Author's POV

Soft laugher and joyful conversations filled the living room of the Lee's family.A boy looked at his parents with full of respect and love. The boy just love seeing his family so happy and complete.

‘It’s nice to feel this happiness and completeness again’ the boy thought as he ate the chocolate cake infront of him with his brother.

“hyunggggg….I missed you!” the younger boy told his brother

“I missed you too dongseang!and can I add too that I am so hella proud of you!” The older male said to his younger brother while ruffling it’s hair.

“aish hyunggg not my hairrrrrr~” the boy whined as he fixed his hair

“but thanks hyung~” The younger boy beamed at his brother.

The boy’s brother excused himself for a while

“bro I’ll just call my girlfriend alright?” his brother said in english

“Oh sure bro” He answered back in English while making a way for his brother.

After his brother left, the younger boy fell into a deep though,again just like many other nights,he was trying to recall who was ­­­______.the girl looks so God-damn familiar to him but he can’t remember where did he met that girl.

Ljoe POV

 My brother and Mom finally came here in Koera,although they’ll only be staying for 2 weeks, I am still happy.I was chatting with my brother sharing stories about how have been our lives since I left America.I am really glad that our closeness was still there nothing changed.

“hyunggggg….I missed you!” I told my brother out of nowhere

My brother looked at me taken aback by my sudden outburst for a second then softened

“I missed you too dongseang!and can I add too that I am so hella proud of you!” My loving older brother told me as he ruffled my hair

“aish hyunggg not my hairrrrrr~” I whine as I fixed my hair

‘Aigoo hyung never changed!he still likes to ruffles my lovely hair!’ I though

“but thanks hyung~” I told him…What my hyung told me made me happy because I know that I am making him and our parents proud.

After awhile hyung excused himself

“bro I’ll just call my girlfriend alright?” my brother told me in english

“Oh sure bro” I answered back in English while making a way for him brother.

After my brother left, I fell into a deep though again just like many other nights I was trying to recall who was ­­­______.the girl looks so God-damn familiar to me but I can’t remember where did I met that her.

I feel so bad for _______ after our conversation in the classroom.i can’t forget the look in her face when I told her I don’t remember her. God knows how guilty I felt that day until this very moment.God also  knows how worried sick I was for the girl,specialy when she ditched school for the whole week and then she suddenly came back to school with an altered personality.i can’t help but think every day that she changed because of me.

Because of that I can’t even utter a single word to her,heck I can’t even look at her in the eyes.Whenever she’s near I wanted to talk to her,approach and tell her how sorry I am for not remembering her but I can’t because I am such a coward.

Before my guilt can eat me up alive again,My mom suddenly sat beside me and looked at me with full concern.

“byeongari-ah are you eating well everyday? Aigoo you are so thin!” my mom said her voice full of concern

“Umma I am eating everyday…manager-hyung never let us starve” I assured my mom before hugging her

“Umma I missed you…Mianhe,I ran away from home”I muttered while hugging my mom

“Aigoo..it’s okay sweetheart…besides Korea is our HOME” she told me while she my back

“you know,Umma is really proud of you!”She told me as she broke our hug and looked at me in the eyes

“Thanks umma” I told my mom while smiling

It feels really good to see my mom again because I feel assured and understood.

“Byeongin-ah  go and wash up now it’s almost 9 P.M you should rest now” My mom told me as she started cleaning out left overs

“umma!Let me clean this..you’re the one who should be resting!” I said while trying to snatch the plates from my mother

“Byeongari let umma do this..afterall I miss doing this for you and your appa”My mom told me

“you sure umma?”

“Neee sweetheart”my mom confirmed before she shooed me to go and wash up.

While I was taking I shower I remembered ______-ah again.

‘If ______-ah and I knew each other then Umma did know her too right?!’ I suddenly thought

‘aigoo why didn’t I thought of asking my parents before!aish!Byunghyun –ah you are such a paboooooo~’ I thought as I closed the shower

I quickly got dressed…I am so eager to asked my mom that night.As I was about to open the door it suddenly opened revealing my mom already in her pajamas.

“Byunghyun why aren’t you sleeping yet” umma asked me as she entered my room..She walked inside inspecting my room if there are any dust or dirt

“well…uhh..I…errr”I answered my mom incoherently

“what it is child?something bothering our byunghyunie?” my mom softly chuckled as she said byunghyunie

‘BYUNGHYUNIE?!WAIT I HEARD _______ SAID THAT! What’s the meaning of this?! So I did know _______-ah!why can’t I remember?!’ I was lost in my train of thoughts when I heard my mom’s voice

“byunghyun-ah?  What is wrong…what is bothering you dear?”

