1ST SHOT: BIGBANG- G-DRAGON/KWON JIYONG

Title: Impossibly Connected to You

Characters: Kwon Jiyong/ G-Dragon, and Park Shin Yesh (YOU)

Genre: Romance

Chapter/s: 1 & 2

YESH P.O.V.

“Let’s not meet again. I’m sorry.”  I hung the phone down. My hands gripped because of the pain that I’m going through. I restrained myself from crying but it was too late. Tears already rolled down.

The café was filled with customers and it wasn’t new at all every weekends. I am also a regular customer here because I would really stopped by if I am free and today is Saturday, my day off from being the editor in chief of a music magazine. Everyone knew who am I even the security guard who was in whole day shift every day. And this was the only day that they saw me crying.

I know they all saw me even the teenagers who pretended doing something when I shifted my glanced on them. Sam, the waitress of the café smiled after she gave the Americano which the old man ordered. But then, it faded right away when she looked up on my face.

She walked upon to me and gave a bunch of tissues that came inside the pocket of her apron, “Yesh-unnie, stop it, please?  Everything is going to be alright? Okay?” I gave a slight nod and she tapped my shoulder twice before leaving.

I put the tissues on the table and just stared to it. Tears kept from falling down.  I was really sobbing and I don’t really care if people will saw me like this. I was really hurt. So much. My boyfriend dumped me because he was going to debut now as an actor. And having an affair with a celebrity was really a big issue, as he said on the phone. Argh!!!  I hate this feeling!

I wanted to shout now…really. But I am afraid that the customers will freaked out and call the police or a mental hospital to pick me up. I’m in the public place but I can’t take it anymore.

I rubbed my eyes and wiped my tears by one of the sheets of tissues and tossed it to the side. I searched for a pen from my bag and when I finally touched it, I wrote down right away to the tissue.

[FIRST SATURDAY]

Tch. I, P.S. Yesh, an editor in chief of a music magazine, know lots of celebrities who were still in their relationships without telling it to the public! But you? Aish! You’re just a newbie and you’re acting like a star already?! Let’s see if you’re going to make it!!!!

Because of anger, I don’t know if my handwriting was good or not. I fixed myself, looked on my hello kitty designed mirror to see if my eyes were okay now and for one last shot, I gulped the lukewarm espresso that I ordered. I leave the tissue to release more of the pain and decided to go on what life may take me now.

I , Park Shin Yesh, 23 years old, was dumped by her 3-year boyfriend because of fame and now, I’m going to live my life alone but to the fullest! And that’s my mantra for life!  

Because of excitement to do nail arts, haircut and spa, I accidentally bumped to someone who doesn’t look ordinary but y. He smiled. He looked cute and young but I don’t like his smile. His smile reminded me with an idiot who broke up with me a while ago. That’s why; I just rolled my eyes and continued walking.

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I’ve so much done lots of things to cover the loneliness that I had now. I used to have long black hair but I cut it short and dyed with light brown, I went to spa to relax my body because of the heavy work, I put nail arts with cute designs and lastly, I shopped the clothes that I refrained from using because of my ex-boyfriend’s objection. But all of it was just for the mean time.

At around 9 in the evening, when I accidentally tuned on the radio with the song, ‘Tell me Goodbye’ of Bigbang played, I started crying again from my apartment while screaming his name.

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It was Saturday after that week, when the staffs of the café almost dropped their jaw because of my new look. They complimented me because they said that I looked younger now and my ex-boyfriend will regret from leaving me but some were worried, worried that I may take suicide. WHAT THE…

I sat again on my usual place. It was my favorite place. It was beside the glass window, where I saw people walking, I love those people who were mirroring themselves to fix their hairs before heading to work of school without caring the if someone was sitting inside the café, the road that never been traffic and the Ferrari parked on the side of the street which I can say one of my dream cars. All of these things were happening every Saturday and unintentionally, I felt my depression and stress in life had decreased atleast 20%. But that’s not all, I only decided to sit on this spot always when I saw my ultimate crush in the music industry, he’s the bad*ss rapper in the Korean music Industry and well-known also for his unique fashion statement. He was no other than, Jiyong oppa aka G-Dragon. I know we were born in the same year but he was months older than me.

I saw him on the opposite side of the street where the ice cream parlor located last two months. He was sitting on the same spot of mine while eating alone. He was on his black hoods, red headphones and white snickers. I’ve never been a stalker but it happened that I had keen eyes to recognize him even he was on hoods.

I sneakily took pictures of him using the DSLR of the company. At first, I intended to take pictures of him for the magazine but I came up my mind that if he wanted to be seen at the ice cream parlor, he wasn’t going to wear hoods that almost covered his face and tilted his head down that nearly kissed the table. So…I deleted the pictures and I used my phone instead. At least, it was going to be private and all mine. Hahaha.

