, Eunjung could grab his collar and push him against the wall, while Jiyeon give another guys a flying kick which make him fall on the floor

‘Give me back the bag!’ Eunjung yelled at them

But they are stubborn to listen her, they try another chance to escape and again Eunjung block their way, she hit one of them stomach with her knee and punch the another guy, as they fell on the floor, they let go their hand which is grabbing the bag, Jiyeon take the chance to take the bag back but she doesn’t notice that one of the guy is pulling a knife behind her and about to hurt her with the knife

‘careful!’ Eunjung push her away and use her arm to block the knife, as they saw the blood bleeding from her hand, the robbery run away fast and left them behind

‘unnie, are you okay? You are bleeding!!’ Jiyeon watch at her worriedly, she take out her handkerchief and warp the wound on her hand, as their face just a few inch away, Eunjung can felt her breath, she take the chance to observe her carefully while Jiyeon is concentrating wrapping her hand

Her big dark eyes are beautiful, like the windows of the soul, she has slim nose, might be cute and playful, and her lip……… is so addictive to me, I just wanna to bit it up and make it mine…

As Eunjung thinking, she lean closer to Jiyeon, make her closer to her, when she is about to kiss her......

‘okay!’ Jiyeon look up to her and their eyes locked up, she never look at her in this distance before, its so close…. They are about to kiss in a few inch away

‘thank…..you……’ Eunjung move away fast when she realize Jiyeon is looking at her, she bit her lips nervously and stand up

‘lets go to the ahjuma, she is waiting us…’

Jiyeon follow her back, she felt a little disappointed with her action, she thought that she will kiss her but she pull away from her

is it for me to think too much...

‘Ahjuma! This is your bag rite?’ Jiyeon handed the old lady her bag

‘oh… thank you my young ladies, you such a kind and brave ladies… omo… you are injured, I’m so sorry about that…’ the old lady felt guilty to Eunjung when she saw the wound on her hand

‘its okay ahjuma, we are glad that we succeed to help you take back your bag, this wound is worth to be get’ Eunjung trying to make the old lady relieved with her wound

‘you are so kind my young lady, both of you are looking good to be together, you are so lucky to have a good protector girlfriend, I hope that both of you can be together forever, such a match couple that I had ever seen~’ the old lady look at Eunjung first then she take Jiyeon’s hand and handed to Eunjung, her action made them felt embarrassed

‘ahjuma….. we….’ Eunjung try to explain, she haven’t confess to Jiyeon yet… so she can’t said that Jiyeon is her girlfriend yet, looking at her, Jiyeon felt gloomy again, she thought that Eunjung doesn’t like her to be her girlfriend

‘no need to explain my young ladies, I have to go, thanks for your help, if have a chance let me treat you once.. annyeong and have a good date!’ As the old lady disappear in their sight, they still can feel the embarrassment between them and Jiyeon slowly to pull out her hand from Eunjung’s

Eunjung can felt Jiyeon’s hand is pulling off from her, she felt a little bit upset but when she able to pull off her hand completely, Eunjung grab her hand tightly

‘Are you hungry? Lets find some place to eat?’ Eunjung hold her hand and walk to the nearest restaurant

Jiyeon follow her behind with clueless, she doesn’t understand what she is thinking now, is she take her as a best friend or a sister or…. Girlfriend?

Ham Eunjung! What is in your mind? What am I to you?

Jiyeon is playing with her food in her plate that she ordered just now, she had remain silence since the accident until now

‘Jiyeon a~ are you okay? Why are you so quite? Anything wrong with you?’ Eunjung hold her hand on the table, she is worried about her

‘nothing…. I …. Just feel tired…..’ As Jiyeon lied, she pull away her hands from Eunjung’s
Eunjung notice something happen on her, she is now try to avoid some body contact with her, she wonder anything wrong with her, is it that she doesn’t like to be close with her

‘tell me if anything wrong okay? Don’t forget, I’m your unnie…’ Eunjung doesn’t want to mention ‘unnie’ as well, but she thought that Jiyeon will be like to hear it

Unnie? Just unnie, nothing else? Can’t you look me as your girlfriend?  

Jiyeon look down to her food, she has no appetite to eat right now, she just give Eunjung a weak smile and avoid her eye contact again

‘lets finish our food, then I send you back home..’ Eunjung sighed, she wondering she need to give up with her confession to her or not

*****

‘Hwa! Hwa!’

Hwayoung wake up from her bed while blinking her eyes when she heard someone call her, she is about to get up but something had block her way, then she felt that her body getting cold when she release the blanket on top of her a little, her eyes widen when she saw a girl’s arm is on her stomach and she is ! She turn over and look at the person who sleep soundly beside her, she gulp at once, she stunned at there and don’t know what to do until she heard someone calling her again

‘Hwa! Are you inside the room? Why did you lock the door?’ Its Hyoyoung’s voice come from her outside room, she is glad that she able to lock the door although she can’t remember a thing since she was in the bar, she towards he door and speak to her unnie

‘unnie, I’m tired, I still wanna sleep’ she raise up her voice a little to make sure that Hyoyoung can hear it and the person beside her will not awake

‘but why did you lock the door? Since when did you have this habit? Anyway, I’m going out now, settle your dinner by yourself afterwards, appa and omma will be arrive late in the night’ Hyoyoung told her dongsaeng through the door

‘you are just came back and now you are going out again?’ Hwayoung felt relieved that Hyoyoung is going out soon but she still curious about her unnie tracing

‘don’t bother me… better take care yourself  good, I’m going now’ As hyoyoung said, hwayoung can’t listen a word from outside

She takes her cloths that it’s all over the floor, she put her cloths on and sit on her bed beside the person who still sleeping, she stare at the beauty face while thinking deeply in her mind

How could she still can sleep while Hyoyoung calling me like hell, is it she tired enough…. Aish! Why can’t I remember a thing between you and me

The girl yawning before open her eyes, she turn over her body and get ready to get up, her eyes widen when she saw Hwayoung sitting beside her

‘OMG! Hwayoung! Why are you here?’ Hyomin raise her voice to a limit, Hwayoung glad that there is no one in her house right now

‘Unnie, this is my house and you are sleeping on my bed!’