I was so hesitant to ask my mom but when I looked at her eyes.All my worries disapperead and I find myself spilling everything about _______

After telling her about _______ that ______ is my classmate and that she told me that we were bestfriends before  and all

After spilling everything to my mom,I looked at my mom’s face trying to gauge her reaction.A I studied her expression it showed a kinda shocked face.

“Byunghyun-ah you don’t remember ______-ah?!”my mom softly asked me

“aaa-niii” I whispered

“aigoo byunghyun she’s your bestfriend!remember poni-chan? The girl in the pictures with you when you were young .The one you always called everyday when you were 7 years old!”My mom told me

“_______ is poni-chan?!” I half-yelled

I was so shocked.Damn that explains why I felt a connection with her,that is why her smiles make me all fuzzy inside she is the girl I swear I will marry when we were young.

“Now do you remember? We lost contact with her because we had to move away and that time our phone wasn’t up because I and your father don’t have time to get it fix because we were too busy arranging your papers because we will be leaving the country that time” my mom continued.

What the!so that explains why!why I feel so devasted to remeber ______-ah because my heart never forgotten her.

“umma thank you so much !thank you thank you thank you!” I thanked my mom repeatedly as I hugged her tight

“aigoo that’s nothing…make sure to clear things up and bring _______- ah here soon arrasso?”My mom told me as she hugged me back

“ne ummaaaa”I said after breaking the hug

“Sleep now byunghyun you still have school”

“okay umma”

My mom tucked me to bed before leaving the room.

That night I can’t sleep,I was so happy yet sad at the same time.Happy because finally I found poni-chan again my beloved bestfriend but I am so devastated because I made her sad.

“_______-ah byunghyunie oppa promise to make you smile again” I whispered to the wind as I closed my eyes.

Author’s POV

That night byunghyun was sleeping soundlessly while flashes of your face filled his dreams.While you on the other hand felt so empty and lost.You don’t know how can you still handle your relationship with your boyfriend.Sure you love him as a friend and all but not as a lover because You know,and even if you try to hide it,byunghyun is still the one that holds your heart.

Your POV

‘Who am I fooling…I still love him even though he broke his promise’I sighed while hugging the bear byunghyun gave you

”yah…bear-ah…why did oppa forgotten me…What happened to him” I asked the bear

Yes I know I should so mental trying to talk to a stuff toy.But you can’t blame me,I have no one to talk to about byunghyunie oppa,well aside from umma and appa,But I really don’t want to burden them so I’ll just keep it to myself.

‘aish I can’t sleep…aigoo…Screw you byunghyun oppa for breaking your promise!’ I cursed in my mind

After a while I finally found a comfortable position and immediately I went to dreamland.Dreaming about byunghyun oppa.

Chirps of birds and the voice of my mom woke me up.

“_______-ah it’s already 5:50 come on rise and shine darling”My mom called from the outside

“yes mom I’m up”I answered her

“Okay wash up and eat your breakfast downstairs arrasso?we will be waiting darling”My mom said

I quickly took my towel and headed for the bathroom.I quickly took a shower,got dressed and put some light make up one.I checked myself in the mirror

“Well _______ another day without your byunghyunie oppa and look at you,you are still breathing.you can handle it…Fighting” I tried cheering myself

As I went downstairs I immediately smelled bacon and egg.My tummy suddenly growled due to hunger.

“goodmorning appa good morning umma” I greeted my parents as I peck their cheeks

“hello dear…come and eat now”

After eating breakfast with my parents I bid them goodbye and headed to the school.As I entered the school premises a lot of the students greeted me.Of course I smiled and greeted them back.

“Hi unnie!”

“hi goodmorning!”I smiled

“hi noona you look so pretty today”

“thank you” As I slightly bow

As I walk my way to my class I bumed into byunghyun oppa

“mianhe” I said while bowing

“oh _______ sorry it was my fault” he told me as he helped me pick up my stuffs

“thank you byunghyun-sshi”I told him before leaving.

Author’s POV

You were so stunned when you bumped into ljoe.That was your first interaction after months.After thanking him and saying sorry you immediately left and because of that byunghyun didn’t got the chance to talk to you

“She left… How am I supposed to clear things up if she’s avoiding me” Byunghyun muttered to himself as he drag his body toward the classroom.

Your POV

It was lunch time and I am sitting at my usual table waiting for my boyfriend.I was scanning the whole lunch room for him.

“aish where could oppa be?” I asked myself as I started eating my lunch. I was enjoying my lunch until a student approached me and gave me a piece of paper.

