Is It Really Goodbye?
Description
"Goodbye" --- the hardest word that we could say to the persons we love. Sometimes, saying this word could give us great pain inside our hearts and would really take time to heal. But sometimes, saying this word could set our spirits free and can help us let go of the things that aren't really meant for us; and unexpectedly, can sometimes make us happy.
Foreword
“People say that it’s hard to say goodbye… and I agree with that especially right now as I go through life every single day. But I have to add something on that quote. Saying goodbye isn’t just hard; it’s also painful. Very painful! Sometimes, when you’re trying to let go of someone very important and dear to your heart, you feel like you’re about to give up your whole life. You feel that if that person’s gone, you have no more use in this world. You feel worthless… like a piece of trash! “
“That’s what I’m feeling and experiencing right now. I’m trying my very best to let go of this person. But no matter what I do and no matter how hard I try, this person’s image still keeps flashing back inside my mind. I don’t even know if this is real love or just infatuation. I’m really confused! ! I just can’t seem to move on! STUPID HEART!!! I know, I know… I’m such an idiot. A big, big, big IDIOT… to believe that there’s “sparks” between us which in fact, he doesn’t even see me the way I see him. In short, we’re just friends. But I wanted more.”
“God, please help me! Help me to finally let go and to forget because I can’t stand the pain anymore. Don’t make me break down and cry in front of other people especially in front of my friends. I don’t want them to pity me. Please… All I want right now is to go back being happy. ”
---GuiGui
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Hello Everyone! This is Joan a.k.a Jaygee. This is my very first fanfic. So sorry if there are any grammar and spelling errors. And also for the lame story; this will be just 2-3 chapters. Enjoy everyone! :)
P.S: This fanfic is just based on my experiences in life plus with my imagination. No plagiarism here. ^^
And credits to jaeminchul @ marrione.com for my poster.
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