Sometimes, there are things we want to have 
but we don't know the reason why and how...

Sometimes, there are things we want to have
but we don't know the reason why and how...

Sometimes, the memories we had
seem so hard to believe...

And sometimes, you have to sacrifice
for the one you love...

A sacrifice that sometimes, worth doing
to have her again...

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"I can't remember what he looked like...

I can't remember the contours of his face...
All I could see in my dreams is just a blurred memory of him...
All that happened years ago feels just like a nightmare...

How could I erase the face I can't even remember?
Why do I feel this to someone I don't know?

Why?"
 

He opened his eyes and looked around. The seat beside him was empty. Only few people were left on the bus he's riding. They stopped on a bus station. He glanced on the window and saw the retreating figure of a girl.


"So it was just another dream. I thought I heard her voice..." Ji Yong muttered under his breath.


The bus left and he just stared blankly on the road.



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She sighed and whispered, " Why is it that he keeps on entering my mind? I don't even know him."


She continued walking home. Riding on a bus everyday was tiring for her. And that guy beside her was so annoying! Imagine, he slept on her shoulder which made her neck ache!


"What a lucky guy! Unconsciously laying his head on my shoulder and sleeping comfortably. He's the first one who did that. Maybe he's just tired... But he's cute..." She stopped walking upon realizing the last sentence she said.


"What are you doing Dara?! You don't even know that guy?!" she continued talking to herself.


"Just like him..." she remembered fragments of what happened three years ago. The accident that was the cause of her memory loss. Fragments but still without the face of the guy who rescued her.


*Flashback*

Her car crashed on the wall. A large shard of the windshield glass flew and embedded on her forehead. She felt her head was going to split in two. And before she fell unconscious, she saw a blurred face of a guy leaning on her, panting and saying worriedly, "Dara..."


She woke up on the hospital and saw unfamiliar faces around her.


"Who are you?"


"We're your family. I'm your mother and this is your father, sister and brother."


"Noona! Do you remember me? I'm Sang Hyun..." the boy said to her.


"I'm sorry..." she replied.


"Son, the doctor said it will take time for your noona to remember everything. Don't push her, okay?" the old man said.


"Do you remember your name?" the little girl asked her clasping her father's hand.


"I'm Dara..." she smiled.


The family looked relieved.


"Where is he?" she suddenly asked.


"Who?" her mother looked nervous.


"The one who saved me. Where and who is he?"


"He's just a passerby. He left after bringing you here." she answered not looking at her.


She recovered and finally left the hospital without even seeing the guy who saved her. She asked her family to find him but they said he's really gone. She just wanted to say thank you to him. But what's really bothering her is why he can't forget the guy he can't even remember.


"Why do I feel he's someone special to me?" she asked herself.


She remembered everything with the help of her family and friends. But still, no mention of that guy.

*End of Flashback*



She realized she's standing in front of the apartment she and her friends rented.


She opened the door.



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The bus arrived at his station and Ji Yong finally stood up and prepare to leave. But before that, an old lady stopped him.


"Son, your girlfriend left something. You better give it back to her."


"My girlfriend?" he asked wondering why the old lady said that.


"Yes. The one beside you a while ago."


He just nodded and looked on the seat beside him. He saw a bracelet on the floor.


"That belonged to Dara! I gave it to her." he thought as his heart started beating fast.


"Where did she got off ma'am?" he asked the old lady.


"On the station before here."


"Thank you!" he hurriedly pick it up and got off the bus.


"I'm not dreaming! It was really Dara I heard! But I didn't notice her..." Ji Yong thought. Then he remembered...


*Flashback*

He was pissed off because they keep on practicing but his group couldn't do it right.


"We are Big Bang! We're supposed to move as one!"


"I'm sorry Hyung, it's my fault..." Seung Ri apologized to him.


"Let's continue this tomorrow." he finally said and left TOP, YB and Seung Ri staring at him.


He slowly ride the bus and didn't notice who sat beside him. Finally, he fell asleep, tired and longing for her...