“_______-sshi Sungho-sshi told me to give this to you”The girl told me

“Oh thank you!”I said while bowing a little

“no problem” she told me as she did a little bow too

The girl was already leaving when I opened the piece of paper

‘_______-ah meet me at the hallway near the music room.I have something to tell you – Sungho oppa’

I finished my food first before heading to the hallway where oppa told me to go.As I neared the hallway I saw sungho-oppa’s figure.

“hi oppa”I greeted my boyfriend

“dongseang…I need to tell you something” As he looked at me with a sad expression

‘I don’t like how oppa looks…I wonder what is up’I thought

“you know dongseang I have loved you since before you became part of the popular crowd right?”Oppa asked me

“of course I do…I remember you would always help me and approach me before I even gained this popularity”I told him

“oppa what’s wrong…why asked me that all of a sudden?” I asked him

“Everyday,whenever I talked to you,you would always smile so brightly,and to me your laughter is like a beautiful music.You were like an angel sent for me,I remember how I was before, always playing with girls,making them feel pain then leaving  them.heck I won’t even study, well until that day when I saw you in the garden studying….that time I was like struck by a magical force and that is the time I decided I’ll change for you…Because I want to be worthy for you.Everyday I would look for you because your smile is like my energizer.God knows how much courage I had to build before I can finally asked you out and of course I felt like the luckiest guy when you accepted me.I promised you that I’ll always do whatever will make you happy right?So I will do this dongseang…I’ll set you free now…I know you tried your best to love me but I can feel it you only love me as a brother as a friend and I can never touch your heart.Dongseang-ah promise me that you’ll find your happiness again chase it because I want you to smile again..I want to see that genuine smile plastered on your face again” Oppa told me before giving me a final hug and peck on the lips.After that he started walking away from me

“oppa!mianheeee…I’m so sorry If I didn’t love you enough..I’m so sorry”I told him as my tears flowed down my face

“it’s okay dongseang..just promise me that you’ll smile again…No matter what happens I’ll be here for you,arrasso…”That was oppa’s last words to me before he walked away

As I watched him walked away I cried my heart out…Every pain, frustration and unhappy thoughts that filled my heart…I cried it out.I was such a messed when suddenly a voice startled me

“______-ah here take this” A concerned byunghyun-oppa was crouching beside me while handing me his handkerchief.

“kaka-kashamida byunghyun-sshi”

“No problem…are you alright,what’s wrong?” he asked me his tone full of concern

“it’s nothing…I am fine”I told him flatly as I stood up

I turned my back on him and started walking away

“yah poni-chan!” I heard him yelled

I stop dead on my tracks…Poni-chan that is what he used to call me before.I slowedly faced him and I saw him approaching me

“dongseang-ah byunghyunie –oppa is really sorry…You know how oppa is not so good in remembering names right?”He told me

Suddenly he hugged me and for the second time I broke down.

“Waeee…waeee!why did you forgotten me?!you promise you will never!Do you know how much my world crashed when you told me you don’t remember me!you are a jerk oppa I hate youuuuu!” I sobbed

I know I am being harsh but I just want to let it all out.i want the pain to go away.

“Dongseang I know you hate me…I’m so sorry….Let me make it up…Oppa didn’t mean it..I’m sorry” he told me while rubbing my back trying to calm me

I let him comfort me…Even though I told him I hated him God knows that I didn’t mean that…I was just so messed up that is why I blurted that.After a few more minutes I muttered his name

“byunghyunie-oppa”

“yes my dongseang?’ he answered me softly

“Mianhe for shouting at you..I don’t hate you really…I was just mad at you for breaking your promise…”

“shhh…it’s okay it’s my fault anyway”he hushed me while caressing my face

“oppa I am really sorry for shout-“ My words were cutted by Oppa’s lips

As oppa kissed me everything around me didn’t matter anymore.All I know is just I am so blissful.

“I’ll forgive you for shouting at me if and only if you agreed to be my girlfriend” He asked me after ending the kiss

I looked at him with a shocked expression.

“poni-chaaaannnn~”he called me

“hhhmmmmmmm” I said while giving him a let-me-think-about-it face

“Yah dongseang!I won’t forgive you then!”He whined… he is such a baby

“aigoo Of course I would LOVE too!” I told as I pecked his lips

He smiled at me.

‘that smile…I am happy to finally see that again’ I thought as I admire his face

“saranghe boo!”he lovingly told me

I chuckled at his cuteness

“saranghe oppa”

‘Thank God I and oppa were finally reunited again.I vow to never leave byunghyunie-oppa’s side ever again’ I thought to myself I as hugged my one and only oppa

The End

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