It's The Time 2
It's The Time“blablabla” = talking
blablabla = thinking
blablabla= Death people’s talking
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I was fine!
Really! I was fine!
Alright. Who I was trying to be kidding anyway? My name. Youngmin. Jo Youngmin. Hyung! I laughed a little when my little brother finally called my name again and again till he called me hyung. I stopped when he and my friends started crying. I felt nothing and just looked at him. My cute dongsaeng who looked so hurt. Then I looked at my lifeless body. Yes, I was dead. I was better be dead.
I smiled and walked away from them. I didn’t want to care about Jo Kwangmin who shookmy body desperately. He had Minwoo anyway. I smirked while walking in this freedom. I loved this way. Why I should be a life while my life doesn’t need me. His happiness wasn’t from me while all of my happiness from him.
I have enough, Kwanggie. But I love you. I really do. I’ve said although I kiss and do everthing my love is just for you, right? I mean it, Jo Kwangmin.
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“I a-actually ever love you, Youngmin-hyung,” he cried alone on my room while holding my pillow.
So cute. I smiled and pecked his lips softly. He freaked out and looked around just to find nothing. No one.
I love you more and you know it, right?
I went away before my tears could roll down from my eyes.
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He and Minwoo came to my grave. I smiled at them although they couldn’t see me. They were cute couple, right? Minwoo was nice person. They were supposed to be together while I was supposed to be kicked away.
“We are really sorry, Hyung,” Jo Kwangmin looked down while I gave him my blank face, “We have a good news,” he smiled beautifully, “I’ll be Appa soon!” he said with a lot of spirit while Minwoo blushed innocently.
I smiled at them. I’m happy for you...and I’m happy that I committed suicide. For you.
Minwoo started crying, “You promised to stay!!” then Kwangmin hugged him in no time.
Tear. Tears. I was crying too! Dammit! I hugged myself and tried to kick the numb away desperately but no use. I knelt down and cried harder.
Why didn’t you hug me when I cried in my room? Where were you?
“It’s alright, Minwoo. I won’t leave you.”
And you leave me.
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Did I tell you my hobby now? I looked at the mirror where I could see another world. Kwangmin and I was couple there. He loved me. N-no, I meant, he loved his Youngmin. They even would get married soon. It’s so beautiful moment. Finally, I could see beautiful moments. Cute moments. Happy moments when that Kwangmin was pregnant because of his Youngmin.
“Dammit!! I told you to move on! I c-can’t believe you com-commi-“
I looked away from another mirror who showed me my old world.
Move on? Are you kidding me? I just can’t do that.
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I freaked out when someone patted my shoulder from behind. I turned around just to find my Kwangmin smiled cutely at me. I hugged him tightly. Finally he came. He came here for me! He hugged me tightly like I would disappear if he didn’t. I pushed him on the white wall before started kissing him. Froze. He kissed me back! H-He kissed me back now! Slowly he wrapped his arms around my neck while still kissing me.
I love you, Younggie. He smiled beautifully.
I love you more, Kwanggie.Then I kissed him passionately.
Finally he’s MIN-
Kwangminnie?Youngminnie?Miwoo smiled at us.
The spell was gone. The dream was destroyed again.
Let’s be together. Kwangmin looked at Minwoo and me.
Minwoo looked down. I smiled in understanding.
I have to go, Kwangmin-ah. I pecked his lip.
W-what?! Wae? I just co-.He held my hand tight.
I’m sorry. I pushed him hard before running away. I knew. It was just too beautiful to be true.
I was all alone again.
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I kicked a stupid kid who just pushed my cute twin till he got hurt. My 5 years old twin looked at me in disbelieve while my Umma slapped me in reflex. I knew It was just an incident but he hurt MY Kwangmin! I pouted before running away from this garden! I ran from them! I ran. Maybe I ran too much. Just how I did before God gave another life to me. And Kwangmin. Yes, I painfully still remembered my old-life.
I hid o-
“Younggie~,” he chuckled cutely before hiding on the bottom of my bed with me, “I find you~,” he pecked my lips innocently made me blushed.
“Y-yah! Don’t do that!” I incidentally yelled at him.
He looked scared before started crying made me wanted to slap myself, “I’m sorry, Young-younggie~”
I lost it. I simply lost it.
I pined him on the floor, “Don’t be,” I tried to kis-
“YOUNGMIN! KWANGMIN! Get out from your hiding-place! We have new friend for you!” My Umma shouted after going into my room.
Min-Minwoo?!!! My eyes became wide and I became all pale in no time. I hugged MY Kwangmin tightly, “It’s the time. Time for you to love me. Just me. Don’t leave me, Kwanggie. Promise?”
He nodded cutely, “Ne, Younggie! I promise!”
We walked toward them while still holding hard.
Minwoo giggled cutely, “I’m No Minwoo.”
Numb.
“I’m Jo Kwangmin!!” My beloved twin ran to him and hugged him tightly, “So cute~”
My hand felt cold. All I felt is numb.
He leaves me again. And I will be all alone again.
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natesea: *bows* thank you
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