*End of Flashback*



He run as fast as he could back to the station where he saw the retreating girl.


"It was Dara! I know it was her!" tears rolled down his cheeks as he remembered...


*Flashback*

Dara read the message on my phone. I walked back to her and...


PAK! She slapped me. "What was that for?!" I asked holding my cheek.


"Why did you cheated on me?!Who is So Hee?!" she shouted.


I tried to explain but Dara hurriedly left. I followed and saw her rode on my car. I remembered she had my keys.


"Dara wait!" I desperately shouted to her and before i could say that So Hee was just a fangirl... She ignored me and sped away.


I panicked and saw TOP-Hyung arrived riding his motorcycle.


"Hyung, let me borrow this."


I drive fast to catch up with Dara.


"She's driving too fast." I thought worriedly.


I approached on an intersection and stopped. A truck blocked my view as Dara beat the red light. I heard a loud screeching of tires. The truck was gone and I saw my own car kissing the cold wall. My mind went blank as i drove to Dara. I hurriedly hop off and run to her.


"Dara!" I saw her head oozing with blood. She looked at me and all I could say was, "Dara..."


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Dara was on the operating room. Her family arrived worrying on her condition. I was slumped on the floor soaked with her blood. Auntie then approached me and as I look up...


"It's all your fault!" she screamed and slapped me.


"Go away! Don't ever show your face to us again! Especially to Dara..." she continued with Sang Hyun holding her arms.


"Omma..." he said.


"But Auntie..." I started saying but she interrupted me.


"Go! Before i sent you to jail!"


Finally, I gave up. If I had told her earlier that a fangirl keeps on texting me those messages, this will not happen. It was really my fault. I left the hospital with tears on my eyes.


"I love you Dara... I love you so much that I can give you up for your own good...Bye..."


News reached me that Dara lost her memory and left to Busan. That's all I knew. But my friends still communicates with her friends. I doesn't even bother to ask them about her.

*End of Flashback*



He arrived on a street panting.


"I wonder where she lives..."


Then he saw her friend Minzy walking towards him. She looked up and was startled to see him.


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"So Minzy go out to buy ramen?! Why didn't you accompany her?!" Dara scolded CL while massaging her neck.


"Unnie.. It was because..." CL started explaining but the doorbell rings.


"I wonder who's that? Minzy got her keys." Bom said opening the door. She stared on the visitor.


"Bom, who's that?" Dara turned around and saw the sleeping guy on the bus a while ago. She raised an eyebrow.


"What are you--" she started saying but the guy rushed to her and crushed his lips on hers.


Everything happened in a flash. The guy who rescued her. The guy on the bus. She suddenly remembered who he is. Who this guy kissing her is. He pulled away.


"Dara..." he looked longingly on her eyes.


"Dara, I'm sor--" he started but Dara wrapped her arms on his neck.


"Ji Yong... Finally, I remembered..." she said teary eyed as he pulled her closer to him. Wrap his arms on her waist and kiss her again. This time more passionate than before.


They close their eyes feeling the taste of each others mouth. The girls looked happily and teary eyed to them. CL covering Minzy's eyes, she, keeps on pulling her hand away and Bom trying to suppress her cry but failed. It was a somewhat funny scene to witness. Then the Big Bang boys arrived to visit the girls and was shocked to see that Ji Yong got his girl again. They are also happy for their leader.


The night seemed long... Ji Yong explained what happened three years ago and Dara forgave him...


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"Now I know why that guy without a face keeps on haunting me. It was because I love him. I love Ji Yong. Love is the answer to my questions... Now I know..." Dara thought as Ji Yong approached her. He smiled at her and her heart jumped. She smiled. Her parents forgave and welcomed him again. There's nothing more she could ask.


"Why is my wife looking at me like that? You want a piece of me?" Ji Yong approached their bed and playfully went on top of her.


She giggled as he kissed her passionately and they enjoyed the night..

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