Yunho pov.   "I woke up this moring with sweat on my faced, I headed to the bathroom as usual but went I look at myself in the mirror I couldnt even tell if it was me or not.

             Things been rough for me, my heart and mind could even be how it was and the nightmares keep on eating me and killing me seeing the pain, the blood, the tears, and the last thing  saw before waking up was you faced, your angeling faced.

                           It hurted me to see you so much in pain, I knew I couldnt never forget myself because I let you get hurt, right up front of me. I saw the blood running down your forehead, there was a scaf on your soft chubby cheecks, and your red lips that I always love and wanted to kiss was bleeding also.

                  And the last thing I heared from you was "Yunho I love you". My Jaejoong-ah how can I ever live by myself if you arent here anymore. "

                 ENd of Pov.

                              Jaejoong pov.  "Everyday I wonder what you do and what happen to you? I didnt see you anymore, I dont have anything that can contact you either,  everyday my heart hurts.

                   I always dream of being with you only, what happen to you?  why did you leave me? Did you love someone else?     Are you doing ok?

                   My tears alway coming down and my hear always ache, I dont care if nobody cant see how much we love each other, I wanted to be with you and only you.

               You're warm arms arent around me anymore, it likes you took my life with you went you left me.

                Why did you do that? wasnt I good enough for you? Is it because of me that why you left me with an brokern heart?             Yunho-ah what if one day I wont be here anymore then what are you going to do then?

              These unanswer question are always boiling in my head everyday Im not evne getting better myself not intell I get to be with you again.

                         End of pov.

               Yunho pov.  "It been a year since I came back to Seoul, but I dont even know where you are? I have heard that you got out of the hostpail but I dont even have a clue where you could have been, so I went to Yoochun and Junsu place to find out.

                           "Please Yoochun! you knowI love Jaejoong please tell me where is he?" I begged Yoochun.

     "Hyung-ah I will be lieing to you if I didnt tell you, but I serouly dont know where he lives now" Yoochun answer.

         "He right Yunho Hyung me and Yoochun havent seen Jaejoong more over than 8 months now, the last time we went and visit him, the people sai he had move, and we had barely any clues but I think Changmin and Kibum knows" Junsu said.

                      When Junsu said that and give me Changmin and Kibum address, I didnt waster time and hurry over to their place.