Goodbye, the me who is a child

Description

She was living her ordinary life, struggling with daily problems. She was the kind of person who thought about change, but did not dare to take a step towards it. In sum, she was yet another dreamer. She had long accepted her life as it was, until that one turning point in her life changed everything, forever. She would no longer be able to live in her own shell anymore, even if she wanted to. Not that she ever wanted.

But it would have been better if she did.



This is a story about twelve young men on a different planet, who do not see the meaning of life on earth, and one girl, who has reached the point where she wil have to break out of her little shell. They will be the ones to show her how life on earth is chaining her, while she will be the one to show them... That life on earth is not that meaningless after all.

Foreword

She was staring outside her window one night, when she saw a star-like brightness contrasting the dark sky. It was then, that she made a wish, a wish that would change everything. A change that will tell her everything she did not know.  

I wander in the crowded past
Reviewing page after page of the black and white, carefree summer days
Sitting dazedly on the pavement of a busy street
The beer did not turn sweet
But I lost my foolishly serious wish

- Fahrenheit

 



Author's note
Hello everyone :). This may be the most philosophical, serious, yet the story that resembles me as a writer the most. This title... Has been a title I have been wanting to put on top of a story for so long already... And I finally found a plot that gave me the determination to write the story. This story will not only resemble my thoughts, but also my... My experience as a person who has to be brave now and step into the big world, but I believe that this story resembles a lot of us, if not everyone.

I'm not sure if anyone will want to read such a story in their free time. Reading a happy story may be much more preferable when you are not feeling happy, or when you want to rest from your busy life. However, writing a story should never be to please others only. I have always stand by my belief that you writing is for yourself... Write because you want to let the inner creative you speak... Let those words you canot say with your mouth, reach other's by written words.

And that is also the reason why this story is born. Those who know me, may know that I have been having some personal problems, and I wanted to put it into a story. It won't have the drama I used to throw on all my characters, but a real piece of reality. See this as my autobiography, or just something you may be able to relate to :).

As for why I have chosen EXO as the main, it is because they were the ones I have been following while I was not being the brightest me... When I was having my own personal problems... And their song MAMA was just what I was looking for...  Even though I know everyone is eagerly writing aobut them ever since their MAMA mv release, but they deserve all the fanfics dedicated to them :).

I would like to thank some people for the encouragement they have given me. Some may not even know they have given me any support, but for me, they certainly did. All the people who have been talking to me on AFF, even though about such normal almost irrevelant things, have made me smile so many times. I will not write names, since I will surely forget someone and that I do not want. Instead, I would like to thank everyone who has ever had a conversation with me, and who has ever read my stories, and who always made me happy with their blog posts, and who always supported me and listened to me, and who were being great persons. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

This story will not be updated frequently (as in, every week), but I will make sure to update as fast as possible. Just so you know before you begin to read, and feel frustrated because of the long wait for updates :)

Let's continue to enjoy our time together, and smile together :)

I hope you will all enjoy

Tinywings


 



Character roles

Kim Chunhei - A eighteen years old girl who lives a normal life, though with some problems as she grows up. 
 
EXO - The twelve young men living on EXO planet.

 
Luhan / Lu Han Sehun / Oh Se Hun Kai / Kim Jong In
 
D.O. / Do Kyung Su Kris / Wu Fan Baekhyun / Byun Baek Yeol
 
Chanyeol / Park Chan Yeol Suho / Kim Joonmyun Lay / Zhang Yi Xing
     
Chen / Kim Jong Dae Tao / Huang Zi Tao Xiu Min / Kim Min Seok

All credits goes to the owner of the GIFS. 
 

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Comments

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err04r #1
Unnie, I just decided to stalk you again...
And honestly, reading the forewards - I just was like wah~, so pretty...I'm almost falling asleep to your writing. It's like a lullably and the words are the melody. c:
I'll make sure to keep up with this fanfiction, too!
I'm going to read your other oneshot/story later. I subscribed it it already, I forgot what it's called though...but I'll make sure to read and comment on it soon. ^^~
fayeluccie143
#2
Lovely! There are indeed some advantage if you're writing based on personal experience, you can convey emotions that are real and it touches the readers in a different way. I'm glad that EXO were here yet, somehow I miss Ljoe :) Nice update dongsaeng :)
selectedvips
#3
Should I read this? ;D JOOKES
caramel_mint
#4
Great! for me, this is your best work to date (:
And I agree with what my sis said about the poster. It's cute, it's cool! Congratulations (:
Divinity
#5
Wow, that was amazing :)
i loved how you started the first chapter; it had a sense of deep meaning to it.
this was great, keep up the good work!
music4life
#6
WHOA U LISTEN TO FAHRENHEIT??? WHAT ABOUT F4??
WHOA ALREADY IN LOVE TWITH THIS STORY!!!
fayeluccie143
#7
Such a lovely start my dear! And everything is wonderful; the format, the text, the poster that i love so much, and even the background! It's interesting too.
As i read it, i felt like you are right in front of me :) I'm so proud of you dongsaeng...very, very proud! This story is indeed special!
fayeluccie143
#8
I will be looking forward to this story of yours, dongsaeng :) I guess this will be different from your other stories and knowing that this will be your life's story, I'm sure that this is something special. Be assure of your unnie's support. All the best!