Chap. 14
My Idol Love
They are now on jae joong’s house. “feel at home, I’m just gonna cook us some food” jae joong said. “okay.” Said so min. So min then
turn on the TV. The TV is tunned in to MTV the video that’s playing caught So Min to freeze. ~In a Rush~ It’s the song, hyun joong
always sings whenever there’s a school activity. Tears are now forming in so min’s eyes, she remembered everything. The happy
moments she had with her best friend and first love. “so min-ah, food is ready” jae called up but he noticed so min’s shoulders are
trembling. ~”she crying?”~ he thought. Then he rushed to see what happen to so min. he looked at the TV in a rush is still playing.
“what happen? Are you okay? Are you hurt?” jae joong asked so worriedly.
“So Min-ah!” jae joong slightly raised his voice. “I..He..” she cannot finish her sentence. Instead she hugged jaejoong who’s kneeling
in front of her. Jae Joong is surprised with the sudden hug. But he collect himself and hugged So Min back. “there there, just cry
it all out. We will talk later.” Jae said. He sat on the cough and let so min rest her head in his chest. Minutes past so min is just
sobbing. Jae looked at her, she’s sleeping now. Why does she suddenly break down like that? Jae can’t seem to see the answer for
that question. *ring ring* Jae looked at the phone on so min’s side. He picks it up. “it’s jungshin” he said. He answer the call.
“Noona, remember to go home early okay?” jungshin said on the other line. “jungshin, it’s me jae joong.” “hyung?”
Jae joong POV
I still sat here on the cough, she’s still sleeping, then she murmured. “hyung joong, don’t leave”
~flashback~
“she cried again huh? Is “In a rush” the one played?” jungshin said. “yeah” I simply answered. “tsk, noona still thinks of him. Hyun
joong hyung is her best friend and apparently her first love. They are inseparable back then, actually the ‘rents thought of them
being together. Noona had been his “bridge” to the girl he likes. Noona being such a fool she helped him. It’s always been a one
sided love. But the worst is yet to come, when hyun hyung and his family migrated in the U.S., he promised noona that he will email
her everyday. Noona did everyday though there’s no responds after 1 email.
She’s deeply hurt with that, she decided to confess to him through email she waited but still no responds. That’s when she started
focusing only with our family and studies. She didn’t cancel the email account but she never used it again. I don’t know if she still
knows the password for it. But I know she still thinks of him. She’s a hopeless romantic girl. Sometimes when she’s depress she
wants choco-mallows drinks. Yah, hyung, I told you everything. Don’t tell her okay? She’s gonna kick my ” jungshin ended the
story. “don’t worry, I won’t. thanks by the way. Now I know.” I replied. “hyung? Do you like my sister?” jungshin asked. I was
stunned. “actually jungshin, I still don’t know.” I confessed. “hyung, if you like her tell her, but if you don’t, don’t make her fall for
you. Now that I’m going to Japan, I don’t want her to be hurt again”
~end of flashback~
She moved now, groan and stretch her arms. “you okay now?” I aked her. “oh, jae joong ssi, sorry, I was out of my sanity for a
while” she said not answering my question while sitting up. “it’s okay, but are you okay now?” I asked her again. She nods lightly.
“good, come lets go eat” I held her hand and guided her to her seat. I stood there in her side. Serving her the food with one hand
and the other still holding her hand. “uhmm, jae joong ssi you can let go of my hand now.” She said. But I’m not letting go. “jae joong
ssi?” she said thinking I didn’t heard her. I looked at her and smiled. “eat now” by then I let go and sat on the other corner to eat.
So Min POV
“it’s a very late lunch ay,?” I said to make conversations. Him holding my hand feels really awkward and comforting at the same
time. A tiny smile formed on my lips when I think of it. “yeah, but it’s okay, gave me more time to be with you” he said. Did I heard
it right? He wants to spend time with Me? Jung So Min? Me? “it’s delicious!” I said to change topic. “I cooked it last night when I
got home, I just re heat it. Good that you liked it.” He said staring at me. Why is he looking at me like that. Is there something on
my face? Is there someone on my back? I looked at my back no one. I sigh in relief. Well, relieved that no one is standing there.
But I still don’t get that look. Omo, what’s that? Drums? *dugeun dugeun* wait that’s my heart. Why are you pounding? I can’t look
at jae now. Am I blushing? I glanced at him one more time. Then I saw him smile. Why is he smiling?
We finished eating and I insisted on doing the dishes. It’s still awkward now that he is still there watching me washing the plates.
I felt heavily. Why is he like this? He keeps staring at me. “ehhermm” I fake cough *toinks so obvious* “jae joong ssi, I thought
we’re gonna do the lyrics for your song?” I asked not looking at him. “hhmmnn I think I don’t need your help for that. I can do that
on my own” he replied that made me face him. “what? You can do that on your own? Why did you drag me here for? I should have
eat lunch with Min Ho.” I said to him. Then I saw his changed expression. “I just want you to be here. With me and not with that
loser!” He shouted.
“what? Here? With me? Why? Ahh.. you don’t have someone to pissed or someone to shout to or or….” But then something pressed
on my lips. He is kissing me???
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