He left the ice cream parlor and stood up at the side of the street while holding his phone. Maybe he was going to SMS his manager to pick him up. But still, my eyes were glued on him until his eyes moved as if the wind carried it to my place. My hairs on my body almost freaked out, my hands were shaking, and I know that my face turned red. He just stared at me and me too. Then, the black van came. He was gone and never saw him again after that.

“Hayy…when will I see you again, Jiyong oppa?”I rested my head on my right hand at the table and crossed my legs when I suddenly felt that my l knee was scratched. “Aah.” I looked at my knee and I saw that it has a small scratch that I got on the metal under the table. I hissed while rubbing my knee. “Aish…scar…this is going to be a scar.” I hated having a scar because it really ruined my skin!

While rubbing my knee, I saw a folded tissue on the floor. I took it and I found that it was inked. I remembered last Saturday that I wrote on the tissue with the red pen so I claimed that it was mine but I found different ink on the tissue that’s why I unfolded it and I was surprised to see that someone responded on my letter.

[SECOND SATURDAY]

Who the hell is that guy? Hahaha! He is really stupid to leave you. Get our over with him Miss P.S. Yesh…Yesh? What a beautiful name. Unique. I bet you have a beautiful face too. Keep up the good work from being in the music mag. FIGHTING!  -FB

Eh?? FB? What’s with the initials? I never knew someone with FB as their initials? Hmm… Fei Boo? Fang Bae? Bing? Fan Bang? ARGH!!!  Why I felt like those names never existed and I little bit laughed because I found it weird. I’m so crazy. So, before my mind exploded, I wrote back using the same pen on the same tissue.

You’re going to see him soon on screen and honestly speaking, he’s not a good actor. Hehehe. I do have a beautiful face like my name. How about you? I almost died thinking of what FB means. If that’s your initials, I can say that your name is unique. Hehe. I never thought someone is going to respond my stupid note. Thank you and you made my day. –Yesh

I folded it and put it under the table. I don’t know it made me happier today and it seems like I am really connected to him. I looked around but no one bother to say ‘Hi’ at me. Maybe, he was still not here….and his answer was going to be on the next Saturday? I’m gonna wait.

[THIRD SATURDAY]

FB? You’re gonna find out soon once you hear it. You’ll be amaze! Hahaha! I am handsome and I’ve never been a liar since birth so believe me. Hahaha. FB is really me. FB is what they describe me. FB might be yours too? Ehehe. Confused? So, how’s everything? Did you live a peaceful life after the break up? Peace out ><

PS: I never thought you’re going to reply. This is quite interesting. Keep going. –FB

[FOURTH SATURDAY/ ONE MONTH]

Okay. I hope someone will shout his name at the crowd so that I will recognize you. Wait! I got confused?? But I’m still going to believe that FB is your name. Doing? I’m working and happier than before. I never thought of him anymore. You?

[FIRST WEDNESDAY]

Hahaha. Shouting the name at the crowd? That’s quite fun eh? FB is mine and yours too! Haha. ~mehrong. Me? Tired but fun. Have a nice day! Ow! I’ll be here at Wednesdays too so we can write as long as we want.

It’s embarrassing not fun. Hehehe. Okay FB is mine if that’s what you want! Hahha. Don’t get sick okay? I’ll be going here at Wednesdays after work. It’s really a coincidence that I dropped now. ^__^

[FIFTH SATURDAY]

That’s what really I want. Hahaha. You too! Hey! keep me updated! How are you?

Hahaha. Are you interested with me? Gosh. We still haven’t met yet! Haha! I overworked all day and night because my partner resigned because of her health. I’m going to visit her at the hospital. I just stopped by to have some coffee. Saturday is my free day. How about you?

[SECOND WEDNESDAY]

 Hahaha. I don’t fall in love right away..Sssh..You wanna see me? Me too. You’re fun and maybe we can have coffee sometimes but I don’t know when, I just love to dropped by not to buy maybe sometimes I do but I go here because you keep responding.  I don’t have free days. Well, always take care of yourself,okay? FIGHTHING FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIEND!

Wow I feel like you’re someone at the first class?Maybe you’re businessman. Hehe. I don’t fall in love too but you’re quite interesting. I felt that my cheeks blushed because you took efforts just to reply on my letters.

[SIXTH SATURDAY]

Me too! You made me smile everytime I got response! Hey! Bigbang’s album is going out! I’m a fan so…buy now and listen to the songs. Blue was really FANTASTIC! I dropped by here early in the morning that’s why I wrote. sat. I’m going to work now!