The girl now realize that she is not in her room then she felt something wrong with her body and found out she is

‘YA! What’s going on now? And…. And why am i….. ?’

‘good question, I also want to know why.. Hyomin unnie~’ Hwayoung said as she handed the girl, Hyomin her cloths that place on the floor, Hyomin quickly put it on

‘Did you remember anything happen just now?’ hyomin approaching Hwayoung who is now in the kitchen

‘just like you, I’ve no idea~’ Hwayoung handed her a glass of water

‘where is hyoyoung? Is she in the house rite now?’ Hyomin scanning her house finding if someone is in the house

‘no one is here except us, Hyo nearly caught us but luckily the door of my room was locked’

‘really? We still can lock the door in that type of situation… such a pro…..’ Hyomin sip a mouth of water before talk

‘so what are we now?’ Hwayoung take sit beside hyomin, she can think well, actually her expression towards her unnie is a cute and pretty girl, although she get used to quarrel and fight with her on some silly thing actually she just want to get her attention to herself only without her noticing, if one day Hyomin is gone so how did she live without her, she can’t imagine that

‘what do you want us to be?’ Hyomin ask her back, she look at her, observe her face again and something flash into her mind…

The scene that she cares her face and slowly she kiss her forehead, nose and last her lips…. The scene suddenly pop out in her mind and turning her face into red, until now she still can felt the hot passionate kiss that they had in the pub before, she bit her lips ignoring what hwayoung said

‘Unnie? Unnie!’ Hwayoung shake her shoulder to make her back to reality

‘what….. what are you talking about?’ Hyomin again look at her, her mind going crazy and again she ignore what Hwayoung said, she move closer to her and slowly lean towards her

‘un…nie…. what….. are you.....’ Hwayoung’s heartbeat beating fast as watching her unnie leaning closer to her before she can continue her words, Hyomin press her lips again hers

‘you smells good….’ Hyomin said between their kiss, she her bottom lips for permission to get into and Hwayoung gladly give in, she slip her tongue exploring every inch and enjoying her sweet taste. Their lips moved in perfect synchrony. Hwayoug’s arms s around her neck, pulling her closer to her and causing her to deepen the kiss. They just like in their own world, no IU, no Eunjung, just both of them...

‘mmmmph….’ Hwayoung moan while Hyomin’s tongue is caressing hers inside , then they broke the kiss when they need some air to breath

‘lets make the things slow okay?’ As hyomin said, she intertwine her hands to Hwayoung’s

Hwayoung nodded as she lean her head to Hyomin’s shoulder

‘can we keep as a secret with the members?’ Hyomin ask her while Hwayoung get up and look at her confusedly

‘we will tell them when our relationship is getting stable..’

‘its okay~’ Hwayoung lean her head back and continue play the latter’s finger, she actually doesn't like it but she still obey her new girlfriend

*****

Jiyeon is walking back home with Eunjung after having their lunch, they remain silence again all the way to her home, Eunjung still confusing with her decision about the confession

Should I tell her now? But am I said that wanna give her a romantic confession, there is no can do in this type of situation… ottoke~

What a ‘date’ I had for today….. although she get a wound because of me but I hate the word ‘unnie’ now! Is it that other than unnie, nothing will happen between us?

Jiyeon kick the small stone that place in front of her while thinking, just few steps away they will reach Jiyeon’s house

HAM EUNJUNG! Are you pabo? I’m gonna reach my house and yet you are doing nothing there or it is just me who wondering you to take action with me?

Jiyeon looking at the house is moving closer to her, on that time she wish that the journey will not end but unfortunately they reach her house

‘I’m here, thanks for sending me home and bye~’ Jiyeon turn back and ready to get in

‘Jiyeon a~’ Eunjung called her as she stop her steps and turn over to look at her

‘I…….’

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​hehe ^_^ cliffhanger again? no worry! i'm working on PART 2... 
i know more HwaMin here, but part 2 will be more EunJi ^_^
wait for me patiently, i'm try my best to make it fast... hehheeee

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JiYeonSso
#1
Chapter 13: why no update?? so sad :'(
greenjade21 #2
Chapter 13: I guess you completely abandoned this story?'! So sac :( I hope you could still find time and inspiration to continue this! It is a really good story tho... it's been so long? Hoping you'd still open your account?! Fighting!
mamee004 #3
Chapter 13: jungie go to save jiyeon...

ok-waiting for next story
hwaiting...
Piseynicole #4
Chapter 13: Such as a great story...hope u update soon writer :)
Shawn17 #5
Chapter 13: Chapter 13: omo.. Jiyeon missing!!
IcePrincessMika #6
pls update :(
Twinjung88
1096 streak #7
Chapter 13: Author its been a year since you last updated pls update here not just on TD
yoon-i
#8
Chapter 13: Update soon, authornim. Love your story^^
InfiniteSpirits #9
Chapter 13: When are you going to update,Author...
xInfiity1993 #10
Chapter 13: Update soon,author-nim!!I want to see how panicky
they will be while finding Jiyeon..