Goodluck to you!!! Blue of Bigbang was really AWESOME. I bought it before I go and read your letter. I am a fan too! I’m happy that Jiyong oppa is back. He is really my ultimate crush in Bigbang. Hope I’ll see him soon. If Bigbang have their concert, please accompany me!

[THIRD WEDNESDAY]

Oh? He didn't reply? Hmm...Okay! Maybe he was really that busy.

[SEVENTH SATURDAY]
Ow...still no reply? Hmm...Be safe FB. :(((

[FOURTH WEDNESDAY]

Okay...I'm going home now.

[EIGHTH SATURDAY/ TWO MONTHS]

Aish! I can't take it anymore! I'm worried! Really worried! There's nothing if I'm going to write!

Oh you didn’t respond? It’s seems like you’re a very busy person. Anyways, be safe. If you’re having hard times just listen to “Blue.”

[FIFTH WEDNESDAY]

Hi! I’m sorry for not replying last Saturday. My days are getting tighter and tighter. Sorry. Well, I was speechless that you like Jiyong oppa. Maybe if he knew it he will be glad. Very happy….Hm…I really want to meet you now, Yesh. After all this writing stuffs, I can say that I got interested with you but I can’t say that you I already like you. I want to know you more. I hope to see on Saturday, if you can wait…wait. If Bigbang will have a concert, it’s going to be sure that I am with you. FB is not my name. You already heard it but still you didn’t get it. Hehe. But I am FB and when I found Yesh she became my FB now.

I’m going to wait on Saturday. Whole day. I’m already worried with my feelings now, I don’t usually fall easily but I don’t know what keeps me going. If you didn’t make up on Saturday, I’m going to stop writing and sitting on this spot. I wanna be sure with my feelings, FB…If this is serious or not. I still don’t get anything. I can’t play games…because this is not a joke anymore.-Yesh.

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Two months and 1 week. I fell for someone whom I don’t know if he was serious or not. I know that this is wrong from the very start but I never thought that I’m going to fall easily. I woke up early to prepare and now, I’m already sitting on the table where we didn’t physically met. Papers…tissue papers to be exact were our way of communication. I didn’t have any of them that’s why I don’t know if he kept it or maybe after he got my reply, he already threw it.

I’ve waited for almost 5 hours now and no one showed up to say that he was the one. I cancelled my appointments for this one special day with full of determination that I’m going to see him but as the clocks , I felt like giving up.

8 hours. My body already filled up with 3 cup of coffees and I even played all the games from my phone but still no one appeared. Because of being desperate, I asked all the staffs if they noticed someone who also regularly seat on my spot but they just shrugged their shoulders even Sam didn’t noticed it.

I sighed and the café was about to close. No one showed up. I felt like I was tricked. How stupid I am to believe on that person? Tch. If he really likes me, he’s going to ask my number so instead from writing we can call each other but I think he was just playing games and I lost.

I stood up already and say goodbye to the staffs when I suddenly thought of checking the table. I took the only tissue that I saw under the table hoping for his reply. “1,2….3!” I frowned when I saw a blank side of the tissue. All I can see was the last note that I gave to him. He didn’t come back. He was just playing. “Nice game.” and I laughed at myself. I finally stood up and composed myself before leaving. He was like my ex-boyfriend, he doesn’t deserve my love or even tears that’s why I’m going to forget him from now on.

“Yesh~ie!”Sam called me before I pushed the glass door.

“I think this is yours.”Then she gave a silver ring.

“No, it’s not mine.”

“But I got it from your table? No one seated there except from you. Take it.”After she gave me the ring, she left and continued mopping the floor.

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I’m going to sleep now but still, I don’t feel sleepy. Remember: I drank 3 cups of coffees while waiting for that guy. I already twisted and turned for hundred times on the bed but I just ended up sitting on my bed. “Argh! What the hell is happening to me?!” I the lamp beside my bed and I saw the only letter that I kept and the silver ring that Sam gave me. My music player was also there and I thought of  music therapy to have a peace of mind before sleeping. I put my earphones up and played Bigbang’s Blue before going back to bed. This song is not just beautiful and calm but it reminded me of the guy on the café.

“Who owns you?”I said while looking at the ring. I thought it was a simple ring without any designs but I was surprised when I saw an apple engraved to it. “Ow. Apple? With a bite? Heartbreaker?” then I started singing ‘Heartbreaker’ of G-Dragon. “Hehehe. I am stupid.” I wore the ring and it exactly fitted on me. “I’m going to wearing you huh? Don’t worry, I’m going to give you back to your owner ones I found him, okay?” Hayy...I know this was a couple ring because most of the couples nowadays, wear rings with an extraordinary designs so…for the owner? How can you be so careless to drop it anywhere? Tch.

CONTINUATION/ FINAL: CHAPTER 2--->